when you feel like you can't breathe
by Douglas Messerli
Milo Addica and Will Rokos
(screenplay), Marc Forster (director) Monster's
Ball / 2001
While all these events are painfully riveting (tears rolled down my face
for much of the film), the writers of this work, Milo Addica and Will Rokos,
have embellished their characters with so many dilemmas, along with layers of
guilt, silent suffering, and social and political injustices, that it is
difficult, at moments, to see through to their humanity upon which the rest of
the film depends.
Yet, despite Sonny’s attempts obey Hank, through a meeting with the
prisoner, his son and wife, and with the focus of the camera on the suffering
prisoner (who, for a few dreadful moments, cannot catch his breath for fear of
his approaching death), he very much does wonder about what the prisoner did to put him in such a situation and gets caught up with his life.
One readily comprehends why, as they take the prisoner on his "walk of
death," Sonny vomits; but it is for the other officers an unforgiveable
act of personal expression.
After the torturing series of electric shocks sent through the
prisoner's body, Hank confronts his son, leading to an intense fight. The next morning,
he orders him out of the house. The younger man threatens him with a gun,
ending in the downstairs living room, where he challenges his father: "You
hate me?" When Hank admits, "Yeh, I hate you. I really do," the
son wails back, "Well, I always loved you," as he puts a bullet through
his heart. When at the funeral the priest asks him if Hank should read a
particular passage from the scriptures, the father vengefully replies:
"All I want to have is that dirt hit that box."
It may be a stretch for the viewer, accordingly, to understand why this
martinet of a man suddenly quits his job, and soon after, develops a
relationship with a Black waitress—the wife, it turns out, of the man who he
has just executed—beginning with his decision to help her rush her dying son to
the hospital and falling, a few frames later, into a frenzied sexual union in
which the couple release their pent-up tension, anger, and hate.
Upon discovering her identity through a photograph of her husband and a
sheaf of drawings she shares with him, he, like his son, vomits out of sympathy
and self-disgust. They both have experienced moments, as Hank suggests, when
you feel like you can't breathe.
When he returns, however, and she is invited to join him on the porch,
she says nothing about her discovery, as he quietly speculates: "I think
we're going to be all right." Perhaps history, in a world such as the one
these two beings have inhabited, is
best forgotten. But for how long can you tamp down the truth? Neither of these
figures has been very successful at lying to themselves in the past.
Los Angeles, December 29, 2001
Reprinted from Green Integer Review (December 2001).
Reprinted from Reading Films: My International Cinema (2012).
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