asked to be everything he isn’t
by Douglas Messerli
Ezra Li (screenwriter and director) The Variable
/ 2024 [9 minutes]
Writer and director Ezra Li stars in his short film
as X, a racially ambiguous actor, obviously of mixed Asian descent—although not
at all that obvious to the director (Peter Friedman) who has selected him to
play the ex-partner of his stock-handsome leading white man (Ty Molbak) in what
the director believes is a radical act of casting, a gay man come back to
challenge his former lover albeit to lose out to the woman with whom his
leading man has since fallen in love.
X begins
in a strange feminine costume playing the character as if he was told to employ
an accent that sounds like it might have escaped from some Transylvanian-like
Hollywood time warp. Obviously, along with the ridiculous script, it is
working.
Accordingly, the director suggests they play with other possibilities.
Although he sees the boring Leading Man as having been perfect, he suggests X
try it with a Spanish accent, along with an occasionally Spanish word tossed
in. To him Li certainly looks Spanish and must, accordingly, speak the
language.
Miraculously, X transforms himself to be a Spanish-like drag queen
throwing in mostly Spanish-sounding words in order to sound convincing, in the
process actually making it a much more fascinatingly campy film that the supposed
“hero” and his director might ever have imagined.
Things
still out going right, however, and the director and his casting director
wonder if he might perform the effeminate villain as being French.
Li
refuses to even consider that alternative, suggesting that perhaps the
character might be Asian. The director, however, insists that Li doesn’t at all
look Asian to which the X replies, and what does an Asian look like?
We perceive
the director’s vision of an Asian in the very next scene where X is dressed as
a Japanese Samauri warrior, eventually with sword in hand.
Finally
refusing to go any further, he dresses all in black, and now looking more like
the venerable villain Fu Manchu demands a gun from props, aiming it at the
hero. Nonplussed by lines that are not in the script, the Leading Man demands
that he stop, reminding him that it is he, X, who must die.
X
changes the story, shooting the Leading Man dead.
We
suddenly realize this has only been in Li’s imagination, and he ultimately
refuses to pretend to embody any figure involved with such a ridiculous production,
while yet again losing a job due to racial and sexual stereotypes.
Li
graduated Magna Cum Laude from the University of Southern California in 2018.
Los Angeles, October 18, 2024
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (October 2024).