the laundry needs to dry
by
Douglas Messerli
Luis
Hernández de la Peña (screenwriter and director) Gloria
/ 2015 [17 minutes]
Hernández de la Peña’s eloquent statement of highly sublimated difference begins quite simply with an empty Mexican bus, onto which the driver José María (Adrián Aguirre) jumps before beginning his daily route 59. The uncleaned Mexico City streets are still filthy with refuse, hours presumably before the streetcleaners will make their way down the avenues.
Sound, the roar of the engines, the bang
of the tires against pavement over which the bus moves forward into its daily
routine, the driver’s own voice demanding his passengers move to the back, the
screech of the brakes as the bus comes to its many stops, all are ringing in
out ears even before we get to the credits, after which, at the end of his day,
the driver’s manager settles up his pay, “You’re off tomorrow, right bum?”
“One
of the things I wanted with Gloria was to try a narrative that resembled
somehow the actual experience of remembering something. When you’ve been in a
place or met someone and then had to remember it to tell someone else how it
happened, you don’t typically have a photographic memory. You don’t even have
to have a beginning and an end. Things just sort of jump into your mind and
kind of flash with bits and pieces of images, sounds, and faces. You also don’t
know the story of whom you’ve just met or where he or she is headed.”
The director continues: “This is especially
true in the beginning of Gloria where I tried to jump right into a story
that is already happening. You suddenly find yourself inside a bus, parked in a
very peculiar and unknown place, and you see a guy get in and start driving.
And from there you start moving with the character and following him around
through his day, taking in his world, and discovering things about him. It’s
pretty similar to how things happen in our everyday experience.
It’s also true that sound plays a very
special part in the initial sequence. And it did in real life too. It almost
became a character with its own dialogue and rhythm, and I think making it
stand out helps you get into José’s mindset by the end of his shift.”
But it is at the end of that driver’s
shift were the movie truly begins. Or where the deep realization of how the
story of our bus driver has only begun reaches our previously unreflective
minds. We have seen the driver up until that moment as only as a city employee.
But now, without any self-reflective sense of need for adjustment, he suddenly
and in relationship to all others, simply flows into becoming someone else, as
if the magic of Ovid’s Metamorphoses had come sprinkling down upon his
very being.
From bus central, José
María goes directly to his small-town gay bar where, when offered something
to eat, he simply refuses—“It will make me fart.”
In the warrens behind the club’s bar, he
encounters Victory (Sostenes Rojas), who is refusing to answer her ringing
cellphone.
José María carefully puts out his wig on a
head dummy and asks Victory what her boyfriend Sergi has done this time to make
her not accept his phone calls.
She explains, with dramatic affair. Returning
home, ready to take a shower, she discovered Sergi sleeping in her bed. “I said
Fuck it! But okay. I’ll get into bed and tomorrow will be a new day.”
“Anyway, I got into bed and I saw Sergi
had on a huge stiff. …And so I couldn’t control myself so I gave him a blow
job.”
Our bus driver wonders what possibly
might be wrong with that. “Don’t tell me Sergi doesn’t like blow jobs. Everyone
likes them.”
No, that wasn’t the problem, declares
Victory, the problem was that Segi’s dick tasted of shit. She sent him to hell,
she insists. It’s one thing for him to fuck “as many girls as we wants,” but “to
stick it into other guys is being a whore.” Besides, she admits, her boyfriend
never fucked her. For Sergi she was just a dick with titties.
The always cogent and down-to-earth José María wonders how she know it was another guy. “Cause
it could have been a woman. Woman have asses too.”
And so he calms Victory’s dilemma, as
she finally she realizes the situation. “Do you think I overreacted?” she
wonders. The bus driver expresses the obvious: “What I think is you have to
relax for the show.”
Once more, in his on-line interview with
Devin Karambelas, the director cogently explains his character:
“One
thing that’s pretty cool about José as a character is the fact that, to a great
extent, he’s a fulfilled person. He has managed to combine the different
aspects of his personality—even those that might appear irreconcilable—in a way
that feels extremely natural, almost ordinary. It feels like he has created a
personal set of principles and mechanisms that help him deal with his everyday
and hold on to what he holds dear. I believe his props—especially the dress—are
part of these mechanisms.”
The floorshow has already begun with
dancing girls (or boys as girls). We see the marvelous
José María giving a blow job
to Victory of calm her down.
And just as suddenly, in her sparkling
blue dress, José María is on stage performing “El Favor De La Soledad,” this in
a translation different from that of Luis Hernández de la Peña’s film:
Soledad,
la única que viene
When
everyone walks away
The
one only one whom I can cry
That
doesn't rebuke me once
Lets
me take out everything, ah!
Soledad,
sé que por un tiempo
I
stay away from you
And
I broke my promise not to be unhappy
And
now I'm here crying
For
having loved him so much
……….
Loneliness,
loneliness, loneliness
Do
me a favor. I swear
Make
him feel what I am feeling
Loneliness,
loneliness, loneliness
Do
me a favor I swear
And
let him know that I adore him
Loneliness!
What
most US citizens and perhaps those of other countries don’t realize is that José
María is imitating and referencing the Mexican icon, the “Supreme Diva of
Mexican Pop,” Gloria Trevi. Throughout her career she has also been perceived
as a LGBT icon (she’s been the Mexican LGBT Parade Queen at least two times),
and many of her songs make powerful gay statements. As the director reveals in
his interview, “Trevi is particularly famous for having been in prison almost
five years, after a sex scandal in which she was accused of corrupting minors.
I thought her troubling life and her dark and multi-layered story would make an
interesting inspiration for José María in his particular context.”
Knowing what we now do and what we’ve seen
so far in the film, we realize that on this particular night, that our young
Mexican bus driver hero, who as Hernández de la Peña describes as “an
individual who can’t be accurately defined as gay or transvestite or bisexual,
and yet has managed to live his own way inside a very tight and judging society,”
on this particular night is feeling a loneliness that perhaps even his drag
other can’t quite fully express. The song is sung with such a sense of urgency
that we know this man is at the edge, the audience—including me, who dropped a
few tears—touched by her performance.
But when he’s finished and packed up again,
he leaves, telling the club’s owner, Xaviera (Fernando García Ortega) that he’s
done, she paying him, with the exception a few nicer words such as “honey,”
just as the bus manger as done earlier in this film. He looks back at the crazy
scene to which he has just performed before he exits.
He walks the dark streets of the small
town back to his own home, where his children and wife are now asleep.
As he undresses, his wife asks “How are
you?”
José María answers the only way he can possibly
express it: “Good. Go to sleep.” He puts his blue dress into the laundry
basket, obviously needing special attention.
“Who did you play today?” his wife asks.
“Gloria.”
She turns over, turning on the bedside
lamp, perhaps a bit troubled. “It’s been a while since you played Gloria.” Out
of view, he sits on the bed, she asking, “You wanna fuck?”
As he rises in the morning his two children, daughter and son, are watching a kind of Mexican cowboy dancer. His wife is ready to take the laundry to the roof, but he insists he will take it there instead, walking up several long flights of stairs, the heavy basket on his shoulder in the position of so many women of the day, as he moves up to the entanglement of private rooftop drying places, what one may describe as a strange kind of laundry prison. He finds their tiny rooftop drying allotment and begins to pin up with close pins the fresh laundry, a white frock and his own blue Gloria dress, it’s pearl-like pop-bead spangles hanging from it.
The camera pans over the top of his head showing us this small city’s other prison-like structures, row after row of them. There is no escape, so it appears. The screen goes black as the credits rise.
Like the works of Julian Hernández, Robert
Fiesco, and many others, Luis Hernández de la Peña’s short film reminds us yet
again of how significant contemporary Mexican LGBTQ filmmaking is.
Los
Angeles, August 21, 2024
Reprinted
from My Queer Cinema (August 2024).