finding friends
by
Douglas Messerli
Wilf
Avery (director) David Is Homosexual / 1978
Shot
during the swelteringly hot summer in Britain of 1976 by members of the
Lewisham branch of the Campaign for Homosexual Equality (CHE), David Is
Homosexual is not only an important document in Britain’s’ LGBT history,
but stands as an early testament to the gradual transformations made by
numerous lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transexual individuals during this period
that would help to transform LGBTQ politics internationally.
In 1977 an amendment to the Bill by Lord Arran would have extended the age of consent for homosexual acts to the age of 18, but it was rejected by 146 votes to 25. And the following year such a bill was reintroduced without any legislation being enacted.
In short, when this documentary film
began to be shot, not only were homosexuals of David’s age, in their early 20s
cognizant of a very recent time when homosexual activities meant imprisonment
and even worse punishments, but they still were criminals if they were to perform
their sexual activities outside of a dark bedroom with no one else even in the
apartment or home at the time. Moreover, the culture itself as still highly
homophobic and parental acceptance was extraordinarily limited.
Is it any wonder that the central figure
of this picture, David (Ray MacLaughlain), who worked in an office and lived at
home with his parents was a highly closeted young man who, as the narrator
describes him, knew he was gay but at times even kept it secret from himself. When
most others of his age were exploring their sexual beings, David and others
like him were self-imposes celibates who attended parties, such as the office
party to which David is naturally expected to attend, with terror, particularly
as he watched the others, as the evening wore on, increasingly moving into
sexual situations while he, quite noticeably, sat it out.
A young man like David could presume that
if he were to share the nature of his sexual desires with his office friends,
he would have been made to feel even more ostracized and might possibly even
lose his job.
The scenes from his home life also accord
with many British (and US) films of the time, when parents, in this case his
father Ghishlain were almost violently homophobic. Early on in this documentary
we see him watching the makers of this film, CHE, marching for equal age rights
in which he grows so furious that he almost literarily growls at his son and
wife as he switches the television off. David, like so many young men of the
day, simply retreats to his bedroom, even more desolate about the possibility
of coming to terms with their sexual urges.
As
Paul Flynn writes in The Guardian, the duo behind this film, Ray
Crossley and Wilfred Avery, were a happy couple, Ray being a lawyer, 14 years
younger that his companion Wilfred, who was a painter born in 1926. Although
their union was totally illegal for a number of years before the partial
decriminalization of 1967, they recount that they weren’t terribly bothered
about it all. As Crossley explained to Flynn: “Our families were wonderful.
There was never any trouble. They were always most welcoming. Even outside the
law, we were just living and doing what we felt we had to do, and enjoying it.”
Both Ray and John Warburton perform in
cameo roles in David Is Homosexual at the 1976 Gay Pride event. By this
time David, having read a small announcement of CHE activities in a local
newspaper, had gotten up the courage to actually speak on the phone to a member
of the organization named, without any particular revolutionary intent, after
Che Guevara. And already by the time of the march, David has found new friends
with whom he feels comfortable for the first time, both lesbians and fellow gay
boys whom he has met at the organization’s Monday night gatherings.
David quickly becomes involved, working
on the lead banner for the march, a Mardi Gras fundraising event, and finally
even serving as an opening speaker to the gathering of friends and even
heterosexuals who have gathered to celebrate the organizations activities.
We watch as David comes out to his
parents, his mother Debbie remaining mostly quiet while his father rails
against his son, demanding that he rethink his vile behavior. The equanimity
with which David faces these trials is remarkable. His answer is to simply
escape for the night and hand them a book to read about homosexuality the next
morning at breakfast.
Although his father still refuses to even
open the book, it’s clear that Debbie is curious about what it might say. And
to give due credit to the couple, they have not tossed their son out into the
streets
or violently attacked him for his “appalling” announcement. By the end of the
film, David reports that they are gradually “coming around” to comprehending
him, particularly since they can watch the positive changes in his own
personality as he comes to self-acceptance and sense of greater joy and purpose
in his life.
At the office, the accidental discovery
by a fellow worker of his copy of The Gay News is met with her revelation
that she is a lesbian, allowing both of them to further reinforce the sense
that they are not totally alone even in the workplace. David invites her to the
CHE activities.
And the film ends in a series of rather
joyous events including the march, David’s first time going public with his new
gay identity, and the Mardi Gras party. One might, in fact, criticize the film
for focusing on someone who, once he has decided to involve himself in the CHE organization,
moved seemingly quite effortlessly to full self-acceptance. The movie, however,
does explain that perhaps David is a kind of special case, noting that there
are still hundreds of others unable to even make the first telephone call.
The film itself is rather amateurishly made
with sound that perhaps was never very good but has now seriously deteriorated.
Nonetheless, one can sense the film’s importance and the fervor of its creators
if one realizes the context and recalls just how difficult it was for some
individuals in 1976 to face their homosexuality in such a hostile society.
It is fascinating, moreover, to read in The
Guardian essay that British director Ron Peck found the film, as he
reported to its director Avery, “impressive.” Soon after, he begin work on his
own film Nighthawks (1978), now perceived as a British LGBTQ classic,
which takes us on a painful voyage of a schoolteacher’s nightly visits to gay
bars in search of love. After all, Flynn proffers, this was still a time in
which most people thought Freddie Mercury and the Village People were straight.
Crossley insists everyone in the film,
including David’s parents and the homophobic men at a bar who later demand David
and his friend leave the place, were actually gay.
They shot the film on 50ft Agfa film
cartridges which had to be sent away for processing. And they were particularly
worried when any part of the film wasn’t returned. The one gay sex scene in the
movie was carefully shot so that it wouldn’t appear to be a “blue movie,” but
nonetheless it was never returned from the processers. Avery was quite worried,
Crossley reports, commenting “Well, we can’t put a report into Agfa saying it’s
a film of guys kissing because they would have raided us and taken the film
away, even though it wasn’t blue.”
As they started to film the scene again,
it suddenly showed up in the mail in an old, crumpled envelope, obviously
watched by someone many times over and over.
The final film was briefly aired in May
1978, but then seemingly was lost. Avery died in 2016 at the age of 90. Over
the years, he and his companion Crossley had often wondered what had become of
their early work.
Actually, a copy had been kept by the
film’s cameraman, Dave Belton, who, having a heart condition, was attempting to
contact people who might have been in the film to see if anyone might take the
copy for safe keeping.
About 6 months after Avery’s death
Crossley received a call from the official CHE historian, Peter
Scott-Prestland, who had passed on the film and materials to the British Film Institute,
who had cleaned up the film, digitized it, and catalogued it into their library
holdings. Showings of the film followed, people rediscovering this important
piece of the vast history of LGBT individuals of the period.
Los
Angeles, May 18, 2024
Reprinted
from My Queer Cinema blog (May 2024).