an attenuated life
by Douglas Messerli
Juan Gil García and David Hauslein (screenplay), Juan
Gil García (director) Un Buen Hijo (A Good Son) / 2011 / [21 minutes]
In many respects the 1998 short film by Robert Little,
despite its shared English title, A Good Son, bears little resemblance
with the short film of Mexican director Juan Gil García from 2011.
In retrospect, Little’s film seems retrograde in a year in which such notable coming out movies as Simon Shore’s Get Real, David Moreton’s The Edge of Seventeen, and P. J. Castellaneta’s sexually problematic Relax…It’s Just Sex appeared. In Little’s film the central character discovers in one afternoon that he is gay but chooses to remain closeted.
But
then, so too does the central figure in Gil García’s movie 13 years later make
the same decision, although it’s also clear his circumstances are very
different from the Southern California University student of Little’s work, and
his desires are perhaps much more radical.
The young
farm boy, Ausencio, nicknamed Chencho (Hoze Meléndez), bound to his traditional macho father Clemente
(Jesús “Chuy” Padilla) and his slightly more understanding mother Cándida (Laura
Kaplun) is enchanted by the nearby small-town performances of the drag queen
Katherine (Carla Aráncida), a kind of spider-woman whom he observes through a
barroom window.
Observing
him at the window, Katherine invites him into her life and even promises to
teach him, demanding he show her whatever talents he proclaims. His talent is
so slight to be almost laughable, a few quick turns, an attempt to dance that
looks more like a teenage turkey than a skilled drag performer which is his
desire. But still she insists she will use him in her act, awarding him a red
scarf and the promises of a mentorship.
The
father finding not only the red scarf in his bed but the pictures under his mattress
of his idol Ausencio has collected, bans him from returning to the nearby
village. He mother reassures him, quite strangely, that if he simply waits his
time will son come, as if she were hinting that her own hard-working husband
was soon to die.
Although the boy packs his bags and appears ready to bolt from the farm
immediately, he is late to the performance and bicycles home almost obediently,
head bowed, as if giving himself up to his indenturement to a future that may
not be as immediate as his mother has predicted.
Even
if the situation is somewhat radically different, however, we sense the same
sort of temporary abandonment of self-expression that we perceived in the
earlier film. Being a “good son” is clearly not a route to escape for anyone
who identifies as LGBTQ, or perceives oneself as being different. We can only
imagine Ascencio working in the maize fields for years, perhaps his entire life
with deep pangs of regret.
Los Angeles, November 21, 2021