a sharp knife, a dead phone, and record playing in an empty house: the scene of the crime
by Douglas Messerli
Maya Deren and Alexander Hammid (directors) Meshes in the Afternoon
/ 1943
Hammid later claimed that most of this silent movie was, in fact, his doing; and friends suggest he suffered over the attention Deren received for the film. One might certainly see this as yet another example of male hubris and sense of entitlement. For if it is his work, it is most clearly presented from her point-of-view, and surely doesn’t project a positive sense of their future together or, for that matter, even a positive view of male sexuality. This is a movie that suggests a major sea-change in Deren’s consciousness, which doesn’t seem to include any male except to send him on his way as she associates his attempt to have sex with her with death.
The film begins with a
female hand presenting a flower to our heroine, a kind of talisman that will
allow her, perhaps even give her permission to enter the dream world she is
about to experience. The hand holding it comes, quite literally, out of the
sky, from the top of the screen, laying the flower on the road our hero is
about to trod. She casually picks up the blossom and moves forward, although we
see her only in shadow, a symbol of the dream state and, of course, a kind of
shadow-figure, a doppelganger or mirror image of her own self which will be
played out in several different ways throughout the film.
find it filled with clues, almost as in a crime scene.
A newspaper has been
spread out across the floor. A knife hanging in a loaf of bread, falls from the
bread to the dining room table. A phone sits on the staircase, the handset off
the hook. She climbs the stairs to see a curtain blowing from apparently an
open window, a record player still playing a record placed upon the turntable.
She turns it off and pulls away the needle. It is almost that, in her absence,
someone has visited her house, or perhaps she has gone out very quickly, in the
middle of a series of actions.
She sits down in an empty chair, looking out
across the yard, flower still in hand. Slowly, she begins to caress herself,
her vagina, stomach, breasts, and legs, in that order. We see her eyes growing
heavy as she falls into sleep.
Once more, as in the
first scenes, we see the shadow of our heroine. She seems to be following the
woman in black, running after her, but as in dreams, never being able to catch
up and reach her. The distance, in fact, seems to increase the more she runs.
Meanwhile the self below,
pulls out the key from her mouth and again enters the house. But suddenly we
realize, it was not Deren who entered, but the nun-like figure, who walks
firmly up the stairs, with Deren following after, keeping close watch. Deren
climbs the stairs, this time as if
When she finally reaches the top, she
observes the nun placing a flower, similar to the first one of the film, on the
bed. And we realize that the flower may be a potent agent of sleep, possibly
even death. When the woman in black turns toward us, once more we see the
terrifying mirror-like face.
Just as suddenly the flower
lady disappears into think air, Deren realizing that she has only made half-way
up the stairs. The knife now lays on a small end table next to the sleeping
woman still ensconced in her chair. Below, the nun-like woman walks briskly off,
Deren’s figure seen running after her all over again.
Again the woman pulls the key
out of her mouth and walks up the outside stairs to the front door of the
house. But she enters this time with the knife in hand instead of the key. Two
other versions of her are sitting at the dining room table awaiting her entry.
She walks over to them, puts the knife down on the table as it quick transforms
back into the key. Is it to be a challenge or a revealing conversation, the
opening of a true communication between her other selves. The two others, still
sleepy, pick up the key and display in in their open hands before it suddenly
appears back on the table. But when third version of Deren picks up the key,
turning her hand over to reveal it, it become the knife, the other two shocked
by what they witness.
Just as suddenly, her husband
appears standing over the sleeping version of her, as she had a moment before.
He holds out his empty hand. She presents him with the flower which puts into
his mouth as he reaches both hands out to pull her up and out of her slumbers.
He begins to walk to the
staircase, noticing, once more, the phone at the bottom step, the headset off
the cradle. He returns the phone headset back to its proper place and begins to
climb the staircase, flower in hand. She follows, stopping briefly to look into
the dining room where the bread sits on the center of the table, the knife
beside it. Order seems to have been restored. This time she has no difficulty
mounting the staircase, following in the steps of her husband.
Once more Hammid walks up
the front stairs to the house, picking up a flower before he enters the house.
He discovers the newspapers spread out on the floor, and the shards of glass
spread about everywhere, his wife again in the comfortable chair, her neck slit
open by the shards of glass, dead.
The associations, as
several commentators have made clear, are nearly endless: the flower standing
for a potent hallucinatory drug, death, mourning, femineity, love; the phone
off the hook is a lack of communication, a broken connection, a desire for
silence without interruption; the knife is both a tool of a good housewife to
cut the staple food of bread, but obviously also a phallic weapon of death; the
face itself is the mirror, an image of one’s own being but also impenetrable, like
a pool of water where Narcissus sees only himself; the man is both loving and
predatory; the woman asleep and suicidal, desirous of permanent peace in sleep;
the duplicate visions of the self are both sexually alluring, an emblem of
feminine communal power, and a threat to the singular existence of being; the
key both opens the door, the mind to answer the questions of life as well as
possibly locking them away and locking oneself up.
Almost every thing and
action in this 15-minute film has multiple meanings and many possible
consequences. The title itself suggests an intricate interweaving of a net or
web, an abstracted pattern that is almost impossible to explain or interpret. How
the viewer interrupts these interwoven images depends upon his or her own
ability to follow the logic of a very personal surreality, a dream of another.
The only way the film can come to mean is if the viewer commits to the dream
process as well, entering into the logic of dreams and attempting to evoke a
series of possible emotional responses, knowing as well that there is no one
answer to the questions the film poses. The clues are simply that, nothing more
or less. They do not solve the deep riddles of the mind.
I might just posit that the
year of this film, when Maya and Hammid had just moved into the bungalow on
King’s Road (John Cage lived on the same Los Angeles road in famed Schindler
House) that we see in this film, was not a particularly happy time for her. As
this surreal nightmare hints, she was obviously going through a great deal of
contradictory emotional trauma, doubting her sexuality and, in particular, her
relationship with Hammid or perhaps even with men. By the following year she
had moved with Hammid back to New York City and was closely involved in a circle
of bohemian friends including Marcel Duchamp, André Breton, John Cage, and
Anaïs Nin, clearly a lifeline to some of the isolation she must have felt in
Los Angeles. She would divorce Hammid in 1947.
Los Angeles, March 25, 2024
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (March 2024).