Friday, August 30, 2024

Gregor Schmidinger | Homophobia / 2012

his little secret

by Douglas Messerli

 

Gregor Schmidinger (screenwriter and director) Homophobia / 2012 [23 minutes]

 

Austrian director Gregor Schmidinger did four films in the first two decades of the Millenium, the truly outstanding short The Boy Next Door, shot in Los Angeles while he was studying screenwriting at the University of California, Los Angeles in 2008 (which I review in that year), Der Grenzgänger (2009), the film discussed below, Homophobia (2012), and the award-winning feature Nevrland (2019), which I’ve not yet seen, but plan to soon.

      These films are so outstanding that it seems a shame that, although he has been active in Austrian gay politics, that he hasn’t made more movies. His was a remarkable talent which should have been nurtured by financial aid. Perhaps we simply has not had anything new to say; that happens to many a young queer screenwriter and director. But what he did accomplish was so rich, I’d like to have seen more, and hope we still get that opportunity.


     Influenced by the suicide of a gay man, Jamey Rodemeyer in 2011 (and a video Rodemeyer himself had previously submitted to the Internet-based non-profit group, “It Get’s Better,”) this film takes place in the 1990s during the Winter Solstice on the Austrian border, on the last day of a group before being released of their duty of a group of young adolescent Austrian servicemen.

       For quite a while evidently, the other boys in his troop have been bullying the young Michael (Michael Glantschnig) who they perceive as a fag, in particular because he often appears to be looking at their bodies during the showers. The night before the events of this film, indeed, Michael has a nightmare in which he stands passively while another young soldier to whom he is attracted, Raphael (Joseph Mohamed) pushes a gun into his mouth a quietly threatens to pull the trigger.

     During their morning showers, another soldier, Jürgen (Günther Sturmlechner) grabs Michael from behind, demanding Raphael turn his shower cold, Michael pulling away, and in the process throwing Jürgen to the floor before storming out of the shower room to dry off.


     Jürgen follow him, creeping up behind him to whisper that he knows “all about [his] little secret,” moving his hand along his thighs and chest as he suggests that he knows who much Michael would love him to fuck him as he eventually throws him against a nearby locker, bruising the boy’s eye. Later, when forced to report to the commanding officer (Harald Bodingbauer), Michael simply reports that he has slipped, although of the office wishes he might tell the truth to help him deal with the situation.

        For the last night of their military service, the same unit is sent out one last time on the Austrian-Hungarian border, and given the fact that he has heard Jürgen joking with others about his homosexuality, argues that we will remain on watch duty, refusing to enter the tiny two-person tents.

       In the middle of the night Rafael joins him, and sharing a cigarette they begin a long conversation of what will happen after their release. Rafael can simply not wait to return home and be served his mother’s pork roast. But when asked what he plans, Michael can only report that he cannot return anywhere, but must take over his family farm.

       Amazed that he really will be a farmer, joking that he must now marry a fat fräu, Michael grows even more ill-at-ease, answering that no, of course he has no woman in mind.

       Rafael admits that he doesn’t know if he loves the hometown girl who used to give him blowjobs, and is also unsure what the future might bright him sexually, joking that maybe they’re both gay, destined to give others like them blowjobs. Maybe Michael’s will be even better than his girlfriend’s back home.


      Suddenly, Rafael determines to play a kind of sexual game, hold both their hands in front of their mouths in tandem and blowing hot air between them, evidently a kind of powerful force, at least for Michael, who shortly afterwards, having taken the sensation for a kind of intense sharing attempts to kiss Rafael, who immediately backs off, shouting he’s not gay.

      Michael grabs up the gun, pointing it at his friend, declaring he can’t know what it’s like, having to return as he must to a small town where all the neighbors will gossip after church about their local neighbor being a fag. And her perceives just how bleak and lonely his life will be in rural Austria, declaring he would rather die, and turning the gun on himself.

      Rafael slowly attempts to beg him to put the machine gun down, attempting to assure him that he is liked. By whom? asks the desperate boy? Rafael declaring that he himself likes him as he moves closer, insisting he will have trust him.

       Then why does he join the others, Michael asked, in their homophobic remarks. Rafael has no answer, but eventually Michael gives up his gun, and we see the group, quietlly driving back to their barracks, as the very dark rumbling score “Turbine Womb,” composed by Anja Plaschg pumps out its foreboding chords.

       Ultimately, in the world he lives, there probably is no answer for Michael, who at the best will have to live a life in private, escaping every so often to another village to have sex or to a local country park as do the gay farmers in Mark Christopher’s 2007 short film Heartland.

 

Los Angeles, August 30, 2024

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (August 2024).

      

Bruce LaBruce | Saint-Narcisse / 2020

full family love

by Douglas Messerlli

 

Bruce LaBruce and Martin Girard (screenplay), Bruce LaBruce (director) Saint-Narcisse / 2020

 

Since 1987, Canadian director Bruce LaBruce has been making short and feature, often controversial queer films, now consisting of more than 25 works.

   His 2020 movie Saint-Narcisse, if certainly somewhat more “palatable”—a word often used in connection with his films—than many of his early works, still crosses, for many, sexual and religious boundaries which only a few directors these days seem to have the courage to engage.


    In this case the handsome hero, Dominic (Felix-Antoine Duval), whose grandmother who has long cared for him has just died, discovers in the attic a small box of his own mother Beatrice’s (Tania Kontoyanni) letters. Startled to see that she is still living after having been long told that she died in childbirth, he sets out to find her, seemingly setting the film on the course of a “on the road” voyage which quickly is imbued with several of the coming-of-age themes that often travel along on such journeys. And, in that sense, Saint-Narcisse is also a rather perverse “coming out” film, filled with the admissions of frightened outsiders, in this case not just with regard to Dominic and his entire family.

      Finding the small village from which the letters are addressed, Dominic soon hears of a woman who bears his mother’s name, described by a local waitress as a witch who has hooked up with a younger woman who, strangely, “never seems to age.”

       On the way to the home in the forest, which already begins to lend this work a kind of magical and mythical element, Dominic stops by the local graveyard, discovering the grave of his mother and father, and also, quite unexpectedly a twin brother, who evidently died in childbirth, of whom he has never before even heard.

      He is greeted at the “witch’s” large house with a rifle pointed at him by the younger woman, Irene (Alexandra Petrachuk) who would rather shoot the intruder than permit him to wait outside for Beatrice among the handmade artworks sculpted evidently by the missing woman.

    Irene returns inside, however, until Dominic, discovering a shower in the middle of the yard, almost dares the rifle-toting dryad by stripping off his clothes, posing in a full-frontal nude position and proceeding to clean off the dust accumulated from his long motorcycle trek.


      This time, gun-in-hand Irene is even more serious about sending the male intruder away from their property or straight off to heaven. She immediately recognizes him as a narcissist, which is repeated throughout the rest of the film. Before she can pull the trigger, however, Beatrice has returned and noisily shoots off her own bullet into the heavens to stop Irene’s further actions.

     Almost immediately, she recognizes the handsome young man as her missing son Dominic, and invites him in for dinner and a long sleep before she finally tells him the painful story of her and his past.

 

      It’s not an easy narration, as she explains; living with his strict and conventional father, she fell in love with a woman, Agathe (also played by Petrachuk) with whom she began to experiment with lesbian sex. The two fell in love, attempting to hide their relationship.

       But her husband evidently knew of her behavior, and the moment Dominic was born ousted her from the house, just as the family did and the local church from the community.

       With Agathe, she moved into the woods where she currently resides, the two of them together learning to live off the land and become one with the wilderness. And, no the younger woman with

who she now lives is not Dominic’s lost sister, she explains, but her current lesbian lover, hence the small-town gossiping that her lover simply never ages.


       Dominic receives this sudden packet of information with a great deal of difficulty, seeing her behavior, particularly when pregnant, as despicable. And why has she not attempted harder to get back in touch with him, to affirm her existence, to reclaim her son.

       In great pain Beatrice attempts to help to comprehend how the entire community refused to allow her back into her child’s life. Even her letters to her son were hidden, and she admits she wrote them knowing they would not even be read by Dominic but out of a kind of desperation to communicate.

       Irene, also quite jealous of the new being in her life, resents his inability to perceive how in the such a small community Beatrice could only be recognized as a guilty adulteress. She finds that Dominic also carries with him numerous photographs, all of himself, which convinces her even more that he is interested only in his own existence, not in redeeming the family tragedy which has nearly destroyed Beatrice’s life.

       But then, Beatrice has not told him everything, that she herself had presumed that she was pregnant with twins. No one told her of a second birth, of which Dominic was told only that the child, his brother, Daniel died.

      Soon after, discovering a photograph in Beatrice’s and Irene’s bedroom, he also realizes that Irene is Agathe’s daughter, who has turned up one day at Beatrice’s doorstep with nowhere else to go.

       Startling as these gradual revelations are, Dominic has no time for them, since he has encountered another part of the endless familial puzzle. In the town he has encountered a group of monks, belonging to a nearby order which Beatrice describes as sex-crazed freaks, having no true religious values. Among their group he has spotted a young man, dressed in a cowl, who looks precisely like Dominic—if were to, as Irene suggests he should, might shave his frazzled beard.

 

      Later, Dominic does precisely that—shave his beard—and finding the hidden monastery, spies on the younger male brethren first playing at volleyball and later swimming in a nearby lake. There, his twin, Daniel (also played by Duval) eventually appears naked, the two boys, as The New York Times critic Teo Bugbee cleverly putts it, “falling in love and lust at first sight.”

      The tale now worms its way even further into a kind Grimm’s fairy tale as it pulls in the ancient Greek myth of Narcissus along with Edgar Allan Poe’s story William Wilson,the doppelgänger horror stories in the several versions of The Student of Prague, and Louis Malle’s version in the omnibus Poe collection, Histoires extraordinaires (Spirits of the Dead) of 1968.

      As if it might be necessary to throw in just a little more spice into this devil’s brew of witches, warlocks, and seemingly doomed self-reflections, LaBruce also takes us into the monastery life itself where we quickly perceive that brother Daniel has been abused since he was a young boy by the head of the order, Father Andrew (Andreas Apergis), who not only nightly makes love to the boy but tortures him believing that he is the reincarnation of San Sebastien. Wine, drugs, drag, and madness join hands in Daniel’s nightly sufferings.


      Now that the Narcissi have fallen in love, the only thing left, it appears, would be for Dominic so somehow come to save his brother, who has now been banned from even leaving the monastery. Instead, the two boys, after a passionate lakeside sexual encounter, switch costumes, Daniel returning to Beatrice’s forest cottage and Domonic entering the monastery.

      With the melodrama of inter-familial affairs, the absurd twists and turns of plot, and the mish-mash of genres, any but the most clueless of viewers now surely realizes that LaBruce has taken us down into the bowels of pure camp. As Bugbee rightly argues, however, “for the most part, LaBruce tries to maintain fidelity to the idea that camp is best performed straight. If keeping up the pretense of unwinking entertainment causes the pace to drag at times, at least this movie never fails to follow through on its scandalous promise.”

      Back at the witch’s coven (it is useful to realize that there is a long tradition in LGBTQ theater and film to fuse the heteronormative confusion of a witches and lesbians) the now sexually interested Irene tries once again to arouse Domonic into a kiss, surprised, without realizing the switch, that Daniel—clearly more experienced with regard to sex—is quite ready to go at it, as the two seem to fall into a mad heterosexual lip clinch that almost might match his full-body mating with his brother. Once more, however, Beatrice comes to the rescue, and again realizes that this is not Dominic but his twin who she never even knew she bore. Mother and son embrace anew, Daniel explaining where his brother has gotten to as the three, now suddenly desperate to save Dominic, start up the old car in Beatrice’s backyard and speed off to the monastery to rescue the boy, having already been discovered by Father Andrew to be a duplicate, into whose devilish body the priest now ready to jab the metal arrows his was saving for his Sebastian replicate.


    By the time they’ve arrived, with kisses between the two kiddies between, Andrew has already pierced him with little arrows and is about to go for the big last jab. While Daniel distracts the now nearly drugged-out degenerate reiterating his true love for him (Daniel is clearly sexually conflicted), Dominic is finally able to unwind his straps and place a small sword into the priest’s back.

     Irene, Beatrice, and Daniel carry Dominic back to the woods to be healed, we presume, by Beatrice’s magic potions.


     The very last scene reveals yet a new twist, LaBruce taking his twisted fairytale of family love to an entirely new level. The boys speeding on motorcycle with bodies entwined show up to a celebratory dinner table with both women, Beatrice and Irene dressed in in long dresses with floral wreaths upon their heads, a baby girl plopped in between. As the camera follows the two men, one goes to Irene to kiss her, patting her once again pregnant belly, the other brother soon bends down to kiss her as well, patting her stomach as well, as if to suggest, this one is probably mine. The two women kiss deeply. The boys, beaming, wink at one another, letting you know that their love for each another and pleasures haven’t disappeared from their lives. Everyone seems as perfectly pleased as peaches in this polyamorous family party, just as delighted as any domestic scene ever portrayed in a Norman Rockwell drawing or image posted on a Hallmark Card. It is the perhaps the most perversely natural expression of full fucked-up family love portrayed on film since John Waters’ 1998 film, Pecker.

 

Los Angeles, August 30, 2024

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (August 2024).

 

Blake Pruitt | I Feel Love / 2012

falling in love again

by Douglas Messerli

 

Blake Pruitt (screenwriter and director) I Feel Love / 2012 [6 minutes]

 

This short black-and-white film begins with two young men (Evan Powell and Max Sheldon) in bed together, one of them speaking as a narrative voice evoking the importance of the smell of someone else with whom you’re in love. He returns to the bed and wishes he might stay there forever.

 

    Soon after, as they make coffee together in the kitchen, however, their relationship seems far more tangential: “I stare into his eyes sometimes to see if there is anything there.” The other’s attention to his cell-phone during their morning coffee certainly doesn’t seem encouraging.

     “I’m the crazy one in this relationship,” continues the narrative voice, as the coffee cup spills out its overpoured contents unto the floor. He describes himself as a pessimist, accepting only the bad news as truth. “Am I setting myself up for failure?” he rhetorically asks.

     Meanwhile, as the film’s soundtrack plays Otis Reading’s “That’s How Strong My Love Is” in the background, the narrator moves to kiss the other, who gets up and walks off. “These guys always fall for me. And I fall too. But they get right back up and walk all over me.”

      “I feel empty when he touches me now. As if he’s taking something away from me.” Our narrator even speaks of the sweet sadness of knowing that you can’t have what you want overwhelms him.


      “He says he loves my body. But I don’t think I can understand how you can a body without something inside it.” Our young narrator feels distressed because the “other” has no comprehension of the fact that his inability to love is what is torturing the young speaker. “What happens when you need the one who hurts you to give you comfort?”

      The other finally, frustrated by the mass of romantic feelings that other is trying to impose upon him, leaves. Our narrator clearly so wants to fall totally in love that he conjures it up with everyone he meets, assuring his constant disappointment. In the gay hook-up culture in which he is involved, he will clearly never find what he wants.

      Pruitt’s film, with a sometimes hard-to-hear soundtrack and weak acting, is unfortunately not very profound either. It wants to tackle the difficult issues of the one-night sexual stands or short-lived involvements rampant in the gay community, but doesn’t present characters that have the depth to embrace such issues, the result of which simply makes our troubled narrator sound utterly self-centered and shallow.

 

Los Angeles, August 30, 2024

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (August 2024).

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