without thinking
by Douglas Messerli
William
Branden Blinn and Taylor McPartland (screenplay), William Branden Blinn
(director) Chased / 2009 [16 minutes]
For a moment they are caught by one of the thugs, but both escape again,
this time running into one appears to be dead-end alley. Quickly thinking, one
of the boys spots a hidden hatch that leads to the building’s basement. He
opens it and the boys rush in, closing the door and pushing a garbage can in
front of it. They can hear the voices of their would-attackers, confused for
disappearance, but finally things appear to quiet down.
Relieved but still angry, for a moment
they blame each other for ending up in this situation, pushing and shoving until
suddenly, still throbbing with the adrenaline of the event Charlie impulsively
kisses Seth, who in shock backs off shouting out “What’s the matter with you?”
before a second later returning an equally passionate kiss.
In
seconds the two are on the floor, Charlie on top wrestling with removing
clothing as Charlie fucks Seth. In the middle of the fuck a couple of the thugs
return, the heavy weight of the group now spotting the door, pulls in open and
pushes away the garbage can to spot the boys almost oblivious of his presence.
He quickly closes the door and demands everyone run off, presumably in disgust
of what he’s just observed, a sort of reversal of what one might expect, a
shock apparently to the thug-town-boy ethos.
Seth is the one cannot believe what
happened, his pants covered in cum which he first thinks must be piss. He
rejects the entire situation and pulls away from his long-time friend even
though Charlie picks him up and drives him to school each day. Charlie tries to
assure his friend that it was an isolated thing, that it won’t happen again. Yet
he who recognizes the meaning of the events and realizes that he’s long been fantasizing
about his friend and that he probably gay, a reality Seth is not at all ready
to accept. Over the next few days there
is a kind of stand-off between the two of them as neither of t
Their conversation results in Seth
agreeing to one more time, but this time he fucks. “You owe me,” Charlie
arguing that he doesn’t owe him anything.
But suddenly Seth stops him, repeating word for word, Charlie’s comments, “I can’t stop thinking about you….” And almost immediately the boys begin the passionate kiss, Seth now in full erection as they slam into the bed just as the credits begin to roll.
Not only is this a truly sexy work, but
it is well acted, beautifully filmed, and represents a fairly complex narrative
structure, visually at least. The music by Mark Chait which seems to
incorporate something like a native American chant is perfect for the emotional
confusion of the boys who thought they were straight until they suddenly
realized they were in love.
Los
Angeles, July 29, 2024
Reprinted
from My Queer Cinema blog (July 2024).