hate in black and white
by Douglas Messerli
David Lewis (screenwriter and director) Ranchlands / 2019
Perhaps I am now old enough at the age of 78 to be justifiably described as the curmudgeon I never wanted to become, but frankly I’ve had it up to by chin with Christian fundamentalists excusing their terrifyingly abusive behavior behind their desperate attempts to hold close to their religiosity in order to survive their own abusive childhoods. No, you are not permitted to continue to abuse into the next generation or the one after that, even if religion somehow gave you a sort of wet blanket to maintain your sanity!
The young Tyler (Nick Molari) of this tale, returns home in his Honda Accord to comfort his brother Garrett (Ben Whalen), dying of cancer. There he must once more deal with his monstrous church-going, hymn-singing mother (Kim Marie Cooper), who has difficulty in even welcoming her prodigal city-living son home. From the get-go these two chew on the gristle of each other’s existences—although to be honest, Tyler is a vegetarian, while his mother doesn’t even seem able to recognize that serving up chicken to her unforgivably “lost” son is not truly a dietary option. For her, the fact that he can’t simply swallow up the hen is evidence of the problem with her beloved country.
Now we
simply need to look into the closet of the back barn to realize the Tyler’s
anger lassos in to the fact that his father, having discovered his son with a
local boy Billy (Burt Binder), not only beat his son but either strung up his
young lover or let the boy put a rope around his own neck.
The mother
said nothing. And she now spits out the hate that you might expect from a
guilty Christian.
Late in this film, she explains in a hiss-out of justification that she too was abused by her father. I feel a slight twang of empathy, but cannot accept this slim cinema’s attempt to justify her silence as an explicable attempt at Christian love.
These ranchland
folk are total monsters, and I am almost sorry to see Tyler and Noah, hand-in-
hand agree to go on living in this terrifyingly abusive territory of Trump-like
followers.
I grew
up attending Sunday school and church services every week. And, I’m afraid, I
can’t get over the hypocrisy of the lessons I learned. You might be able to go
home again, but I will never again step into a Christian church except for a
funeral or two which I sorrowfully can’t escape.
Los Angeles, February 14, 2025
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema (February
2025).