endless remorse
by
Douglas Messerli
Frank
Mosvold (screenwriter and director) Summer Blues / 2002 [25 minutes]
Working
in a meat-packing plant, Mads (Kristoffer Berre Alberts) overhears that at a
recent party his girlfriend Eva (Hanne Backe Hansen) got drunk and tried to
have sex with every man at the event. Mads, a sweet and self-effacing young
man, mentions the incident to Eva, to which she replies, “Nothing happened.
Nothing serious,” he answering that he doesn’t want to hear anything about it
and wants to continue on as “if nothing happened.”
Immediately after this opening scene, Mads
and Eva welcome Mads’ long-time friend Kristian (Tord Vandvik Haugen) and his
apparently former local girlfriend Silje (Julia Schacht) for a weekend getaway
at a summerhouse by the sea, where evidently Mads and Kristian grew up. The
return appears to be an annual event since Kristian has left for the city.
Almost immediately the boys strip off their clothes, put on their bathing trunks, dive into the water, and frolic around with one another in the manner of boyhood friends, although we sense something a bit closer between them. The two women watch they boyfriends, sensing also that they are not fully welcome in the rebonding of the two after their long absence from one another. It is only now that we discover that Kristian has gone off to study. Mads also tells him how much he’s been missed.
Eva perceives, moreover, that their
relationship is not working out, and she wants to break up.
Throughout the conversation, Mads
maintains silence, almost as if assenting to her conclusions.
Soon after, Mads shares his feelings about
his relationship with Kristian, expressing how strange it feels given the way
things have turned out. The two boys had agreed to stay in close touch with
each other, but haven’t, and now seen each other so seldom.
And even Silje, far more comfortable with
the situation that Eva, asks Kristian when he’ll be returning. When he suggests
“next summer,” she responds, “Surely you’ll be here for Christmas.”
The
group drinks heavily, with Eva remaining apart.
Soon after, Mads becomes sick, vomiting,
with Kristian attending to him, putting him into bed in his own room, and removing
his T-shirt. As Kristian returns to the living room, Silje observes
It
is now clear that the boys have been far closer than their current friendship
suggests, and that, at least, Kristian has been in love with Mads.
But the next morning, Eva asks if Mads has
gone swimming so early, Kristian responding that he thought he was in “their”
room (meaning the one Mads shares with Eva), she volleying back, “I thought he
was in your room.” Both Eva and Kristian immediately go on separate
searches for Mads.
Kristian discovers him by the ocean, Mads
immediately telling him to “get lost,” arguing that he’s embarrassing himself
by being there. “Why,” queries Kristian.
“You undressed me, right? Put me to bed.”
“Yes.”
“I was awake, Kristian. I was awake when
you touched me.”
Obviously,
that is the most important question. Why did Mads play dead, allow himself to endure
what he now pretends was a kind of abuse, a rape? His behavior was surely also an acquesiance.
Mads immediately leaves his friend to
follow him, returning to the house and attempting to make it up with Eva, his
only solution since it’s apparent that he cannot accept in the morning what he
permitted in the night.
It is the same old story, told again and
again, in gay film, of how young men who desperately want to be seduced, so
often by their best friends or someone to who they have long been in a
relationship, but cannot accept the reality of the experience. And, frankly,
this time around, in Norwegian director Frank Mosvold’s film—whose work has
long been sensitive to straight boys and grown men who have precisely such
mixed feelings—I grew angry. Why, after more than a century of watching these
would-be gay boys attempting to come to terms with their macho values, are we
still encountering the very problems at the beginning of a new century (and, of
course, this has continued at least 25 years into that new century)? Do young
boys never learn? Must each young teenager involved in such a situation encounter
the same angst over and over? Even with all the filmmaking that has gone on since
the 1970s, with the increasing recognition of LGBTQ individuals and their
attendant problems, we seem, at least in cinematic fiction, to be repeating
ourselves endlessly. Are young boys today still so dumb?
Predictably, the central figure of this
short film at first refuses to speak any longer with his now “former” best
friend who is forced into a quick retreat, Mads, of course, finally coming
round to hug and kiss Kristian goodbye.
But surely by the time Kristian returns he
will have married Eva, if nothing else just to protect himself from what
happened between him and Kristian on this particular summer escape. Like most
such married men, he’ll find little solace in the monogamous relationship and
will someday, when he least expects it, pull at his sexual chains and attempt
an escape, severely wounding his wife, any children they may have had, and
himself in the process.
In gay film after gay film, there is a
sense of inevitability, of heteronormative-striving gay boys having failed to
be able to stare deeply enough into their own consciousness to realize that
their queer desires will not simply go away but will be with them until their
dying day, that their “summer blues” will likely transform into an endless
remorse.
Los
Angeles, March 19, 2024
Reprinted
from My Queer Cinema (March 2024).
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