look quick
by Douglas Messerli
Dimitri Castiglioni and Clément
Le Couviour (directors) Bel(le) (Pretty Man) / 2018 [1 minute]
In
this case, their subject, Nicolas Sap, sits in an empty theater before a
performance he is about to give, talking in an overlay of voice and image about
his own experiences, his demons, and his desires.
What we are forced to reconstruct from this dense overlay of images and
language is that the performative pleasure of the figure has deep undertones of
doubt, fear, hate, and rejection that go back to his childhood. Perhaps the joy
and party-like atmosphere he creates through his cross-dressing is perceived as
an alternative to his childhood rejections or possibly an imagined result of
it.
In
one-minute there are not enough words to be expressed that can convey the
contradictions of the central figure. And, in the end, we can simply perceive
the central figure as a terribly conflicted individual. Yet, we do recognize
that the pretty man is perhaps not completely happy as the pretty woman he
makes himself up as in order to resolve his dilemmas. That the directors have
been able to suggest this in only one moment reminds me of the kind of games
straight figures play in speed-dating.
To
truly discover what a human being is about, there can be no time limits, and
even a life-time would not reveal the full potential and traumas of any being.
Perhaps that is as much the subject of Pretty Man as the confused
cross-dresser, a symbol in this case of any of us, sputtering out his emotional
responses to why he behaves as he does in his life.
Los Angeles, December 7, 2023
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog
(December 2023).
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