amnesia in the cinema palace
by Douglas Messerli
Noah Baumbach (screenwriter and director) The
Squid and the Whale / 2005
Usually, when I revisit a film, the images immediately help to recall my
original perceptions, or at the very least, my emotional reactions to the first
experience of the movie. But this time, except for the fact that I had found it
a likeable if not totally loveable work, was all that I could call forward from
the not-so-distant past. It was as if I were seeing the work for the very first
time.
Perhaps there are a few reasons for the temporary amnesia. My first
serious lover was a curator at the American Museum of Natural History and, more
importantly, as a long-time distributor of the Fiction Collective (publisher of
several of their authors), I had known—I am sorry to say not very
favorably—Noah’s father, who is at the very center of this film, Jonathan
Baumbach. It is not that I disliked him for I didn’t know him well, and he was
one of the few Fiction Collective writers who I never read.
I
knew the works of Fanny Howe, Marianne Hauser, Russell Banks, Curtis White—all
of whom I would later publish on my Sun & Moon Press—inside out. I’d read
all their contributions, but nothing by Baumbach. Perhaps, I can now assume, it
is because he was perhaps too close to being the egocentric writer of his son’s
somewhat admiring film. And just maybe I found him a bit too much like me:
dismissive of un-adventuresome narratives, prickly about those who did not
admire film, art, music, fiction, poetry, dance, theater, and other such
activities, and caught up in my own world of creation.
I
have always loved children and have longed wish that may husband Howard and I
might have adopted a daughter or son. I have imagined that I might have been a
very loving father. Yet perhaps I might have been a father not so very unlike
the younger Baumbach’s paternal character, Bernard Berkman (an excellent Jeff
Daniels), basically ignoring my imaginary child, while immersing myself in my
“more serious” activities.
The
very fact that Bernard (as did Jonathan) writes so many fictions, teaches, and
in Noah’s father’s case regularly reviewed film suggests he didn’t spend so
very many hours in the home with his children on his lap.
Joan, having clearly long ago fallen out of the love with the dashing
younger writer, has herself had several affairs. She, also a writer, has found
important journals willing to publish her fictions, and the great commercial
publisher Knopf has just accepted her full novel, while her husband’s
experimental “metafictions” are rejected again and again.
The
jokes move on, except in the author/director’s telling there are always tears
behind them. As often happens in such situations, the boys choose sides, Walt
eliding with his supposedly “intellectual” father, while Frank simply wants to
return to what he perceives as his “cast off” mother.
But even that doesn’t work very well for them. Although Walt finds a
lovely girlfriend, Sophie Greenberg (Halley Feiffer) and even seems to nicely
charm her family, he treats her as selfishly as his father has treated his
wives. Frank begins to masturbate in the school library, smearing his cum
across the library books. Walt sings a lovely song with guitar, "Hey
You," at a high school musical contest, which he easily wins—failing to
tell them that the piece, which he claims to have written, is actually by Pink
Floyd.
Who
can blame them for acting out their anger? At home, Frank’s mother is now
bedding down with his tennis teacher, the dorky Ivan (William Baldwin), while
Walt’s beloved father is screwing his bad-writing “feminist” student, Lili
(Anna Paquin), who has moved into their decrepit house. The children have been
betrayed by their parents. As one of Walt’s school-friends tells him “joint
custody sucks.” The parents each declare that it is “their time,” as if the feelings
of their boys do not matter in the least.
Sent to a school therapist, Walt jauntily dismisses the therapist’s
probing’s until he is asked to remember anything joyful about his mother.
Suddenly, he recalls their trips to the American Museum of Natural History with
her, and his terror of “The Squid and the Whale,” which he could view only
through his fingers covering over his eyes.
Symbolically, of course, and far, far better written than Bernard’s
female student, it represents the already festering fear of the gigantic being
swallowing up and devouring the crafty multi-armed other being: the father and
the mother. And in that image, Walt realizes that most of his cultural activities
were really the result of the multi-tasking squid, rather than the constantly
devouring ego of the other.
I
must remind myself and my audience that this film is not an actual picture of
that family. It is a fictionalized one, with a great deal of joy shining
through the bleaker realities.
Los Angeles, November 11, 2019
Reprinted from World Cinema Review (November
2019).
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