by Douglas Messerli
Egbert Hörmann and Wieland Speck (screenplay), Wieland
Speck (director) Westler / 1985
But this
film, shot illegally mostly in East Germany during the days of the foreboding Berlin
Wall, is not only about these two boys’ increasing romantic attachment, but
about how the Berlin Wall and East German authorities intruded into every
aspect of these individual’s personal life, even their time in bed enjoying
sex.
Moreover,
the film does not even begin in Germany, but in Los Angeles, the furthest West,
as the central character and his American friend Bruce (Andy Lucas) note, that European
culture was able to go in its thousands of years march through indigenous cultures
as it made its way gradually to the Pacific Ocean. As the two boys take it the
sights of Los Angeles of 1985, driving down Santa Monica Blvd. in a red
convertible, driving through the old Hollywood region of the city—where, in
fact, very few films were ever made except at the nearby Paramount Studios—and finally
entering Griffith Park as they glide past the Observatory where James Dean first
met up with local toughs, before stopping by the famous local gay cruising
spot, it’s also clear that a young West German gay such as Felix feels more at
home and knows more about the far Western city of Los Angeles than he does
about East Berlin and, even more so, what lies beyond that.
Even in 1985
West Berlin, finally able to carry on what began in the Weimar Republic, was
known as a wild queer city, spiritual home to the many of the central figures
of the New German Cinema which included Rainer Werner Fassbinder, Werner Herzog,
Alexander Kluge, Wolfgang Petersen, Volker Schlöndorff, Werner Schroeter,
Margarethe von Trotta, Rosa von Praunheim, and Wim Wenders, several of whom,
who were not even gay, but still made queer films.
Felix, in
fact, might never have traveled again across the wall if it were not that,
after his Los Angeles visit, Bruce chooses to visit him in Berlin, and after a
full day seeing the West Berlin sights asks if he mightn’t visit East Berlin.
Felix
attempts to put him off, suggesting that it takes a lot of time to cross. And indeed,
it does, as I remember from personal experience the day I took a subway to the
end of the West German line to visit Alexanderplatz. The film almost comically reiterates
the suspicion with which particularly non-Germans are met, the multiple
stampings of documents, the endless waiting and questions, and the final “payment”
for entry as in those days you handed over your German marks for a much smaller
East German equivalent.
These
young men do not even visit the nearby museums but wander the large square
looking at monuments and tasting the street cuisine. They might have found a
bevy of cute young East German soldiers jacking off in the underground
Alexanderplatz toilet. But Felix spots something far better, a lovely blond-haired
boy, who as he and Bruce go souvenir shopping again, and again
So taken is
Felix by the boy that he finally goes up to speak with him, bringing back to
his American friend to introduce him. Together the three boys take in a very
private beerstube which appears to be largely gay, but requiring a
recommendation before entering. The owner clearly knows Thomas and permits his
friends to join him.
Soon the midnight deadline, however, chafes at
both boys. They can’t even spend a night together, and there is no way that Thomas
might be allowed to visit West Berlin. The boys’ frustration begins to take its
toll, with Felix, at one point, getting drunk in West Berlin gay bar after his
return home. At the bar he meets a friend drag queen (Zizi de Paris) who
invites him to one of her special performances where an American drag queen,
Sex Ecstasy, sings what might almost be described as a theme song for this
film, “West of the Wall”:
West of the Wall
I’ll wait
for you.
West of
the Wall
Our dreams
can all come true.
Though were’re apart a little while
My heart
will wait until we both smile.
There,
against all common sense, Felix meets him. And for a couple of days, they bliss
it out in bed, feeding one another breakfast tidbits under the covers, fearful,
perhaps, that at any moment Thomas will have to leave and their splendor under
the covers may forever disappear.
In fact,
it does, as Pavel arrives, having made escape plans. A man will meet Thomas at
4.00 AM the next morning at the Charles Bridge, asking him where is the next
bus stop. He will take Thomas to Hungary, but Thomas must find his own way to
Yugoslavia, where, evidently he can fly back to West Berlin.
Thomas is
hopeful, the far more skeptical Felix is disturbed. What if his friend is
caught? What if he can’t find his way to Yugoslavia? The two wander through the
night, Felix dropping away when the morning arrives as Thomas waits on the
Charles Bridge.
Speck’s
film ends there. And we have no way of knowing what happened. Felix can only
fly home and wait “West of the Wall” for the miracle to occur.
As Thomas’
female friend, Elke (Sasha Kogo) puts it: "It's men who are the problem,
not the wall."
I was in Berlin
shortly after the wall came down and German reunification became law, October
3, 1990. Enjoying a beer in a Frankfurt Croatian restaurant across the street
from the august German publishing house of Rowohlt Verlag, I was joined by
German reporter. He was terrified of the reunification, he proclaimed: “What
will happen with all of those Easterners, with no understanding of the West,
when they are asked to participate in a democracy.” he asked? The Westerners
suspicion of their fellow countrymen was potent, even if somewhat deserved. He,
like Felix before meeting Thomas, only feared the world to the East, a man
clearly looking only to own West Germany, to Europe and, ultimately, to the US.
As the American Bruce notes early in the film, even notions of what our cities
mean are vastly different. Bruce argues in this remarkable film, “For an
American a city means the future. For a European a city means above all the
past.”
Perhaps
today things have changed; certainly, the US in no longer everyone’s ideal of a
place to which to escape, particularly for the far happier and often better off
Europeans. Speck’s movie, more than any other, captured that moment when all
eyes were on the West.
Los Angeles, August 11, 2024
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (August
2024).
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