in remembrance
by Douglas
Messerli
Jenni Olson
(screenwriter and director) 575 Castro St. / 2008, released
2009 [8 minutes]
Olson’s 2009
short film, 575 Castro St.is so ingenious that as Letterboxd commentator Sally Jane Black has
argued, it “is a perfect work of art.”
Production designer Bill Groom, art
director Charley Beal, and set decorator Barbara Munch had just finished
recreating, in preparation for Gus Van Sant’s film Milk, the small camera shop at 575 Castro Street in which the San Francisco
Supervisor Harvey Milk had processed and developed so many of the Super 8 gay
and experimental short films of the 1970s. Gaining permission to shoot on the
set, Olson also received permission to play Harvey Milk’s own cassette tape,
titled “In-Case,” in which the newly elected supervisor had taped his wishes
just in case he was to be assassinated by one of his many known and troubled homophobes.
The combination of the cool aqua-colored
outer counter and the warmer and inviting inner room where one can imagine so
many early meetings of gay activists taking place, set against his own words is
almost both inspiring and almost unbearable to watch and listen to. And in some
respects, for those who already knew the man’s history, it perhaps is a more
loving and reverent tribute to the man than Van Sant’s formidable movie.
The tape was made to be read by the
mayor, George Moscone, in case of Milk’s assassination; but, ironically,
Moscone himself was also killed in Dan White’s murderous spree.
Olson edited some of the original tape,
cutting the several names it mentions, but maintaining the tapes central contents,
which, with others, I have winnowed down:
“This is Harvey
Milk speaking on Friday November 18, 1978. This tape is to be played only in
the event of my death by assassination. …I fully realize that a person who
stands for what I stand for—an activist, a gay activist—becomes the target or
potential target for a person who is insecure, terrified, afraid or very
disturbed…Knowing that I could be assassinated at any moment, at any time, I
feel it’s important that some people know my thoughts, and why I did what I
did. Almost everything that was done was done with an eye on the gay movement. [At
this point he begs the Mayor to appoint someone who might have an understanding
of what the movement stood for instead of those who opposed it, some of whom he
named, Dan White’s name not being among them.] …I cannot prevent some people
from feeling angry and frustrated and mad in response to my death, but I hope
they will take the frustration and madness and instead of demonstrating or
anything of that type, I would hope that they would take the power and I would
hope that five, ten, one hundred, a thousand would rise. I would like to see
every gay lawyer, every gay architect come out, stand up and let the world
know. That would do more to end prejudice overnight than anybody could imagine.
I urge them to do that, urge them to come out. Only that way will we start to
achieve our rights. … All I ask is for the movement to continue, and if a
bullet should enter my brain, let that bullet destroy every closet door…”
Olson’s camera basically is held still
either at the front desk or in the back room for the entire 8-minutes of the film,
with only shadows and the glimpse of a human being or autos passing by through
the front window, not permitting her vision to distract from what is being said
so presciently as we now perceive it through the passage of time. The shop
itself becomes almost hallowed ground, being the location and source of so many
of the ideas and emotions behind the gay movement as it occurred in San
Francisco, ultimately influencing the entire US, just as a few years earlier
had events surrounding the Stonewall bar in New York.
What is so sad, looking back from today’s
viewpoint, is that despite all the wonderful changes that have occurred in the
now much large LGBTQ+ community, prejudice still exists, hate is still being
bred throughout the US, and rights are slowly corroding. If a 94-year-old Harvey
Millk were still living today, he would surely smile at all the amazing changes
that have occurred, in part, because of his arguments and actions; but perhaps
tears would also well-up in his eyes for the continued hate and ire the
community still generates.
Los
Angeles, September 16, 2024 / Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog
(September 2024).
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