i’ll be watching you
by
Douglas Messerli
Alex
Karanis (screenwriter and director) White Rock / 2024 [7 minutes]
David
(Dante Toccacelli) comes home early from his basketball practice to find his
older brother (Care Garcia) lying in his bed. The brother, who seems to be
filled with advice about everything, senses immediately, with absolutely no
logical explanation, that his younger brother is going on a date—in fact, his first
date, finally!
When David admits it, he demands a name.
With utter honesty, David replies Joe, his brother reacting in the usual
heterosexual manner with the automatic correction, “Josephine?” Yeah, I guess
so, David mutters, I’ve never met her.
“You know honestly,” says his friend, “I
never thought he was into girls.”
Meanwhile, every two minutes, again for no
logical reason except perhaps to stretch out the empty script, David and his
date exchange messages to tell one another that they’re getting dressed, they’ll
meet up in five minutes, or that they are just about to go out the door.
Sure enough, David meets up with a male Joe (Hans Lee), and plans a day hanging around the beach and dinner after. Elder brother calls up his friend, assuring him he was right. So, what’s his reaction? He’s proud of little brother he explains. And as David looks back, spotting his brother’s car, big bro gives him the high sign.
As badly acted as this simplistic little moral
fable is, it’s the absurd illogic of the plot and the crudeness of an elder
brother spying on his younger sibling that is truly embarrassing. One presumes
the older brother’s life is so empty that he hasn’t anything better to do than trail
behind his little brother and report the events back to his friend. But why on
earth would anyone else care about this mysterious dating boy is beyond my
imagination. The film seems to simply serve as a kind of LGBTQ pat on the back:
see how far we’ve come? Even elder brothers are proud of us gay boys these
days. And I suppose the fact of the older brother’s approval gives his dirty
little act of spying on an innocent a clean bill of health.
*I should
mention that I was the elder brother to a sibling also named David, and I don’t
think I ever once even so much as discussed his dating or sex life. I certainly
had no interest in involving myself with his extracurricular behavior. At that
age I was far more involved in my own life. But then, I was closer to the age of
David in this film, and one also wonders why a 20-some year old, as this film
depicts, is still living at home; but at least that’s somewhat plausible.
Perhaps he’s attending a nearby college or has a start-up job which doesn’t pay
enough for him live on his own.
Los
Angeles, January 15, 2025
Reprinted
from My Queer Cinema blog (January 2025).
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