Monday, August 11, 2025

Papu Curotto | Matías y Jerónimo (Matias and Jeronimo) / 2015

o sad night!

by Douglas Messerli

 

Andi Nachon (screenplay), Papu Curotto (director) Matías y Jerónimo (Matias and Jeronimo) / 2015 [9 minutes]

 

This beautiful short movie begins with two young boys, Matias (Rodrigo Coutinho Da Silva) and Jeronimo (Gabriel Rost), friends perhaps from birth, stomping through the mud where the beach meets the sand. The mother of one of them calls out, suggesting that it’s time to leave. They rush into the shallow waters to wash off.


    Permitting them to ride in the open hatch back of the car’s trunk, they are whisked off home, where the charming kids take a real shower together, spraying soap upon each other’s head in a game they obviously regularly play of “designing” each other’s hairdo, as if they were somehow competitive hairdressers attempting to outdo one another in their tricks of styling. It is all innocent, these children being at the age when their same-sex love, as Belgian filmmaker Lukas Dhont recently reminded us in his Close (2022), is natural for young boys and girls, although soon-to-be mocked by peers and parents.


    These two boys are not necessarily two gay boys in the making; they are simply in love with themselves, openly and selfishly enjoying another of their sex in a manner which may or may not soon shift to the opposite sex or remain with them for the rest of their lives, transforming into the kind of love we have witnessed in the numerous short gay films wherein when a young man coming of age discovers that he feels most sexually comfortable with his best friend.

     In this story, alas, the boys quickly come to witness what can become of those who continue to love other men. Although they have no name for it and would not be able to identify what “it” is, they soon after, when taken to a local Carnival Madi Gras celebration in rural Argentina, become avid spectators of a series of instances both lovely and dreadful.


    There they are wowed by the lights and costumes, and, in particular, the dancing of what we as adults recognize as a gay man in drag (José Sandoval), displaying his graceful and somewhat outlandish movements.


     Together they watch with open-eyed wonder, pleasure and joy: but like children whose eyes capture scenes that adults often miss, they also see the young man leave the celebration, walking down the long narrow path behind the bleachers in which they sit.

     Their eyes widen as they watch several hooligans follow the gay man, overtaking him, and beating him—perhaps to death. As adults, we unfortunately know that the beating involves homophobic rage, but for these boys there can as yet be no explanation for why the event has happened unless it be for his rather flamboyant behavior, not unlike their playful exaggeration of each other’s hair.

      As Stephen Sondheim warns us in his song “Children Will Listen,”

 

“Careful the things you say

Children will listen

Careful the things you do

Children will see”



      What these young boys interpret of the behavior they have just witnessed, we are never told; Curotto’s film is presented to us almost entirely from the boys’ point of view, a largely unspoken space that does not yet perceive the need to evaluate what they observe. But we can be sure that what they have just seen will long remain in their minds, helping them later to discover a cause-and-effect relationship that may alter their charmingly narcissistic behaviors for the rest of their lives. Excitement and exaggeration, an aspect of childish response, may be tamped down or obliterated from their daily repertoires, emotions held within—all because of the terrible act they have witnessed on this particular festive evening. The tragedy of the events are felt not only by the survivor—if he is a survivor—but by he empathetic and wise film-goer who recognizes just what these boys have lost in their lives through their careful observation of adult behavior on this sad night.

 

Los Angeles, August 11, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (August 2025).

 

Jamieson Pearce | Strangers / 2019

in bed with bibi

by Douglas Messerli

 

Jamieson Pearce (screenwriter and director) Strangers / 2019 [14 minutes]

 

An elderly patient at an assisted living facility, Lillian (Melissa Jaffer), is found by a staff member in bed with another elderly patience Mary (Maggie Dence), who Lillian insists on calling Bibi. The two women are seen engaged in fondling one another, their nightgown straps pulled away and their breasts partially revealed.


    The facility head and the doctor (Irfan Hussein), having already contacted Mary’s family, call in Lillian’s son, Stewart (Jo Turner) and his wife Adrienne (Angie Milliken), who are told that Mary’s children want their mother to have no further contact with Lillian, and the directors have determined that Lillian should move to a new facility.

      At first, the couple are a bit taken aback by the news, but Stewart quickly finds the entire thing a bit ludicrous. What is the harm of two old woman doing a bit of cuddling, and even the doctor hints that it can be beneficial, although he is far more interested in attempting to explain the “bizarre” new desire as having something to do with Alzheimer’s Disease.

     Surely their mother is not a lesbian, and any gentle and ineffectual loving that these two ladies exhibit is simply not worth moving her from an institution that she loves, argues Stewart.


     Yet when the name Bibi is mentioned, at first unrecognized by both Adrienne and Stewart, the former recalls that there may have been a servant or helper by that name. And when they speak with their mother and mother-in-law later, she seems to indicate in a vague reenactment of her past that in the time before her husband came home each evening that she had Bibi had a short while to interact, perhaps to make love. Was her mother really a lesbian? Does it matter now that she has found another woman who obviously enjoys her company? Or is it all a product of some television show, perhaps a soap opera, that Lillian and Mary daily watch together, holding hands, in which a character is named Bibi? Does their mother imagine that she is in bed with a figure named Bibi from long ago or has she found a new love in Mary?

     If nothing else, it appears that the “strangers” to whom Pearce’s title refers to are family and facility staff. For these two women are definitely not strangers to one another; or are they, both lost in the indeterminant tangles of another time.


      This lovely and quiet film does not even attempt to sort out these questions. What he see happening, rather, is a homophobic reaction by staff and facility leaders, all claiming to have no problem with the issue, while nonetheless insisting that any love that may be evidenced between the two is indeed a problem that must be immediately dealt with, including perhaps dire consequences for Lillian, who may not only being pulled away from someone she may in fact  love, but from a home to which she has now, in her old age, grown accustomed.

    Gently, with no solutions, Australian director and writer Jamieson Pearce brings up an issue that is increasingly becoming a problem in old age facilities: the same-sex love of individuals, or perhaps the love of any two individuals expressed a such an advanced age, as if it were somehow unthinkable that any such love, seemingly queer or straight might instead be perceived as a beneficial aspect of what basically have become confused and empty lives, wherein deep human contact has been inexplicably lost.

      Instead of bringing in dogs and clowns to help the elderly feel attention or a bingo man to keep their minds active, perhaps what these dying individuals most need and desire is a little romance of whatever kind—even if it might lead to the unimaginable revelation that one’s loyal and seemingly sexually content parents might have earlier in their lives explored queer encounters with love.  

 

Los Angeles, August 11, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (August 2025).

Claude Jutra | À tout prendre (All Things Considered, aka Take It All) / 1963

the real and what it forgets

by Douglas Messerli

 

Claude Jutra (screenwriter and director) À tout prendre (All Things Considered, aka Take It All) / 1963

 

Renowned filmmaker Claude Jutra, having worked with French director Jean Rouch, was one of the central figures of the Québécois film movement direct cinema, which employed lightweight filmmaking equipment, hand-held cameras, and synchronous sound in order to get to the heart of things in the early 1960s film directors’ attempts to both “capture reality” and to question its relationship with the reality of cinema. What makes a film seem “real” or, more importantly, how can the director bring the “real” into his or her work of cinema.

     Analogous, in some respects, to the French New Wave in the 1950s and early 60s, which also questioned how to bring a sense of the real into filmmaking—the movement would affect the works of US directors Richard Leacock, D.A. Pennebaker, Terence Macartney-Filgate, and Albert and David Maysles—Jutra filled his film with self-conscious representations of reality, large subtitles (to remind us of one of the major character’s name, Johanne), and even discussions about the subject, as when his character Victor (Victor Désy) quotes Marcel Proust in this film, arguing that since experience consists mostly of aural, gustatory, and olfactory sensations, there is no way cinema, focused on the visual, can truly capture reality.



      While most of the direct cinema works were documentaries, Jutra’s semi-autobiographical film presents itself almost as a document with the assistance of metaphorical and imaginative representations of experience. His film even keeps many of the same first names of the characters involved, the central figure for example being called Claude, played by the director himself and Johanne (Johanne Harrelle) the black self-designated Haitian Creole woman with whom he had an affair during this period.

      Most of film focuses on Claude’s relationship with Johanne, who he meets at a party which he hasn’t planned on attending. Intrigued with her beauty and, probably—although he later denies it—the exoticism of her singing a Creole song from her alleged homeland, he drags her back to his apartment, where they meet up with his next door neighbor, Victor who is sleeping in Claude’s bed due to the fact that his apartment is being repainted.

       So begins the long voyage into love between the two, despite his sexual relationships with other women such as Barbara (Monique Mercure) and the woman currently acting in a movie he is currently directing, Monique (Monique Joly). Victor, an actor, has his own affairs.

       What doesn’t get spoken or even hinted at until half-way through the film, is that Claude is also struggling with his latent homosexuality, the issue brought up in passing when Johanne asks him, out of blue, “Have you ever wanted a man?” a question to which he never replies, in that fact clearly admitting it is an issue with him.

       Johanne, in turn, attempts to shed her mendacities by admitting that she is not at all Haitian but was born to a poor Canadian black woman who gave her up for adoption. Sent to a school for homeless children, because of her color they were never able to find a couple able to adopt her. Her solution to being a poor Canadian girl with no history was to create one for herself. And obviously it worked, allowing her a career as a fashion model (Harrelle was one of the first black models of the Montreal and New York City fashion scene) and perhaps finding a man who might marry her in Claude.


       Indeed, sometime soon after her confession, as they spend a time deeply involved with each other, sharing a life together in what the narrative voice describes as their little “prison,” she discovers herself pregnant, bringing with it a far more complex series of events.

       Even before Johanne’s pregnancy, there have been further suggestions that Claude has not yet been able to tame his attractions to the same sex. From the beginning he describes it was a kind of “longing,” a “dissatisfaction that taken the form of hope.”

       And throughout the film his same-sex urges are played out metaphorically through sudden encounters with what appear to be a violent motorcycle stud, thugs who beat him, and gangsters who chase him down with guns and shoot him dead. These figures haunt the last half of the film, interrupting even moments when he is sitting beside her in the cold snow of a park.

       Moreover, once they discover her pregnancy, he is forced both by her and his own self-doubts—as they prepare to obtain a divorce from her husband and arrange for their own marriage as well as imagining his needed career changes in order to support his new family—to consult others, Johanne’s earlier boyfriend, Nicholas (Patrick Straram), still in love with her; Claude’s wealthy but distant mother; and a priest who befriended Claude during another crisis in his life.

      Suddenly what appeared to be a pean to Johanne’s independent and self-defined identity, turns the film into a kind of misogynistic and outright sexist work, in which his mother covertly dismissed the relationship by arguing about the impossible changes Claude would have to make and the priest who suggests that all woman are secret manipulators of men and that the woman of his dreams perhaps has had other men on the side, the child being the product of such affairs, accordingly arguing that she may be simply taking advantage of Claude’s desires. Even Nicholas sees it his role to protect and save her, instead of supporting and advocating for her decisions.


       By the time Claude has made the rounds, he has determined not only to break off entirely with the woman he claimed to love, but to borrow money in order to pay for an abortion. Shocked and emotionally devastated by his utter dismissal of her, Johanne attempts to see him (he will not even open his apartment door when she attempts a visit), to write him (he throws away her letters), and even threatens suicide (which he callously ignores), all the while intimating that his “hands are clean.”

       Nothing is spoken, of course, about the increased encounters with the “gangsters” for which he buys a machine-gun to destroy in his imaginary battles, successful except that one finally gets him with a last shot.


       Obviously, Claude cannot escape his desires, which perhaps have been at the heart of his inability to commit to marriage and certainly are related to his misogynism. Finally, he realizes that there is only one way to still the voices, as we walks off a pier into the cold waters of The St. Lawrence River.

      The 1963 film was a shocking for its self-revelations and open representation of the creators’ own lives, and helped, along with his 1971 masterwork Mon oncle Antoine, his cinema vérité shorts such as Wrestling and The Devil's Toy, his collaboration with the noted Canadian filmmaker Norman McLaren, A Chairy Tale, and his big budget film, Kamouraska (1973), to make Jutra one of the most acclaimed figures of Québécois culture.

 


     As director and writer Pierre Jutras observes of the 1963 film:

 

      “At the height of the Quiet Revolution, Claude Jutra brought Quebec cinema directly into  modernity.

     Take It All (1963) is the first autobiographical feature film made in Quebec using direct cinema methods and techniques. With its unusual aesthetics focusing on the free and intimate expression of the main protagonists, Claude and Johanne, the film was received with a mix of astonished admiration and righteous indignation. Jutra had dared to recreate on screen his own love story with Johanne Harrelle, one of the first black models on the Montreal and New York fashion scene. It was the first time in America that a bed scene was filmed with a white man and a black woman. Both freely engage in mutual confession, and the game of truth leads Johanne to inquire about Claude’s possible homosexuality. They also have to face the agonizing dilemma of abortion when Johanne gets pregnant.

     In this independent production, the actors improvise from their own memories. The film’s whimsical tone, with laughter and the pleasure of confiding ever present, even in the most difficult moments, give it a fresh and enduring artistic vitality.”

 

     Jutra’s involvement with the Québécois separatist movement and LGBTQ rights in Montreal and Québec helped to make him an even more beloved citizen. When, after being diagnosed for early-onset Alzheimer’s disease in the early 1980s, Jutra chose in 1986 to repeat precisely what the Claude of this movie chooses, to jump from a pier into the St. Lawrence River, note in his pocket “Je m'appelle Claude Jutra" with the recovery of the body in 1987.

     An annual film award for a first-time director and the Prix Jutra awarded annually for Québec cinema, were named in his honor as were several streets, parks, and other locations throughout Montreal and province.

     In 2016, 30 years after the director’s death, the author of a biographical study of Jutra, Yves Lever, uncovered the fact, evidently well-known among his peers, that Jutra was attracted to young teenage boys, and had apparently had affairs with 14- and 15-year-old boys. Numerous individuals and government agencies rose up in terror, describing him as a pedophile, although none of the victims were willing to speak publicly and the legal age of sexually activity during the period in which Jutra was said to have these affairs was 14, which would disqualify that word from being applied to him. However, soon after, a man did permit an interview in which he admitted that Jutra had begun touching him at age 6, abuse which escalated over the next 10 years, suggesting that Jutra had indeed been a pedophile.

     Suddenly the Prix Jutra was forced to change its name and the mayor of Montreal erased most street and park names associated with him. Several articles in The Guardian, MacLeans magazine, The Globe and Mail, and elsewhere outlining the hypocrisy and pointlessness of these acts appeared, but the most thorough and reasoned essay about the issue that I have read is Matthew Hays’ “The Man Who Wasn’t There: The Claude Jutra Legacy, a Year After the Scandal,” published in Canadian Notes and Queries, issue 99 (Spring 2017)

 

Los Angeles, October 8, 2022

Reprinted from World Cinema Review (October 2022).

Jose A. Cortés Amunarriz | Desnudos (Naked) / 2013

abandoning the house of the lord

by Douglas Messerli

 

Jose A. Cortés Amunarriz and Lordus Rodriguez (screenplay), Jose A. Cortés Amunarriz (director) Desnudos (Naked) / 2013 [11 minutes]

 

This Spanish morality tale begins with two handsome young men, Javier (Carlos Guerrero) and Fran (Victor Ramos) in a bedroom, presumably in Fran’s apartment since he is distraught that now he will have to wait another full week before seeing his lover once more, Javier returning to his conservative parent’s house. He insists that Javier reveal his sexuality to his parents, and jokingly even grabs his own phone—with which Javier has been taking pictures of his nude body sprawled out of the bed—out of his lover’s hands with the intention of calling his parents.


    In the next frame, however, that action, quite unintentional, has already taken place, as Fran has telephoned his lover on his cellphone just to express his love without the realization that Javier has left his phone behind on the family couch.

     Javier’s patriarchal father (Nacho Marraco) demands that his wife (Rocío Mostaza) answer the phone, but when she discovers it is his son’s phone he grabs it only discover from Fran’s message of love that his son is a “pervert.”

     At dinner he displays the phone, calling up Fran on the number of the phone and telling him that his son will no longer be permitted to engage with a “faggot.”


    Javier requests his phone back, and when his father won’t return it, stands disobediently, insisting that he is leaving the house forever.

     If so, demands the father, he must hand over his keys and all other things paid for his mother and father. In a daring display of what he is suddenly willing to abandon in order to be relieved of his father’s homophobic world, he does just that, taking off his shirt and pants, and finally even his underpants, standing before his parents naked as he threatens to walk out of the house.


     But before he can even leave, his mother calls out to him, she also standing and disrobing, even handing over her wedding ring and beginning to remove her earrings before she recalls that they were given to her by her mother. She too is ready to abandon her husband’s misogynistic treatment.

    Together the two, holding hands, walk like a kind of reverse Adam and Eve out of the garden and into the world, there only to discover that there are other naked individuals much like them who have also clearly abandoned a world determined by others who provide their dress and possessions.



     It is, so suggests director and writer Jose A. Cortés Amunarriz and Lordus Rodriguez a kind of brave new world, wherein they will determine whom they love and what kind of lives they choose to live, if nothing else, freeing of the restrictions of the patriarchal society which they have been forced to endure.

     This is a simple and raw narrative that has little to do with the psychological realism of most queer cinema. The issues here have nothing to do with why the mother and son have for so long been in bondage to husband and father, or even how the two gay boys met and what will now happen to them. The message is all in the metaphorical act of stripping themselves free of all that has previously bound them to the “civilization” to which they no longer wish to capitulate.

 

Los Angeles, August 11, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (August 2025).

 

Iqran Rasheed | Aadat (Habit) / 2019

appointment with the impossible

by Douglas Messerli

 

Iqran Rasheed (screenwriter and director) Aadat (Habit) / 2019 [13 minutes]

 

You might say that in Pakistani director Iqran Rasheed’s short film AADT (in Urdu), nothing actually happens. And you wouldn’t be entirely wrong, yet a great deal does happen and what it says about contemporary Pakistani LGBTQ culture is totally devastating.


    A young man, Ali (Abrahim Alavi) sits in a busy street cafe, talking with a friend who loans him money and leaves. Ali makes a phone call saying that he’d made an appointment for today, asking if the person can still meet. It’s clear that the appointment is still on, and he reports that he will be “there” in a half an hour.

    “There,” as it happens in a long trip through a littered alley into a derelict structure that you might describe as a kind of motel, where the “friend” who has met him, Tariq (Rahil Siddiqui) tells him to hand over his identification to the clerk. The price 600, Pakistani rupees (the translation describing it simply as “bucks”). For that he is handed the keys. He looks nervous, and has already asked whether it’s safe, of which he has been assured it is.


     The clerk says he will not leave a name, but they that should leave soon. The hall to the room itself unpleasantly askew, and they must climb several stairs to get to the room which looks as if in putrid upheaval.

      Tariq signals the boy to sit on one of the beds, suggesting he at least take off his backpack, and offering him a cigarette, which Ali refuses.

       After a long quiet period where Tariq smokes, the boy still sitting uncomfortably upon the bed, his would-be sexual partner turns to ask, “How long have you had this habit?” the boy, taken aback, responding “What habit?”

        “This.”

        “Haven’t done anything before.”

        “And what about you?” the boy shifts the focus.”

        “I get customers from time to time.”

        When the boy asks about condoms, Tariq jokes, “Will you get pregnant?”

         “The diseases,” answers the boy vaguely.



         “I have been doing this since I was 15. I never get diseases. Besides I wash with soap.”

      We realize we are in a 21st century city which lives in another era. And clearly any fears this virginal boy has had are by this time expanding by the instant. 

         When Tariq asks how much money the boy has, he answers seven hundred.

Evidently it is not the agreed upon sum, but Ali reminds him he is only a student and that is all he has.

          So what’s the hurry? Why doesn’t he wait until he has the money?

        Even getting up the bravery to meet with someone with whom to have gay sex is clearly not enough in this case. Yet Tariq relents, telling the boy to give him the money now, before sex.

         “Shall we start?” begins Tariq as he moves to sit beside Ali, the boy rubbing his hands together nervously. Finally the prostitute puts his hand on the boy’s knee and leans in to kiss him, the boy leaning a bit toward him as well, before quickly moving back, asking him to wash out his mouth.

        Tariq does so and returns, but Ali continues to look up the windows nervously. “Don’t worry no one will come, nothing will happen.”

        He finally moves to a hug, but can go no further, Tariq pulling away in frustration. Tariq finally asks the boy to stand, loosens his belt and bends for what appears will be a blow job.

          But at the very moment the police arrive, pounding at the door, “Open up!”

They slap Tariq and frisk Ali, demanding to know what his name is and why he is there. Is his family Muslim, and what would they do if they knew he was there?


        Ali denies everything, anything. They take the money he has given to Tariq, and escort him out, one of the policemen wondering where these “faggots” pick up such habits. He renters the room in which Tariq remains, the screen going black. We hear what appears to be the sound of a zipper.

        This would be hilarious if it were not so very sad. In Ali’s world even the attempt to explore one’s sexuality is thwarted, the “habit,” as homosexuality is thought to be, something that is nearly impossible to even acquire. Desire is quelled until one conforms to something in which he or she will be locked without love. If homosexuality is a house through whose closed doors you may not enter, heterosexuality is a prison through whose open doors you must.

        This is a world beyond homophobia since homosexuals are not even permitted to discover their sexual identity.

 

Los Angeles, March 3, 2022

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (March 2022).

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