Tuesday, August 26, 2025

Todd Verow and Charles Lum | Blow Job 2017 / 2017

blow job, the remake

by Douglas Messerli

 

Charles Lum (screenplay), Todd Verow and Charles Lum (directors) Blow Job 2017 / 2017 [5 minutes]

 

Filmmkers Charle Lum and Tood Verow pretend to recreate Andy Warhol’s iconic short movie, Blow Job 2017, with three or four “extras,” if you want to call them that; they’re actually three or four one-liner jokes that erase all the ironic intentions of the original 1964 version.



    Here also a black-leathered jacketed young man is backed-up against brick wall receiving fellatio. The original recipient, DeVeren Bookwalter, however, was much cuter than the long-haired and wasted looking Luc Goodhart, and Warhol’s version, running for 9 minutes, gives you a little more to chew on than the Verow/Lum shortened version of 5 minutes.

    In the 2017 rendition, however, you do get the sound of the mint-new jacket actually crackling with actor Goodhart’s ecstatic moments of enjoyment. And in this version you also can observe him catching the entire experience on his cellphone and after the event vaping—what might be described as the “real” blow job.


    For an extra buck, moreover, you can also see the split-screen or the cinemascope updates, both of which turn this previously rather innocent film—innocent since you never see anything beyond the cute boy thrashing around his face and shoulders in evident pleasure—into a true porno film. The added versions, in fact, show us that this was clearly a real act of fellatio as we observe Goodhart’s curved cock with David J. White’s tongue and lips licking and engulfing it, as well as the moment of ejaculation with white cum.



     In this “expanded” version, in fact, the film loses all its original meaning, transforming itself instead into a porn-worthy blow job, along with the inclusion of the cellphone and vape pen

evidently proving that in the 21st century we have lost our sense of irony and camp in our presentation of the literal pornographic act.

     As Luis Ranz comments on Letterboxd: “This remake sucks.”

 

Los Angeles, August 26, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (August 2025).

 

Cary Kehayan | In Search of Avery Willard / 2012

cerberus: avery willard as gay filmmaker

by Douglas Messerli

 

Cary Kehayan (director) In Search of Avery Willard / 2012

 

I begin not with the films but a basic primer about the filmmaker / photographer / gay event producer Avery Willard of which so little is still known.


      Strangely enough, I probably even met him at one time or another since I regularly visited the Christopher Street Bookstore, actually not much of bookstore, but an underground gay room for which you paid the man behind the counter for entry into several rooms where other gay men were waiting for the right person to come along to have sex. I often found that “right” person and, in fact, had the very best blow job of my life in that dark, damp space sometime in 1969, a period in which Willard worked there.

      For Willard the Christopher Street Bookstore was a kind of cover for his real careers, which few knew about except for those invited to his special showings and performances. From the 1940s on Willard photographed major movie and theater stars, including photographs which his friends found in a closet of hundreds of notables such as Butterfly McQueen, Billy Holliday, Anthony Quinn, and Barbra Streisand; while otherwise organizing drag shows at Club 84; and gradually through his own name and Ava-Graph Films label and beginning in the 1970s under the pseudonym of Bruce King, making films that straddled porn and experimental art films. Yet as one of the historians speaking in this film perceptively points out, while others of day—such as Bob Mizer, Kenneth Anger, and even Andy Warhol were still presenting gay life as a metaphor, for Willard it was literal. The gay body in its sexual manifestation was at the center of his films.


      Focusing on leather boys and other tough costumed types, Willard’s films were most definitely for those who enjoy the male body and liked to watch their figures get an erection and masturbate right through ejaculation or show off their asses and fuck. That he often did this with gay boys as superimpositions against city lights, masturbating boys starring at mirrors or engaging in staged theatrical events, and finally turning their essence into multiple images or abstractions permitted his work to still be seen as semi-art rather than pure pornography.

      It appears, however, that the montages, mirrored-images, color interventions, and outright cinematic abstract images were not added to get past the censors, but were an essential part of what fascinated Willard about filmmaking. He was after all, a first-rate photographer, and his porn films incorporated that history and his adoration of theatrical drag queen accessories.  

      That he was never arrested for the latter, however, was not the result of his artistic interventions, but because of the fact he never widely screened his films and most of them still today, languishing in the New York Public Library special collections, are awaiting transfer to DVD. Many of the films shown in Kehayan’s documentary are not readily available for viewing.

      As those who knew him personally, among them fellow filmmaker James Bidgood, the former drag queen Adrian (Henry Arango), and Agosto Machado, interviewed in Kehayan’s film all assert, Willard didn’t really care whether or not others saw works such Salome and the Dance of the Seven Veils (1965), starring Adrian as Salome in drag or his leather suited studs in Gay Boys (1940), Reflections (1966), Dream Boy (1966), Leather Narcissus (1967), and Clouds (1971), all made before he turned to actual porn productions under the Bruce King moniker.


        All of his friends agree that although Willard went about his business with a surety that no one else quite possessed in those days, he was not particularly friendly or even well-liked. Almost everyone “dished him,” and many wanted nothing to do with him. Moreover, it appears he has few obvious sexual contacts accept perhaps with his models. He clearly did not seek out deeper relationships, but like his films moved quickly on time and again to the next one, the next model, the next way he which he might satisfy his ever-changing desires. It is appropriate surely that he served as a kind of Cerberus to the underworld of quick sexual desire. He seemed friendly, once paid, as he greeted even a 21-year-old boy such as me to what others might describe as a hell of lust.

      As one historian of three presented in this film, John Cox, Jeffrey Escoffier and  Joe E. Jeffrey puts it, Willard’s work is a messy amalgam of seemingly oppositional images, the male dressed and performing as females and the male pretending to be one of the macho straight men of the world of motorbikes, firemen, cops, and hustlers—both pretenders not unlike the characters of Warhol’s world behaving a bit like Warhol’s camp model dancer Paul Swann, men so devoted to their fantasies that their performance of the lives becomes an expression of camp.

      Bigood laments the fact that Willard did not at all attempt to permit entry in his art by the heterosexual world—except perhaps for the commonly straight audiences of Club 82, who as Adrian laughs, often sent their wives home and enjoyed an evening out of late night sex. But that was clearly his intention, to serve a coterie of admirers interested in precisely what he was interested in, but who sadly never quite showed up for his events—at least until years later, long after Stonewall when the LGBTQ community began looking back at the men and women who had helped to pave the way for their existence. If he was bitter, as one commentor believes he was, Willard had reason to be, a great photographer forgotten and a dynamic pioneer of the gay world ignored.

      As I suggest, most of Willard’s works are still not readily available. Clips of all the movies listed above do appear in this documentary, but they hardly do justice to the actual works themselves. I have found copies of two of the films, which I discuss below. 

 

Los Angeles, October 18, 2022

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (October 2022)

John Huston | Reflections in a Golden Eye / 1967

smoldering desires

by Douglas Messerli

 

Chapman Mortimer and Gladys Hill (screenplay, based on the novel by Carson McCullers), John Huston (director) Reflections in a Golden Eye / 1967

 

I recall seeing John Huston’s Reflections in a Golden Eye when it originally premiered in US movie theaters in 1967 when I was 20. I certainly comprehended, at that age, what the film was all about. Three years later I met Howard—after a long year in New York City in which I was actively involved (nearly every night) in the gay scene—sharing in what is now a 50-year relationship. But I don’t think it dawned on me, at that time, just how audacious this film was, directed as it was by the heavy-drinking macho Huston with its sexually gay closeted “hero” performed by every woman’s heartthrob, Marlon Brando, sharing the love of a wife, Elizabeth Taylor—acting as if she were auditioning for the film in which she won awards for just the year previously, Who’s Afraid of Virginia Woolf?—with another more outwardly heterosexual neighbor, acted by Brian Keith.

     Throw into this simmering pot a feu (“pot on the fire”) the highly neurotic character played by Julie Harris—despondent over the death of her son she has cut off her nipples with a scissors— attended by a gay Filipino houseboy named Anacleto (Zorro David), who dances at the drop of his mistresses’ stitches and paints while sitting at her feet long into the night—and you know you are in a world that could exist only in the imagination of writer Carson McCullers, who prefaces her story with such a matter of fact statement, ““There is a fort in the South where a few years ago a murder was committed,” that when the murder finally is committed we are not truly shocked.


      What is disconcerting is the intensity with which each of these characters suffer the various torches lit from within. Perhaps the list complex is the spoiled southern belle, Leonora, whose daddy was evidently once the camp commander, and who hence has lived a life wherein she often proves that she is stronger than any man on the base. As a child she played polo equal to some of the male seniors, and throughout the film she rides her beloved horse Firebird almost as if she were dancing out the captivity briefly imposed upon the firebird of Stravinsky’s ballet. As I mentioned above, through Anacleto, music and dance is equally central in the home of Major Morris Langdon (Keith), Leonora’s current lover.

       He wife Alison Langdon, who knows of her husband’s affair and is secretly plotting a divorce, is so psychologically frail that she doesn’t even attempt to truly conceive of how she might survive without her Langdon, let alone imagine that he might use the situation to gently lock her away in an upscale institution for the slightly mentally disturbed. Soon after Alison dies, apparently of a heart disease, but in McCullers’ highly symbolic world we also know it is another problem of the heart, her husband’s disinterest in and his ultimate betrayal of her.

       Even the seemingly level-headed Langdon appears to be a bit off-kilter when, after his wife’s death, Anacleto disappears. Time and again he tells Major Penderton (Brando) that he just wishes for the Filipino’s return—while continuing to argue that if the former houseboy could only serve in the military, he would be “straightened” out. Clearly there is a great deal of denial and misconception of how sexuality defines one even from the most reasonable of McCullers’ characters.

   Penderton tires of his friend’s laments for the loss of Anacleto. Indeed, we might almost be tempted, given the other characters’ deeply burning fires of the heart, that Langdon is obsessed with the houseboy in a manner similar to his wife’s dependence upon her companion.

    Asked by Langdon whether or not he agrees with his assessment that an individual like the houseboy might not become a different man with army training, for the first time Penderton almost comes out of the closet, nearly admitting to his own sexuality in his answer to his colleague: “no,”  hinting that identity arises from birth not from nurturing.


      In his negative answer, moreover, we quickly perceive that Penderton is suffering far more than the others. He is painfully forced to play the spartan-like stoic while slowly coming to terms with his latent homosexuality which manifests itself in his lust for an enlisted man, L. G. Williams, who regularly takes a black mare out for a ride in a nearby meadow, where he strips off his clothes to enjoy a true “bareback” experience.

      Increasingly, over the few days of this film, Penderton, while outwardly performing rote activities of camp commander, begins to lose even the embedded consciousness that his role demands, as he, quite literally, cruises the young Williams, subconsciously hoping even that he might be spotted in the act and that his sexual desire reciprocated. When the private drops a Baby Ruth candy bar wrapper, Penderton picks it up as if it were a secret message, putting it away in his special treasure box which includes pictures of naked male statues, a silver teaspoon he has stolen from another officer whom he and others believe is effeminate because he reads Proust and listens to music. At one point, inexplicably imagining that the young L. G. will soon be paying him a sexual visit, he preens in the mirror, carefully brushing his hair. Early on we have seen him exercising his body in order to keep trim and fit.


     What he doesn’t know is that the young and very innocent Williams (Robert Forster), who according to his bunk mates is still a virgin, has become transfixed by Penderton’s wife, gradually turning into a complicated voyeur who, while Leonora sleeps, slips into the Penderton home and into her bedroom where he watches over her, rubs his face against her blouses, and sniffs out her perfumes. These scenes of extreme voyeurism, in fact, are the most truly sexual that this highly restrained film offers the viewer.

      Huston, in the original filming, restored in the newest version I saw the other day, muted all the colors of Penderton’s world, turning them into a kind of dingy brown that snaps the colors of the female characters’ costumes (particularly those of Leonora) into a focus that is almost garish. Is it any wonder that Penderton detests all his wife’s highly colorful bric-a-brac.

      It is hard to say which of the two men, Penderton or Williams is the more innocent, since they both can never act on their secret passions.

      Yet, Williams, we recognize is a truly gentle soul who nurses Firebird back to health and attempts basically to keep to himself, despite the taunts of his fellow enlisted soldiers.

      On the other hand, in order to punish his wife’s emasculation of him and, perhaps, just to catch another glimpse of Private Williams, Penderton regularly borrows Firebird, painfully spurring the horse on and on and, after he is thrown, brutally thrashing the horse, an act that Leonora repeats on her husband’s own face during one of her bi-annual camp get-togethers. We recognize that violence has become a way with both husband and wife in order to play out their dissatisfactions.

      When she was still living at home, Alison twice saw Williams entering the next-door house, but each time she has attempted to tell others they have simply accused her of imagining things.   

     So too, actually observing one of Williams’ late-night entries, Penderton imagines that his metaphorical white-knight is suddenly arriving to allay his sexual longings. The Major attempts to comb his hair into place, turns on and then off the light, leaving his bedroom door slightly ajar.


      When the Private does not arrive at his doorway, Penderton enters the hall and walks up the stairs to his wife’s room, in which Williams drops to the floor stroking Leonora’s clothing.

     The inevitable and final action of outrage, as the author has previously suggested, is almost insignificant. It will be written up, surely, as a response to an act of breaking and entering. In her husband’s seeming attempt to protect his wife, Leonora may even begin to admire him for a while.

Yet the true desires of these characters will never to known or salved.

 

Los Angeles, July 18, 2020

Reprinted from World Cinema Review (July 2020).

Giulio Questi | Se sei vivo spara (Django Kill... If You Live, Shoot!) / 1967

the unhappy place

by Douglas Messerli

 

Franco Arcalli and Giulio Questi (story and screenplay), Giulio Questi (director) Se sei vivo spara (Django Kill... If You Live, Shoot!) / 1967

 

In Italian director Giulio Questi’s 1967 gay Spaghetti Western Se sei vivo spara (Django Kill... If You Live, Shoot!), no one is spared, particularly the members of the audience. There are no heroes, but the closest character to such a designation, simply called The Stranger (Tomas Milian) along with one of his Indian saviors are the only two central adult figures who survive. The only others left are a few of the townsmen from “The Unhappy Place” and their abused children. And given their generally violent behavior it is hard to imagine that they will get on alone for very long. This

is a western without heroes, without leaders—no sheriff, no wise and loving saloon girl, no one. Even the dead corpses from the town cemetery have been dug up to rot, and there is no one left who might imagine burying the dozens of corpses left behind as The Stranger slowly rides his horse outside of the hellish world which he has miraculously survived.


    This is certainly the most violent film ever produced.* Dozens of men and one woman are shot to death, some forced to dig their own graves beforehand. Several men are blown up by explosives tied to a horse. Three men are hung. A man and a woman burn to death in a fire the woman has herself started, the man also suffering burns from molten metal pouring over his hands and face. A young boy shoots himself after being gang-raped by the dozens of ranch hands who have kidnapped him. Another man is scalped alive. And yet another is killed by the doctor and others trying to extract gold bullets from his wounds. Children are regularly stomped and kicked. The Stranger, who himself has accomplished a number of these murders, is tortured—perhaps the least of his sufferings given the fact that he has been previously shot and left for dead, and is in danger of being shot and killed again throughout the entire film. The Stranger’s Indian friend finally kills two men with blow darts in order to free The Stranger from his torture. Even a jabbering parrot is shot to death.

     There is also a lot of sex, none of which—strangely enough given the almost joyful depiction of every last drop of blood and pained agony of violence—is actually shown, despite the fact that we know that a whole gang of gay ranchboys have had sex with the seemingly unwilling young boy Evan Templer (Ray Lovelock); The Stranger has sex, with her husband’s knowledge, with that man’s supposedly “mad” wife Elizabeth Alderman (Patrizia Valturri); and Templer’s woman Flory (Marilù Tolo) almost has an orgasm on screen while listening to her lover Bill (Milo Quesada) and Reverend Alderman (Francisco Sanz) argue over gold. One pre-teen boy is shown naked (although only from the back) early in the film.

      As you might guess since the local “Reverend” is one of the villains of the piece, there is little value given to religion in this film, and, as I mentioned above, even the dead are dug up, their coffins mutilated. No one that I ascertain, except perhaps for the two Indians who save The Stranger’s life have any moral scruples. Flory and Bill are perfectly happy to hide their gold nugget horde in Evan’s coffin. And even the town’s doctor kills his patient, the head of the gang killed by The Stranger’s gold bullets, in his hurried attempt to get to pull out the valuable lure of his operation.

    Women are not only treated brutally, but this work actually portrays, as in Charlotte Bronte’s Jane Eyre, the mad woman in the attic, locked away, in this instance by Alderman because she has attempted to escape the horrible inhibitions of his household. And like another woman forced to suffer something in the attic, Paula Alquist Anton in George Cukor’s Gaslight (1944), Elizabeth has even been made to believe she may actually be going mad. Templer’s unmarried lover Flory, moreover, is represented merely as a money-grubbing whore without any real desires except her endless lust for gold.

     This sad town is controlled by a gang of gay rancheros headed by a man named Sorrow (Roberto Camardiel), who has evidently taught the band of boys he has gathered around him how to love gay sex, food, and liquor. They are portrayed, as several critics have noted, like Mussolini’s blackshirts (the paramilitary wing of the National Fascist Party) in Italy, or Hitler’s brownshirts headed by the homosexual Nazi Ernst Röhm. These gay ranch boys are all decked out in all black attire with the ranch insignia’s embroidered in white. This film has no sympathy whatsoever for any LGBTQ behavior.


      Even the young Evan, who attempts to team up with The Stranger in order to get out of town and seek something better, sounding very much like a gay boy stranded in a small US town, spends his spare time in taking a scissors to his step-mother’s dresses and robes, which surely represents a kind of vengeance if not also a fetishistic act.

     The only one who seems to care for anyone other than himself is The Stranger, who appears to care about the boy, and even suggests he will try to help Elizabeth escape. Yet he is not a man who can keep his promises. He not only takes Evan into harm’s way as he temporarily joins up with Sorrow’s ranch gang—which forces one to wonder what he is seeking in accepting employment from a man who he must recognize is just as dangerous as Templer and Alderman back in town, but also is clearly interested in The Stranger’s good looks—but, after saving the boy’s life, at least for one more night, he apparently watches the men having sexual intercourse with the boy as a willing voyeur. For all we know, in his drunken state he might even have joined in.

     As Sorrow and his men sleep, satiated by their liquor, food, and sex—reminding one of a scene in Mauro Bolognini La notte brava (The Big Night) (1959), after a similarly all-male orgiastic event—the boy steals one of the men’s’ guns and, and as I mention above, shoots himself.


     Since he has no gun and no way to escape being recaptured by Sorrow’s men, The Stranger has no possible way of coming back for and saving Elizabeth. When tortured by Sorrow and his gay soldiers—quite ludicrously given that the Gila monster they send after his near-naked body seems to have no interest in attacking the man, and the so-called vampire bats mostly hover near him without even attempting to bite—he breaks down and tells them what they want to know, who in town has the gold and where it’s hidden. And he seems to have no compunction in destroying an innocent animal in order to make his escape—far too late to save anyone, including his Indian friend who the townspeople, as they seek out The Stranger’s whereabouts, scalp. And he leaves town without any of the gold and little of the righteous vengeance he sought. Moreover, we must recall, he was one of the original robbers of the gold stolen from the governmental Wells Fargo shipment. The reason why he was killed was because the evil head of the gang of which he was part was so racist that he couldn’t bear to have Mexicans or even half-breeds like The Stranger around him once he had helped accomplished the robbery.

     No, there is not even subtle thread of moral salvation in this story! 


     But for all that, if you’ve got a strong stomach and you keep your wits about you to realize that this is all an absurd, surrealist fiction using ketchup or spaghetti sauce instead of real blood and that the contortions of suffering on the faces of those we see are really little different from the two children at the end of this film, forcing their faces into contorted and grimacing expressions in order to entertain through the use of a few threads of twine, this film is utterly fascinating to watch.

      It reminds me some of the graphic S&M fiction written by the great Italian poet Guillaume Apollinaire who wrote such porno works for a wealthy male who presumably paid him well for  violent sexual fantasies; if you don’t read them as expressing real worlds, their language and images are thoroughly absorbing as entertainments—even if, as in my case, you have absolutely no particular interest in violent images of sex.

     In both cases, it is as if the Apollinaire and director Questi (who was Fellini’s assistant director on La Dolce Vita) were suggesting in their absurdist extension of the myths surrounding their genres—in the writer’s case porn fiction and in the director’s case the violence inherent in cinema Western myths, particularly those as explored by Sergio Leone’s The Good, The Bad and The Ugly  and  Sergio Corbucci’s Django, both of a year earlier—that death and destruction can be fascinating to watch. Their argument might well be that if there is no longer any moral resonance remaining in the genre, then art is all you have left.

     Ignoring the ridiculously badly dubbed English of the characters (two scenes in Italian remain, cut from the US showings), the complex story is interwoven between four strands of evil groups—the original Oaks’ gang who rob the Wells Fargo stage, Templer’s men, Aldermen and the local townsmen, and Sorrow and his ranch workers, all of whom attempt to manipulate and desire to kill The Stranger—is equally intriguing: the screenplay is written by Franco Arcali, who with Bernardo Bertolucci wrote The Conformist and Last Tango in Paris and with Michelangelo Antonioni penned Zabriskie Point and The Passenger.

     And finally, the film, despite its endless splashes of blood, is truly quite beautiful to watch (under the camera of cinematographer Franco Delli Coli, who shot Pier Paolo Pasolini’s Accattone and Mamma Roma and Luchino Visconti's The Leopard).   

     Through both the plot and its images, this is story about trapped individuals, figures who truly cannot escape their destinies, mostly because they have sold their souls, like Faust, not precisely to the devil but to the monster of greed, to money and, in particular, gold. Gold may represent for each of them, in different ways, a kind of escape: in Sorrow’s and his gangs’ case an escape into the body (through food, drink, and sex), in Templer and his lover an escape into luxury, for Alderman to a refuge of himself alone with his Narcissus-like spirituality, for Oaks simply a way out of the desert into some more pleasant world, and for figures like Evan and Elizabeth simply a ticket out of town to a “better” place; but in each case in order to get the money or make their “escape,” they have to find some way to control everything else around them which obviously leads to the violence we witness throughout.


     But the very knotted nature of this tale into which each of them is tangled, like the images we observe make it clear that there is no way “out” for any of them. Moreover, they live in a world haunted by imprisonment and burial. The Stranger begins this story as a buried man clawing his way back to life from the grave, and from then on is constantly witnessed in tight window frames, locked rooms, and true imprisonment. So too is Elizabeth imprisoned. But then all of these figures, as we witness, are locked away in their ranch (Sorrow), home (Alderman), and saloon (Templer) and before the end of the tale will be buried, perhaps like all the others to be dug up without The Stranger’s transfiguration. Only the dead and dying are visually allowed any space.


     If in his rebirth The Stranger becomes a kind of Christ, he has no moral value in this world and is forced to remain passive when it comes to preventing human destruction. He is the Christ of the spirit rather than the flesh. And throughout the film all he seeks out is a good night’s sleep, something he is never truly permitted.

     In short, even though he rides out of The Unhappy Place alive, his desire is to sleep perhaps for a very long while, perhaps forever given what he has just experienced.

    And yes, finally, this film is also somewhat campy with its army of gay rancheros who are, after all, in control of things. But make no mistake, this is not a gay friendly film. As Vito Russo argued, if in early cinema LGBTQ figures were almost invisible, sometimes so difficult for the ordinary audience goer to even perceive as being queer that we describe them as coded, as time progressed queerness, if more visible, was represented as evil, something surely worth being destroyed as much as the greed of selfishness of other evil characters. Questi’s film is worth watching—as are the other so-called gay Spaghetti Westerns such as Alberto Mariscal’s Los

marcados (They Call Him Marcado) (1971), Carlo Lizzani’s Requiescent (Kill and Pray) (1967), and Giorgio Capitani’s The Ruthless Four (1976)—as evidence of how the growing visibility and power of gay figures was met at first with a sense of horror, fear, and hate. In the myths of these films gay men lived in power-hungry groups seeking out the innocent to convert or destroy in their lusts.

 

*In saying this, however, I am aware that in many of day’s films based on comic book heroes and fabulist adventures thousands of men are mowed down with all kinds of magic weaponry and armies of robots in a way that someone like Questi could not even have imagined. But I have the feeling that in those works the deaths are more like gaming statistics instead being representative of actual human deaths. Perhaps it is better to just describe it as the most gruesome movie ever made.

 

Los Angeles, July 16, 2021

Reprinted from World Cinema Review (July 2021).

 

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