Friday, September 12, 2025

Victor Ciriaco | Sailor / 2014

surabaya johnny

by Douglas Messerli

 

Victor Ciriaco (screenwriter and director) Sailor / 2014 [13 minutes]



The young, almost baby-faced, long-haired Peter meets the dark-haired, muscular older sailor Johnny at a party, and it is love at first sight, the two of them coming together as in a romantic musical. From the beginning the young man taunts the older, demanding all of his attention by pulling, time and again, a cigarette from his mouth.


   The seduction continues the next day at breakfast, Peter almost dancing his way through a coffee-pouring routine as he lures the sailor back into bed.

     But this is no normative narrative about the passionate relationship between two men, but a loose rendition of Bertolt Brecht and Kurt Weill’s song from Happy End, “Surabaya Johnny,” with lyrics that read:

 

I was young, I was just sixteen then

When you came up from Burma one day

And you told me to pack up my suitcase

And I did, and you took me away

I said, "Do you work nice and steady

Or do you go sailing and roving out to sea?"

And you said, "I have a job on the railroad

And baby, how swell it's all gonna be."

You said a lot, Johnny. It was all lies

You sure had me fooled, right from the start

I hate you when you laugh at me like that

Take that pipe out of your mouth, Johnny

 

Surabaya* Johnny. Is it really the end?

Surabaya Johnny. Will the hurt ever mend?

Surabaya Johnny. Ooh, I burn at your touch

You got no heart, Johnny, but oh, I love you so much


Thought at first you were kind and gentle

'til I packed up and went off with you

And it lasted two weeks until one day

You laughed at me and hit me too

You dragged me all over the city

Up the river and down to the sea

Now I look at myself in the mirror

And some old woman looks back at me

You didn't want love, Johnny, you wanted money

I gave you all I had. You wanted more

Oh, don't look at me that way

I'm only trying to talk to you

Wipe that grin off your face, Johnny


     In this work we see a pattern established early on, as Johnny, soon after their love-making disappears, leaving his phone number pasted to Peter’s face. But when he calls the number a woman answers.

    In suffering and pain the youth waits the return of Johnny, who when he finally appears at Peter’s door again engages in passionate sex. Peter even gives him money to stay, but the Brazilian sailor rises early, puts on his navy whites, with a small medal hanging from his chest, and is almost out the door before he takes off the medal and leaves it for the boy as a token of his love.


   Victor Ciriaco’s short film is more akin to an erotic music video than a standard queer movie. Although the depicted love-making is tasteful—you could never confuse this work with pornography—the sex is most definitely hot, and their kisses are as intense as in the melodrama of Brecht and Weill’s original musical drama. And although this 13-minute film is in Portuguese only, it poses no problem for those who don’t know the language since it is mostly performed through the music with hardly any words spoken.

    Johnny doesn’t beat him, nor does Peter travel with him, aging along the way, but clearly the sailor in his long absences, is no good for the boy. He has forever changed young Peter’s life as the kid becomes one of history’s long line of lovers spending hours in waiting for the return of their roaming men.

 

Surabaya Johnny. Is it really the end?

Surabaya Johnny. Will the pain never mend?

Surabaya Johnny. How I burn at your touch

You got no heart, Johnny, but oh, I love you so much

 

* Surabaya is the capital city of East Java province and the second-largest city in Indonesia, long noted as a naval base which at the height of the 19th and early 20th centuries rivaled Shanghai and Hong Kong as trading hubs and ports of call that sexually serviced the sailors from all over the world.

 

Los Angeles, September 12, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (September 2025).

James Sweeney | Twinless / 2025

hedges and fences

by Douglas Messerli

 

James Sweeney (screenwriter and director) Twinless / 2025

 

James Sweeney’s Twinless is a rather wonderful movie with a great many structural hurdles to metaphorically leap over before it draws to its sweet conclusion. For one, Sweeney’s film is a bifurcated genre piece: a gay rom-com that might just as accurately be described as a dark heterosexual drama about loss and death. Its charming central figure Dennis (played by the writer and director), who nearly everyone is drawn to, is also a liar who manipulates all those around him—a role often attributed to film directors and screenplay scripters.

     Moreover, the film’s viewers know more about the story early in the film than do most of its characters, which, depending upon your viewpoint, either contributes to the tensions that build up in this film as Dennis’ lies keep accruing, or deflates the dramatic impact of the work by itself providing a spoiler to its own plot.


    Here, perhaps is where I too need to provide a warning, since I am about to tell you almost everything that keeps one’s attention in watching the film in process: Dennis, who pretends to be a twin, is in reality an only son, who insinuates himself into a small group of grieving twins who have lost their other halves, and there strikes up a relationship with one handsome if not so bright ex-twin, Roman (Dylan O’Brien) with whose gay brother Rocky, Dennis has had a memorable one-night stand and was accidentally the cause of his death. (No, this is not an AIDS film, Dennis simply called out to his bed-mate on the street, causing Rocky to blindly walk in his direction when he was hit by a car—yet another possible reference to the awful role a film director plays in his machinations of figures cast upon a screen representing real human beings.)


     In Dennis’ hook-up with the straight, rather violent jock, Sweeney takes his film into yet another genre, lesser known to a general audience, that of the gay boy bromance with a straight boy who may or may not take it to the limit by sexually sharing his bed, but in this case openly shares nearly everything in his somewhat empty head.

     In short, Sweeney almost sets up a series of metaphorical caveletti and jumping blocks before his film even gets fully underway, which, in turn, allows us to delight in watching how he jockeys his way over these impediments in most cases with ease, while almost tripping up his work in a few instances.

     Like most writers and directors, Sweeney plays his character also as a seemingly self-assured liar who at heart is perhaps the neediest figure in his dramedy cum bromance, which accounts for both his charm and the near disgust we feel for him at other moments. If he has never had a twin, he has clearly always wanted one, or at least a brother, or, since now it’s too late for either of those, a loyal lover. He appears to have found that individual in Rocky, a sophisticated and witty seducer, who takes him to bed and makes him feel for once that he has discovered what he’s been looking for, with the jackpot of him being an actual twin.

     Yet Rocky, it turns out, has his own dark shadows. Although seemingly a loving, self-assured man, he is actually a one-night-stand boy who promises deep love, but, constantly on the prowl, doesn’t come back for more. It is for that reason Dennis has gone in search of him, calls out to him on the street, and cannot resist seeking out his now twinless brother.  


    If Rocky is always “roamin,” however, his twin Roman, when it comes to deep thinking, is a kind of “rock” (sorry for the play on names, but I couldn’t resist that in a film which constantly calls up the simultaneous synonymity and opposition of one thing and another). For the most part, Roman is a dark bulb whose malapropisms make up some of the film’s most clever moments. As Roman himself puts it, he’s not “the brightest tool in the shed.”  

   Yet there is a reason why Rocky has described him to Dennis as being “the good twin.” What he lacks in quick thinking, Roman makes up for in deep feeling. Unlike his former twin, Roman is loyal to his new friend and, soon after, the girl Marcie (Aisling Franciosi) to whom Dennis introduces him, transforming the needy friend into a third wheel on the couple’s way to the altar. Marcie is as simplistically an all-American girl—kitschy frills, flowers, and girl’s nights out—as Roman is an all-American boy—sandwich loving, sports-minded, and prone to violence. They have been created to orbit one another.

    Yet both also display, in their abilities to help Dennis as character (and Sweeney as director) maneuver his way through the hurdles he has set up for himself. Just to please Roman, Dennis has agreed to join his new friend at a hockey match in Seattle. And there in a motel room the two not only join one another in a (sexless) bed, but in hugs, as Roman attempts to get to the heart of his violent urges. Los Angeles Times critic Carlos Aguilar quite nicely expresses what happens that special night:


“And then, in the quiet intimacy of a hotel room during a trip to Seattle to catch a hockey game, Roman agrees to pretend that Dennis is Rocky to work through unresolved feelings about his gone-too-soon brother.

     Drifting between boiling anger and crushing regret, O’Brien’s delivery of a monologue to the ghost of Rocky astounds for its insides-bearing rawness. Roman struggles to get out his sentences amid painful cries of despair.”

 

    What doesn’t get said—and in a sense is imperceivable by the heteronormative survivor—is that the very reasons Roman adores Marcie and his American way of life is what has driven his gay brother to Japan and other worlds in which he could more openly live out his differences. And without sounding like a schlock shrink, I would argue that it is precisely why Roman is so loyal and geographically sedentary and Rocky is always seeking something new, including nightly bedmates.

     So what is a confused kid like Dennis supposed to do, drawn to the sexual thrill of a Rocky while desiring the steadfastness of a Roman? Obviously, it’s an unresolvable conundrum. And leave it to the flighty-minded Marcie to sleuth out the fact that Dennis is not only a gay boy without a twin but using her boyfriend to weave him into his fantasy of desires. One night in the firm in which they are both employed, she calls him into the boardroom to read him the “riot act”: either she reveals the truth to Roman or Dennis must immediately confess to him just how he has used her lover.

     In yet another hotel room, Dennis meets up with Roman, offering to give him a foot massage, which after a few pleasurable moans quickly turns into a slightly kinky toe-sucking session that momentarily angers Roman just enough to provoke Dennis to tell the truth: not only did he have sex with Rocky but unintentionally caused his death. This time the violence of American society descends through Roman’s fists upon the body of the now disgraced faggot. "La commedia è finita."

     Sweeney’s movie instead turns into a kind of potential fairy tale, wherein after several weeks, Roman discovers that on certain nights when Marcie is out with her female friends, he misses the close friendship of Dennis, who in so many respects has actually replaced Rocky as a twin. The two join up in their former favorite deli, Dennis now patched up after the pummeling. It is not an easy reconciliation for either of them, and for a moment, we even doubt Sweeney’s abilities to leap this final hedge. But both realize that despite their failures as human beings, Dennis’ lies and Roman’s gullibility, that they both are needy men who had found a friend, if nothing else, in one another.

     Throughout the film, their “twinness” has been belied by their almost unison responses to questions from deli clerks and waiters, in which they answer in opposition. This time, as the waiter asks if he should clear away Dennis’ uneaten sandwich, they speak the same words, requesting that it be boxed up to go. As Aguilar puts it, “We are no longer watching them from afar [or, I might add, as we might through the lens of the director’s camera]. The walls have come down. They speak in unison.”

     My husband Howard joked, we can only look forward now to Twinless Two. Will Roman try out male-on-male sex just as Dennis has opened himself up to the hockey matches in the first film? Will the company receptionist Marcie meet up, either on line or in person, with the woman of her dreams? Might we discover that the company boss Sage (Susan Park), who never whispers a word about her personal life, is secretly podcasting about her sexual S&M experiences?

     Given how skillfully Sweeney has rounded the track in this, his second feature film, we can only patiently await more gut-punching delights.

 

Los Angeles, September 22, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (September 2025).  

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