Wednesday, November 26, 2025

Michelangelo Antonioni | Blow-Up / 1966

deception

by Douglas Messerli

 

Michelangelo Antonioni and Tonino Guerra (screenplay, English dialogue by Edward Bond, suggested by the story by Julio Cortázar), Michelangelo Antonioni (director) Blow-Up / 1966

 

Michelangelo Antonioni’s Blow-Up begins with an image of deception. Released from either prison or a flophouse (several reviewers have suggested the latter), Thomas, along with other denizens of the place, moves slowly through the gate. The skuzzy young man—whose face, somewhat like Pound’s metro image of “petals on a wet, black bough,” stands out (he is played after all by the photogenic actor David Hemmings) against the gauntly determined faces of the others—carries a small paper sack like a treasure, keeping his distance from his fellow inmates, seemingly resisting their friendly (we hear none of their conversation) advances. The moment they have walked away, Thomas turns and walks in the other direction, settling into a convertible and throwing the bag, containing what we now perceive as an expensive camera, into the back seat. If we haven’t guessed, we might at least suspect something is not as it seems—and, indeed, we later discover that the central figure of this film has been on a secretive “shoot,” snapping shots of the men inside the institution for a book of photographs he is planning to publish with the help of his friend, Ron (Peter Bowles).


     Immediately after, we are presented with a carload of screaming mimes, what should be a contradiction in terms, out on what appears to be an obnoxious early morning joyride (I once quipped that all mimes should be shot at birth), but is actually a “rag,” a raucous mod-60s way of raising money for charity.

     Thomas returns to his studio/home, ready to shoot the “birds,” dressed in the newest mod fashions, over whom he hovers while caressing and kissing each in order to get them to “perform,” while also alternately berating and verbally abusing them. Such evidently is the lot of a fashion model, for despite all the abuse, the women wait patiently between his frequent absences, while new would-be models stand at his door hoping to gain his admittance.


       A quick visit to his artist friend Bill next door reveals similar issues of deception and self-delusion. Bill clearly is deluding himself about his relationship with his live-in girlfriend, Patricia (Sarah Miles), as we perceive through her and Thomas’s intense glances, a relationship that later is more clearly revealed in her quick visit to her neighbor, Hemming’s character, after having sex with Bill. The artist also iterates what will be a major theme of Antonioni’s work: that his art often seems empty until he can extract an image or idea from it. In other words, what seems to be empty may come to have great meaning if looked at long enough or from various perspectives.

      According to Ronan O’Casey, who played the mysterious lover of Jane (Vanessa Redgrave) and the later corpse of the film, a reporter from the German magazine, Der Spiegel, “kept saying,” during an interview with him, “But this movie makes no sense—no narrative thread, no plot line!” A number of critics expressed confusion over whether or not there had really been a murder and a corpse.

      O’Casey accounts for the confusion by reporting that, after vast over-expenditures, producer Carlo Ponti (who died on January 9th of that year) appeared on the set, closing down further shooting, and that Antonioni was left with no choice but to piece together the fragments he had already filmed. O’Casey recalls:

 

“The intended story was as follows: the young lover, armed with a pistol, was to precede Vanessa and me to Maryon Park in London, conceal himself in the bushes and await our arrival. I pick up Vanessa in a nice new dark green Jaguar and drive through London—giving Antonioni a chance to film that swinging, trendy, sixties city of the Beatles, Mary Quant, the Rolling Stones, and Carnaby Street. We stop and I buy Vanessa a man’s watch, which she wears throughout the rest of the film. We then saunter hand in hand into the park, stopping now and then to kiss (lucky me). In the center of the park. Vanessa gives me a passionate embrace and prolonged kiss, and glances at the spot where her new lover is hiding. He shoots me (unlucky me), and the two leave the park intending to drive away. Their plans go awry when he notices Hemmings with his camera and fears that Hemmings has photos of her. As it turns out, he has.”

 

    In a luncheon meeting with O’Casey—whom his friends know as Case—I pointed out that the original story upon which this film is based is far more disjunctive and disorienting. In Julio Cortázar’s masterful tale—which, according to the credits, “suggested” Antonioni’s work—the photographer comes upon a woman and a young boy (15 years of age) apparently engaged in a romantic tryst. He imagines the boy’s excitement and fear as the older woman toys with him, entertaining possible endings of the story: the boy may join the woman for sex, the boy may get cold feet and run, etc. But suddenly he notices something else: a man waiting in a car nearby. His camera catches the movement of the man toward the couple, and he suddenly recognizes the horror of what he has witnessed: that the man himself is involved in the affair, that he has perhaps used the woman as a decoy, has, at the very least, been the cause of her flirtation. What lies ahead for the boy is not an innocent “first love,” but that “the real boss was waiting there, smiling petulantly, already certain of his business; he was not the first to send a woman in the vanguard, to bring him the prisoners manacled with flowers. The rest of it would be so simple, the car, some house or another, drinks, stimulating engravings, tardy tears, the awakening in hell.” When the man spies the photographer, the boy escapes, the man responding, perhaps, by shooting the boy (or woman): “…the man was directly center, his mouth half open, you could see a shaking black tongue, and he lifted his hands slowly, bringing them into the foreground, an instant still in perfect focus, and then all of him a lump that blotted out the island, the tree, and I shut my eyes, I didn’t want to see any more, and I covered my face and broke into tears like an idiot.”

     Cortázar’s story is not so much about deception—although the couple certainly attempts to deceive the boy—as it is about misperception, the impossibility of ever understanding the whole of any story, and the dangers of believing what one thinks he has perceived. In a sense, I suggested, we should be thankful to Ponti that Antonioni was unable to bring his film to even greater coherency, for then it might have lost any relationship to its purported source.

     But in retrospect it becomes fascinating now to perceive that, in a grand manner, Antonioni has created another level of deception in transforming a story about a pedophile attempting to engage in sexual contact with a boy into a story that is fully grounded in heterosexual normativity, the kind of the world which O’Casey described in the original scenario. Anyone who might have been drawn to the film from reading Cortázar’s original story, as I had, has also been fully deceived.


     In Antonioni’s work, moreover, the photographer sees nothing, a fact he repeats several times throughout the film. Neither does he proffer any imaginative observations. He merely observes a couple in the park, a woman and an older man, who kiss and hold hands. It is the woman’s demand for his film that arouses any curiosity he might have. The later appearance of a strange, fair-haired man following him—even though we may not know who it is (Case sites it as an example of the illogical film clips with which Antonioni was left)—further hints that something is amiss; like Thomas, we instinctively sense he has something to do with the woman, reiterated in the action of Thomas checking the lock on his glove compartment upon returning to his car. When Jane actually appears at his door, we understand that she is not, like the other women in Thomas’s life, hoping to model, to get herself on film—although she tries to deceive him by letting him believe she seeks such a career or is offering him sex—as she is interested in getting herself off film by destroying the images he has taken. To Thomas’s first statement to her in the park, “Don’t let’s spoil everything, we’ve only met,” Jane responds, “No, we haven’t met. You’ve never met me.”


      Accordingly, Thomas recognizes her deceptions, greeting her at the door as she attempts to escape with his camera; he, in turn, deceiving her by pretending to return the roll of film while keeping the actual canister.

    Soon after, the two young girls, who have earlier stalked him in hopes of a career, return, also willing (but reticent) to have sex in exchange for a “shoot.” Thomas also deceives them in a hilarious satire of an orgy, the group wrestling about in, significantly, purple (the color associated with exaggerated literary effects and turn-of-the century sexual tales) paper like three young puppies rather than lustful adults. Indeed, Thomas is basically an observer as the two girls engage in a kind of lesbian wrestling match, only at the last moment becoming involved as he attempts to strip the last few clothes off of them as they try to undress him. There is no sex. And the minute they has finished their play, he orders them out.


     Like his artist friend, the photographer attempts to extract meaning from his series of purposeless acts. What we and he at first see is nearly the opposite of what Bill does in his art. Bill’s art is made of thousands of dots of color, from which he ultimately extracts an image. Thomas’s work is outwardly a complete image, a representation of the reality he has seen in the park. But as he grows curious about the glance of the woman in the image and the sequence of the events he has witnessed—as he begins to enlarge those images—we are reminded that photographs are also made up of a series a dots; and the more frequently he enlarges those images the more apparent it becomes that they are not “real” at all but rather a series of dots imitating reality, things of art.

   What he and we discover in those increasingly hard-to-read, blurred, and dotted artifacts is the occurrence of a real and horrible act; the seemingly innocent love between Jane and the older man was in “reality” a setup, the murderer waiting in the bushes with a gun. A late-night trip back to the park awakens the young man to a new reality: a corpse lies in the dark. Who to tell? How does one speak the truth to a society whose reality is itself blurred by deceit?

     By the time he has returned home, his studio has been looted, all but one of the photographs taken. Attempting to report the events to his friend, he accidentally comes upon Jane in the street, but she disappears as quickly as he has spotted her. He discovers his friend at a party where nearly everyone is drugged, quite literally “out of their minds.” The model who has told him she is on her way to Paris answers his quip, “I thought you were supposed to be in Paris,” with a statement that exposes the extreme level of self-deception these people have achieved: “I am in Paris!”


     The next morning the corpse is also missing. Thomas no longer has anything left to prove what he has seen, and can only wonder whether he too has not been deceived. Antonioni ends his film with an inevitable, Fellini-like image of a world where nothing but deception is allowed. The car of mimes reappears, entering the park. There the white-faced pretenders take their positions upon the tennis court, playing, in every sense of that word, a game, Thomas watching in bemused silence. Hitting the invisible ball over the fence, they wait for Thomas to throw it back. He pauses, considering perhaps to what level he needs to participate in this world of deceptions, finally joining the pack, picking it up and tossing it back. Just as suddenly, he also disappears.

      In such a world of deception we are forced to question nearly everything about our hero, including why he was at the murder site, if there was a murder, and what it is he believes he has discovered and even his own objectivity, his sexuality, and, just perhaps, his very existence. What we see in this film is not necessarily to be believed.

    In my reading of the film Antonioni has created a clearly narrative, quite coherent work about a world that survives on its own pretense, a world that depends upon everyone being deceived. Like the innocent boy of the original Cortázar tale, we may be lured into a trap which we will finally regret. And, in that fact, Blow-Up presents a world, which like a gigantically expanded balloon, should be prepared for precisely what its title suggests, a great bang, an explosion of the air upon which it lives.

 

Los Angeles, August 21, 2007

Reprinted from Nth Position [England], (October 2007) and in Sibila [Brazil], 2012.

 

 

Cristian Sitjas | Catboy / 2023

catwalk sex

by Douglas Messerli

 

Cristian Sitjas (screenwriter and director) Catboy / 2023 [31 minutes]

 

If you ever for a moment imagined that black, Hispanic, and other cultures involved in performing ballroom drag and voguing “walks” as made famous in the 1990 documentary Paris is Burning and several other films, books, and media representations is separate from the sexual, the Spanish director Cristian Sitjas’s 2023 Catboy will certainly set you straight—or perhaps I should say veer you off the racists’, heteronormative path you may have been following with your absurd presumptions.

    Catboy begins as a fairly normal short film in which a young black boy of mixed race is scrolling through the messages left on his dating app, quickly growing depressed in how many of the other scrollers have banned blacks, Asians, sissy-boys, thin fem boys, transsexuals, and numerous others from being of any interest to them. Our young hero, Marc (Panterino) might be said to fit any number of these racistly “banned” categories which suddenly seem to be shouting out to him as headlines that deny his very existence, most certainly if he was hoping to meet up with anyone with the intention of enjoying sex.


    At the last minute Marc receives a message from his transsexual friend Cacao (Cacao Diaz) who is about to strut down the walk in the ballroom that night and commands his presence.

    Marc attends, hiding out in a hoodie as his gloriously dressed and flamboyant friend not only does the catwalk but wins a trophy.


     When she perceives that Marc is down and out, she pastes a few glitter flakes under his eyes and checks out his cellphone, discovering the heart of his misery. Forcefully, she demands that he enter the Catboy Sex Siren category that very night, knowing that with his smooth sinuous moves he’s sure to be a winner and, of nothing else, showing off his body in front of such a receptive audience, seeking out the just those differences that even the gay world has rejected, he will surely be lifted out of his funk.

    Cacao doesn’t suggest, she insists he go on, and digging into her carrying bag, she, like every transsexual I’ve ever encountered the movies, has just the right costume for him to wear for the performance.


     His category is announced, and first up is Leo (Javier des León), from the House of Fire, dressed up with the wings of an angel. After a strut or two down the catwalk, Leo gets a look at his competition and Marc witnesses Leo’s appreciation and approval, as the movie counts down the moment from 10 seconds to zero, at only 8.5 minutes into the film, turns into something that no one might have expected.

     Whether it be a pure fantasy of Marc or Leo or a kind of preview of what really happens after the contest, the film can’t wait as for the next 19 minutes it morphs into what can only be described as a very artful, but anatomically revealing of gay sex including what is clearly a real-time, live depiction of fellatio, ass-licking, and anal intercourse along with several variations of positions. Better than almost any gay porn movie I’ve seen for a long while, this little gem brings together these two beautiful men, white and black, for a hot session that include the transmission of sweat and semen as if it were truly a lusciously colored Visconti or Borowczyk movie.


     It returns, as expected to Marc’s sensuous trot down the walk with Leo trailing behind almost as the ghost of love to encourage his amateur actions. This night, Marc wins a trophy, and presumably the special gift of a good fuck.


    This short movie can be said to represent a piece of filmmaking that, depending upon the viewpoint of the various attendees will be said to be half empty or half full, or in some rare cases, like my own way of seeing it, fully present with what is at the heart of any LGBTQ cinematic depiction. Is it really a porno film dressed up with some of the décor of a voguing film or is it a film about alternative expressions of LGBTQ sexuality that gets distracted by the attraction of its two catboy competitors? I’d argue that it’s neither, but a true expression of what the central character is really seeking in his strut down the catwalk. Only this film doesn’t pretend but gives its all, a pretty boy dance and the award that dance is truly seeking: a glorious sexual encounter, just as pretty to watch, if not more, to what the foreplay advertises. But then most of us in the good ‘ole USA have difficulty perceiving sex as a performance, let alone a performance of art.

 

Los Angeles, November 26, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (November 2025).

 

 

Peter Sellars | Nixon in China / 2011 [Metropolitan Opera HD-live production]

six degrees of insanity

by Douglas Messerli

 

John Adams (composer), Alice Goodman (libretto), Peter Sellars (director), Nixon in China / 2011 [Metropolitan Opera HD-live production]

 

Although most of the critics who I read (Mark Swed in the Los Angeles Times, Anthony Tommasini in The New York Times, and Anne Midgette of The Washington Post) agreed that the Met's new production of Nixon in China was excellent and long overdue, there was a sense between the three that the plot of the work was static and that one character, in particular, Henry Kissinger (sung by Richard Paul Fink) was a figure of parody whereas the others were treated more seriously. In a piece by Max Frankel, published in The New York Times a couple of days before the live HD airing, the former editor of the Times—who was with Nixon in China and won a Pulitzer Prize for covering the trip—squarely asked the question which the other reviewers only intimated:

 

                 ...Why bother, as in Nixon, to lure us to a fictional enterprise with

                 contemporary characters and scenes from an active memory bank?

                 Why use actualities, or the manufactured actualities of our television

                 screens and newspapers, to fuel the drama?

 

The answer, he feels, is "obvious but also treacherous," that the use of actual characters helps to "overcome the musty odor that inhabits many opera houses," drawing new audiences into the theater. But, Frankel continues, it brings other dangers with it:

 

                   The danger is that despite the verisimilitudes of text, setting and

                   costume, a viewer's grasp of events may not match the fabric

                   being woven onstage. What the creators intend to be profundity

                   may strike the knowing as parody.

 

      Most of the reviewers agreed that the composer, writer, and director did give their figures a range of emotions, both serious and comic, and between acts, Winston Lord (of National Security) assured us that much of the talk between Nixon and Chairman Mao in the First Act was close to what actually was said in their meeting; but all also felt that the opera did move to a kind of parody in the Second Art performance of The Red Detachment of Women, in which Fink, the singer-actor who played Kissinger, also plays a lecherous, Simon Legree-like landowner who has stolen away a young maiden. Fink sings:

 

                                             She was so hot

                                             I was hard-put

                                             To be polite.

                                             When the first cut

                                             —Come on you slut!—

                                             Scored her brown skin

                                             I started in,

                                             Man upon hen!

 

Some characterized this scene as surreal and the last act as psychological, as if they were somehow different in tone from the more historicized events in the First Act.


     If nothing else, there was a sense that Nixon in China, without a narrative arc, was a bit of a rocky ride. Certainly, at times, while always enjoying the shimmering glory of the music, I too felt that way while watching it. Yet now that I've pondered it for a while, I believe I was mistaken, that, in fact, the opera is highly structured and fairly coherent in its tone and presentation of characters.

     First of all, John Adams and Peter Sellars are never going to present something that works as a Verdi opera might. Although all may work with a complex weaving of historical events, Verdi's sense of drama is highly embedded in narrative, while Adams and team, postmodern in their approach, eschew what we might call "story."

    Nixon in China has "events," but there are presented in a series of tableaux, not unlike some medieval musical productions. Each character gets the chance to reveal his or her selves. But what Alice Goodman, Adams and Sellars are interested in is not so much the outer faces they present to the world, but what these figures are thinking and imagining within. And I think they would have to admit that every figure on their stage is, in one way or another, a bit unhinged; these are, after all—with the exception perhaps of Pat Nixon—people desperate for power. And all are on the edge of insanity.

     Even before we meet any of the major characters, the people of China speak in a strange manner that we comprehend is not quite rational thought, as they sing from the text of "The Three Main Rules of Discipline and Eight Points of Attention":

 

                             Prompt delivery directly to authorities of all items

                                  confiscated from landlords.

                             Do not damage crops.

                             Do not take a single needle or piece of thread from the masses.

                             Pay for everything you damage.

                             etc.

 

As they chant, "The people are the heroes now," even if these "heroes" are highly manipulated and controlled.

     Out of the sky drops the Nixons' Spirit of 76, and no sooner does the President descend the airstair, shaking the hand of Premier Chou En-lai, than he begins inwardly calculating the great results of this journey as the filming catches him just in time for the evening news broadcasts in the USA, he hilariously singing out his fascination with his own acts: "News! News! News!

 

                                          News has a kind of mystery;

                                          When I shook hands with Chou En-lai

                                          On this bare field outside Peking

                                          Just now, the whole world was listening

                                       
James Maddalena, who has now sung this role in hundreds of performances, is an amazing actor, who brings off those jowl-shaking absurdities quite brilliantly.


     Nixon's and Kissinger's meeting with Premier Chou (Russell Braun) and Chairman Mao (Robert Brubaker) in the next scene is perhaps the most absurd of the entire opera, as the two powerful leaders speak in a series of alternating gnomic jokes, apothegms, and, in Nixon's case, simple American verbal blunders. As Mao becomes more and more incomprehensible ("Founders come first / Then profiteers") in sayings parroted by a wonderful trio of assistants, Nixon attempts his linguistic twists spun from what he believes the Chairman might be saying. It all reminds me, a bit, of the other Peter Seller's performance as the totally innocent and ignorant Chance in the film Being There, where he spouts meaningless sentences interpreted by others to be full of profound significance. Mao and Nixon, one a bit senile, the other humorless and often depressed, hit it off beautifully in their mindless chatter, while the more rational Kissinger proclaims to be unable to understand anything, and the Premier sits silently in sufferance.

      What that meeting accomplished, an issue clearly of importance in this opera, is questionable. But surely we can feel, and, in Adams' delicious scoring, we can hear the growing friendliness of all figures as they swill down Mai-tai after Mai-tai with toast upon toast. Again, non-drinker Kissinger misses out on all the glorious insanity of the evening.


      In Act II we get a chance to see Pat Nixon at the edge. She begins the morning, in fact, downing a couple of needed pills. Like Premier Chou she is in sufferance, and, although excited by the whole trip, she is also exhausted and, we feel, not at all comfortable. The most American of this opera's figures, she flaunts a bright red coat. Flawlessly played by Janis Kelly, Pat comes off as somewhat frail and slightly terrified being as she is rushed through a glass factory (where the workers award her a green elephant) and classrooms in which the students have clearly been told what to say and how to behave, before stopping by the Gate of Longevity and Goodwill, where she sings her touching and slightly pathetic paean to the world she loves:

 

                                         This is prophetic! I foresee

                                         A time will come when luxury

                                         Dissolves into the atmosphere

                                         Like a perfume, and everywhere

                                         The simple virtues root and branch

                                         And leaf and flower. And on that bench

                                         There we’ll relax and taste the fruit

                                         Of all our actions. Why regret

                                         Life which is so much like a dream?

 

Yet the homespun images she spins out of her sense of momentary joy—lit-up farm porches, families sitting around the dinner table, church steeples, etc.—are right out of Norman Rockwell paintings and is just as absurd of a vision as are her husband's darker mumblings.


      That evening's presentation of The Red Detachment of Women ballet, written by Chiang Ch'ing, Mao's wife—as she so shrilly reminds us later—is experienced by the now overwhelmed Nixons less as an objective performance—in reality the evening ended with enthusiastic praise by the President and First Lady—as from a psychological, inner viewpoint. It is clear that Nixon, as he suggests several times in the opera, admired Kissinger's mind, but he also mocked his ways and apparently disliked the man personally. Accordingly, the Nixons both conjure up the evil landowner in their tired travelers' minds, to be, or, least, to look like Kissinger.* Like many an innocent theater-goer, the Nixons become so involved in the story of a poor girl who is saved and then destroyed by refusing to obey Communist doctrine that they confuse drama with reality, breaking into the action of the ballet itself to save and protect the young dancer.

     Mark Morris, using some aspects of the original choreography, nicely stages his orderly squadrons of young military dancers against the chaos of events. This is perhaps the most difficult part of the opera, and I am still not sure whether or not it truly succeeds, but it is crucial to our witnessing the truly mad person behind Chiang Ch'ing (Kathleen Kim)—who in real life may have been responsible for hundreds of deaths and had, herself, erratic nerves and severe hypochondriasis—as she proclaims in the noted aria, "I am the wife of Mao Tse-tung," angrily declaring that all be determined by "the book." After Mao's death, we should recall, Chiang Ch'ing committed suicide.

     After witnessing these six individuals'—Richard Nixon, Mao Tse-tung, Chou En-lai, Pat Nixon, Henry Kissinger, and Chiang Ch'ing—mental dramas, we can only breathlessly watch as they slip into sleep. Kissinger shacks up with one of Mao's translators before disappearing into the bathroom. The Nixons share their disappointments, the President for being misinterpreted by the newspapers, Pat silently suffering, with tearful eyes, from her husband's inattention and having herself to attend yet again to what may be his ritual recounting of an attack he endured in World War II. Mao also finds relief in the hands of one of his translators before threatening his wife for having made political mistakes, until he falls with her into a lustful embrace upon their bed. Chou En-lai, clearly already in pain from the bladder cancer which would kill him 4 years later, awakens early to return to his never-ending work, drawing a close to all the madness with the most profound question of the opera: "Was there any point to any of it?" The "it" may refer, obviously, to the Nixons' visit, but it also suggests another possibility of meaning: "Was there any point to all their madness, to their desperate struggles to hold onto any power they might have over others?" All ended their lives in disgrace and shame, except for Pat; but even she almost disappeared from the public eye after the death of her husband, suffering a serious stroke the same year that Chou En-lai died.

     In some respects, I now wonder, despite its occasional comic elements and always lush sonority of sound, if this isn't one of the darkest of operas. But then, aren't the young and the old—represented by the US and China—usually at the heart of the tragic, Romeo and Lear?

 

Los Angeles, February 19, 2011

Reprinted from American Cultural Treasures (March 2011).  

 

*Coincidentally, in my 1990 "opera for spoken voices," The Walls Come True (Los Angeles: Sun & Moon Press, 1995), I included Dr. Kissinger in my "Twelve Tyrants Between Acts: Mundane Moments and Insane Histories," based on the paranoia and ridiculous accusations he expressed in his Years of Upheaval (Boston: Little Brown, 1982) when, in 1973, he was in Hanoi attempting to negotiate the Paris Accords.            

    

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