Monday, August 25, 2025

David Mora | Dos veintitrés (Two Twenty-Three) / 2018

for the record

by Douglas Messerli

 

David Mora (screenwriter and director) Dos veintitrés (Two Twenty-Three) / 2018 [4 minutes]

 

A handsome man sits at the end of a pool, seemingly alone. He tells of a dream he had the night before in which he was at a party where he saw a beautiful woman in a miniskirt. He was a little drunk and was shouting at the DJ to play a song from Estopa. And as he turned, he spied yet an even more beautiful girl, a goddess, “light eyes, blonde hair, and a couple of considerable reasons.” And without hesitation he began to kiss her.


    And suddenly of the four of “us,” appear here in his pool. And the “chicks” begin to kiss one another, apparently being friends. The two males, “we,” were stunned and joined in. “You take your brunette, and I take my blonde, and we started to hook up.”

     Everything is fine until he notices that the girl has pricked him when kissing. He opens his eyes, “and instead of her face, it was you….”

     The man continues his story as he sits at the end of the pool, while addressing apparently no one, as if in a dream.

     “You know what I did? I continued as if nothing.” Indeed he was so horny that he forced his imaginary friend to suck him under water, with him barely breathing.

     But then the story suddenly shifts, as if the narrator were coming through a fantasy and admitting to a reality. “I lie. I didn’t dream this.” It was a fantasy that he added to his Sunday afternoon “wank.” And he also thought of his male friend, he admits, while jerking off on Friday after training.

     And sometimes even when fucking his girlfriend Elisa, he gets the smell of his friend. It’s all very strange, he admits, because he’s not into guys at all. “Gross!” he proclaims. “But sometimes I think about getting…the courage to let it go. But I don’t dare and get scared.”

     Because what is even more frightening to him is the possibility that his friend will not understand, the he doesn’t feel the same, that it may be something that will change their current relationship. “Because sometimes I think what we have is just perfect.”

      Suddenly, out from beneath the surface of the water, a beautiful man (Miguel Ángel Bellido) pops up, demanding to know “How much?”


      Our narrator looks at his watch: “Two twenty-two,” he answers. He looks attentively at his delighted friend, who has just broken his own record, a quiet smile remaining on the narrator’s face as his friend swims off and the credits quietly role.

       This short film by Spanish/Castilian Mora might almost be seen as a rehearsal for a bisexual coming out, or, more likely, a kind of audio-visual diary entry, shared with the viewer that will never be heard by the cinema-bound friend.

 

Los Angeles, August 25, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (August 2025).

Gregory J. Markopoulos | Swain / 1950

escape from hell

by Douglas Messerli

 

Gregory J. Markopoulos (screenwriter, based on Nathaniel Hawthorne’s Fanshawe, and director) Swain / 1950

 

Gregory Markopoulos’ 1950 short film Swain has a great many things in common, structurally and narratively, with the works of Curtis Harrington (in particular his 1946 film Fragment of Seeking), Kenneth Anger (Fireworks of 1947) and other early “coming out” works—what I describe as the “A” version—of the period, including his own Christmas, USA of 1949. The major difference, however, which also perhaps requires us to even reconsider the earlier works I mention, is that Markopoulos’ Swain, in its exaggerated tropes and its early-color vignettes, as if we were skipping through a scrapbook, is also very funny, seeming at moments, almost to make light of the genre his dear friends and he himself had already established. Perhaps, we suddenly perceive, Harrington, Anger, and others, despite their serious pleas for an escape from normative sex, were also having more fun with their expressions than we might have imagined, laughing at times at their own suffering.


     Like the previous works, Swain concerns a ritualized rejection of heterosexuality. Our hero, played by Markopoulos himself, has clearly had enough in the pits of his hetero-pretense represented in this case by a swamp full of alligators, a moccasin snake, and a dead bird from which a worm on his wing, as our hero climbs out of his own “slough of despondency,” struggling his way back into the Ohio landscape (Markopoulos was born and raised in Toledo, Ohio) wherein he is more at home. The scene of him clawing his way up to the highway can only remind one of a scene in Harrington’s 1948 movie, Picnic, where the queer figure, in search of escape, climbs up an endless staircase with crooked steps that seem to be growing as he struggles to make his way to the top.

    Markopoulos, our queer hero, does eventually scramble up the bank to reach the highway, doing what can only be described as a little dance of joy as he runs off in his escape from the matrimonial pits he has been facing.



    He next goes seeking his home, a kind “room of one’s own” to which he can escape to rest and create. On the way into the house, he stops briefly to caress a statue of a pan-like figure, the commentator named “Blogn” on letterboxd describing him traipsing around “a masculine statue in a way I can only describe as sultry.” He further communes with the demonic and satyr-like masks lining the rafters of the house like iconic male protectors.

     As in nearly all the early “coming out” films, the first thing he does once inside is to lie down on a bed, obviously the best place to rest after one’s struggle with the opposite gender and to further contemplate one’s decision to move away from the conventional. Yet Markopoulos’ bed is not the narrow hospital-like bed that shows up in many of these works, but a large double bed upon which he falls to sleep.


   Soon after, however, we see that he has been followed by the film’s symbol of the female sex and the expectation of matrimony, performed in this work by Mary Zelles, swathed in a silken white dress that clearly reminds us of a wedding gown.

     The hero, upon discovering that she has followed him, retreats to the greenhouse, the in-house version of a solarium which was often the scene to which young couples retreat. But the greenhouse, in this case, is a world of flowers, not potted palms, which the male accepts as he rightful domain, having become in his own mind, symbolically speaking, a feminized gardener of dahlias and lilies.


     But even here he is not safe, as the woman follows him, striding forcefully toward a world of beauty in which he feels safely hidden behind the fragile leaves and petals of nature. But she enters without hesitation, seeking him out. He backs away, turns tail, and hurries off into another hothouse chamber, she a bit like an Electra seeking revenge follows.

     He escapes, she still following, this time with a long black coat over her white dress, as she crosses a train bridge where she observes a man walking with a small child—reminding her surely of what she may lose without if she cannot change his mind.

     Yet, as she observes in an abstract work of art leaning against the walkway, perhaps by her former male friend himself, his life has been a hell; the work seem abstractly to reveal this history of our hero to date, including his attempt to escape the devilish world below, and in her realization walks off to a destination other than his, the smoke for the train engine billowing upward and reminding us, perhaps, of the final leave of the two would-be lovers in David Lean’s Brief Encounter (1945).



       A change in the music and the images of several high ornate towers suggests perhaps that she travels elsewhere and hints at a kind of release to the heavens.

     Our hero, meanwhile, walks across a must smaller bridge over a rivulet and moves off into a mark, stopping at one point at a small memorial before meeting up, obviously much later, with his former girlfriend, now dressed in a handsome blue suit with red collars. She smiles broadly as he appears, the two having cast away their “armor,” now joining in a friendly conversation with each other, without their previous constraints.


     For a moment, many of the terrifying images of the past flip by before the camera returns to their pleasant repast on the memorial in which they’ve seated themselves. And this time, it is she who stands up and leaves him alone.

      For one last moment, our hero imagines yet again that she has locked him up in a room from which he cannot escape; but then he soon realizes he is free to move off alone.



    With the use of serious classical music, some of it sounding like Stravinsky, and the highly wrought narrative, there are moments in this “coming out” work that in its melodramatic tropes approaches camp, and almost appears to be satirizing the work of his peers and himself of a few years earlier. Yet the serious message of the queer renunciation of the conventional sexuality remains as a powerful statement in this 1950 film, at a time when commercial Hollywood had long been forced to abandon all such concerns.

 

Los Angeles, August 25, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (August 2025).  

 


Edward Owens | Tomorrow’s Promise / 1967

the abandonment of now

by Douglas Messerli

 

Edward Owens (director) Tomorrow’s Promise / 1967

 

Having come to New York through the encouragement of filmmaker Gregory Markopoulos, the young teenager Edward Owens, after meeting Marie Mencken, her husband Willard Maas, Andy Warhol, and many others, fell in love with another filmmaker of the day Charles Boultenhouse,  for several decades at that point the lover of film theorist, critic, and poet Parker Tyler. With Tyler’s apparent approval, Owens became something like a polyamorous figure in their lives, obviously causing some tensions. In a letter to Boultenhouse, probably after Owens’ return to Chicago in 1971, he writes in a remaining fragment of a letter, for example, (words in brackets being my own), “[I wish] Parker would disappear so that I might have you. However I could, and would never have wished him harm, I also loved him even though I felt a bit of racial strain in him....”



      It was during this period in 1967 that Owens made his longest and, many agree, his most significant work, Tomorrow’s Promise. As the 18-year-old himself made clear, this is a film about vacantness, and the majority of this film’s frames are projected with an image of ink black darkness, with an occasional popping into sight of a street light, passing cars, a neon sign, or other such images that suggest that we might be traveling the way people in the Midwest did in the 1950s and early 1960s, in near total darkness. It reminded me of my own family’s travels during that time down narrowly paved roads without single sign for long periods of time of any light except for the headlights of the car itself.


       But even longer periods exist with absolutely no interruption of the blackness of the voyage, basically, between the films major two sections, both of them accompanied with contemporary classical music of the day that reminded me some of Morton Feldman or at other moments even John Cage. Owens himself, in a statement that has been reproduced in every discussion of this film, explains some of the structure of the work:

 

“Tomorrow’s Promise is a film about vacantness. Which physically does ‘begin’, reversed, upside down on the screen […] suddenly another such position is taken (not in reverse), this time by a male figure and soon, in this same section, the girl of the reversed image reappears posed in a  different way; a way obsessed by ‘mood’. Then a technical play of in-the-camera-editing occurs, more intense, brighter than in the first, reversed section. There are several inter-cuts which serve, in this and each subsequent section unto the end, as relative links into the final section: which is actually the ‘story’. The story the protagonist and her hero try to tell in their way is apophysis; except that ‘pictures’, clear visions take the place of words. My film could have been edited with precise tensions and a lucid straight narrative, but it was my aim to ‘re-create’ the protagonist of my personal life.” - Edward Owens


    It is almost as if we first get to know the two figures through the camera’s exploration of their bodily orifices, the aspects of their faces—noses, mouths, eyes—their breasts—the only time that we actually see any true evidence that one of the two is a woman—before we journey down to their hips, legs, and feet. We meet them, so to speak, in the raw, at one point the male vaguely (since all images are presented as if “through a glass darkly”) reveals his penis, itself slowly moving toward erection...or apophysis.


     The music suddenly ceases and we enter what I shall describe as the long black “middle” section of the work that I spoke of, a period in which we are most literally kept “in the dark,” with only  our imaginations to tell us what these two figures might mean to each other or if they are traveling through space on long voyages—whether it be in dreams or in real life—where they are going and why. The few images that begin to appear out of that darkness suggest a world of drugs (represented, rather campily, with the book cover of Jacqueline Susann’s The Valley of the Dolls and through occasional strobe lights), the sounds of pleading (through images of Ingre’s Jupiter and Thetis, recreating the instance when the sea nymph pleads with Jupiter to protect her son Achilles in the battles of the  Trojan War), and glimpses of Greta Garbo, a “star” attempting to lose her celebrity to the dark quietude of disappearing from public view. These three aspects of living which one might describe as the survival of love and beauty, the search for a way out in dreams and drugs, and the final denial of public life appear to be related to the difficulties the early couple we met who are now married.


       After a few moments of seeming celebration after their marriage, the couple go through difficult moments, which we are shown particularly in images of the bride in shock and suffering and the face-to-face encounters between the couple before their final break up symbolized the flashing exit sign.

      In short, Owens plays out their typical dilemma, as J. Hoberman has described it, “their breakup is being played out on a mock-cosmic level,” a divorce performed in almost operatic terms.

       But why should this film, other than its instances of male and female nudity, and its somewhat campy presentation of American divorce, be of any substantial interest to LGBTQ moviegoers?

       Even the director seems to have had some reservations about his major work. Writing Boultenhouse after he had returned to Chicago after having attempted suicide in New York, and while he still debating an eventual return, Owens wrote, again in a fragment:

 

“...you see, I had this utterly ridiculous idea of returning to NYC, to pick up the camera and some of my things (and for God’s sake Charles, don’t continue those wishful sighs of relief) planing [sic] to film in Chicago, hell, do commercials make money, etc., ah such thoughts, hopes until for some strange reason I just happened to look about me at the people and the landscape and realize how senseless filming there would be. I mean really, I’d be forever tur[n]ing [sic] out versions of Tomorrow’s Promise which idea and thought deserve no more thought. I mean as it is I’ll never stop making versions of that piece of.... but to actually use the same landscape and possibly people of a far lower life rank than those semi-charlatans fortunate enough to be case in the drear fucking film is, I think, going just a bit too far. And so my dear you no longer have to concern yourself of my being away from NYC any longer—don’t panic I won’t be on the next train but on some eventual means of travel I definitely will be.”

 

 

      Obviously, we was dissatisfied with the final result. And we can only wonder why? Perhaps it has do to do with the very last sentence of the earlier quote about the structure of the film itself, “but it was my aim to ‘re-create’ the protagonist of my personal life.”

       Who, we might ask, was the protagonist, the suffering woman or her handsome husband. Certainly the gay director gave far more frames to the well-dressed groom than he did to the aggravated bride. But then, as we might suspect, perhaps he identifies with the bride; after all his central figure in the 1966 film I reviewed, Autre fois j’ai aimé une femme was a kind of transgendered figure.


       Fortunately, we have evidence of who he saw as the protagonist in the 1967 work, the first paragraph of the above quote which has never been included in any of the several film statements and comments that I’ve read, but which I found in a file among his fragmented letters. That first paragraph not only tells us who the film’s hero is, but how he imagines her/his personality and vocation.

 

“Tomorrow’s Promise” is an illumed mirror’s reflection so well as ‘within’ the reflection of a vacant woman. A woman (the protagonist) not empty, but affected into simply a ‘closed’ state. An aphidian* by nature, she is far too apathetic to, for the sake of some degree of responsibility in her current love affair, identify herself.

     The hero is the artist: that ‘being’ in progress to beyond nowhere. He who subjects himself to those affinities he knows he must realize in order that his self bear substance; that which each subsequent project is begun; that which is universal—separate yet intrinsic to the soul of the artist; that which must be abandoned after so ebullient an evolution. Realizations being utilized only after the artist has almost for certain seen the morbidity of these same truths, only to blindly, once more stumble across them discovering there is something in the world in its obsequious, vacuum cleaner like search, [he] couldn’t find in these abandoned forms he now holds within his hands. Such a realized truth is that narrative form, vacantness.

      Vacantness is of the film art as atonality is of music. However, the film art (with vacantness) differs from music (with atonality and tonality) by film’s intrinsic nature: visual images recorded in space, and in time. Film art, therefore, is tenurially assigned to far more cogent statements. With its “Divine Recklessness,” the Art of Film, for its own sake, will remain antonymous to all else save its own, ‘illumed reflection’: vacantness.”


     What this generally missing passage suggests to me is that Owens, identifying as the female in his film, apprises her and his role as being the dark reflection of the forceful male figure, who in her/his very role as the mirror that in its existence reveals the light, is unable to act, to create the narrative to sustain the male action. There is a passivity in the film, a non-committalness that,  relating to death, does not provide the energy to create the narrative meaning which would give the other, the marital partner, his purpose in the present meaning of the story. Throughout the second part, the male remains nothing more than an image, the handsome groom appearing most often on the lower left side of the film’s image, while the woman, in reaction, rails and moves her hand beads around.

      It is tempting to see Owen’s own sexuality and role in his sexual relationship with Boultenhouse to be similar, the passive “female” of the two who cannot create an active and forceful union with his lover that he desires. His love, accordingly, is always a promise of “tomorrow” rather than a narrative that actively defines the motion of everyday life. He seems to see the need to become active, to move into cogent narrative recorded in space and time. Even in his private letters to Boultenhouse his seems to declare a shift in his intentions:

 

“Writing to say I want to Fuck you. If you’ll let me. But it must be my way. I’ll bring my phonograph and headphones on my next visit. You’ll get fucked, you’ll get my body, my animal, black dog technique, my cum inside your ass. Then maybe you’ll like me....”**

 

      Obviously something had come between them, something had changed; whether or not that had anything to do with his suicide attempt in a hotel, we can’t know. What we do know is that instead of pleading for the protection Achilles, the beautiful man who loved Patroclus, Owens chose the route through drugs and dreams to disappear from view like Garbo, to hide his youthful star talent under darkness until death.

      This may be a simplistic reading of the psycho-sexual relationship in which he and Boultenhouse were involved, but we can be sure that the apparent heterosexual marriage portrayed in Owens’ Tomorrow’s Promise was not that at all, but a coded film about his personal queer life.

     Owens might be described as queer experimental cinema’s Rimbaud, a young man surely too precocious in a time not even knowledgeable of some of the dilemma’s he was exploring in his art. 

 

*Any of various small, soft-bodied insects of the superfamily Aphidoidea that feed by sucking sap from plants and that can reproduce asexually.

**All passages quoting Owens come from the Edward Owens’ letters to Charles Boultenhouse, archived by The New York Public Library, as part of the “Charles Boultenhouse and Parker Tyler Papers.”

 

Los Angeles, March 10, 2022 | Reprinted from World Cinema Review (March 2022).

Edwards Owens | Private Imaginings and Narrative Facts / 1966

a story without a narrative or even words

by Douglas Messerli

 

Edward Owens (director) Private Imaginings and Narrative Facts / 1966

 

Originally titled Mildered Owens: Toward Fiction, a smoldering narrative about his mother, the 17-year-old Edward Owens, Private Imaginings and Narrative Facts represents a reediting of that work into a kind of imaginative narrative, presumably in New York.


     According to film commentator Ed Halter—the man who helped to rediscover Owens and interviewed him late in his life—these images were shot in Chicago, quite obviously since they are mostly of his mother and other Chicago acquaintances and friends. So unless Owen made a sudden trip back home in 1966, this work presumably is one of the early student efforts that had attracted Gregory Markopolous to his filmmaking in the first place.

       We can see this six-minute, accordingly, as a link from the almost totally non-narrative first film Autre Fois J'ai Aime Une Femme (1966) and the film that struggles with narrative in vacuity, Tomorrow’s Promise (1967). But here we are hardly proffered any blank space, as the images of his mother, other women, and men jostle against one another and are often superimposed upon each other. Despite the fact that this fragment is presented as a “silent film,” many of the figures, particularly his mother are emphatically speaking, addressing an unknown audience about unknowable subjects, Mildered at one point evidently discussing her ring, whose setting she pulls from it. Throughout there seems to be some sort of consternation or even scolding being uttered from the mother’s lips.


       Sometimes, there is the feeling of a fantasy narrative in genesis, and at other times, a sense a remembrance, of nostalgia and longing.

       Charles Boultenhouse—already his lover or soon to be—described Owens’ short work as:

 “A montage of still and moving images, mixing and alternating black people and white people, fantasy and reality, a presidential suite and a mother’s kitchen: a sensitive, poetic evocation in the manner of the film-maker’s Remembrance. Brilliantly colored and nostalgic, it comprises a magical transformation of painterly collage and still photographic sensibility into filmic time and space.”


      It does not take a great deal of imagination to sense that perhaps the images of this film were being shot at a time when the director already knew or sensed that he would be leaving the world he is capturing on film, and there is that sense of frustration between the urge to move on from the apparent statis of several of these figures and already a feeling of irreplaceable loss. Surely, if Owens was already imagining an escape to New York at the time when he caught these images, he could not have imagined if or when he might return.


 


      And there is, in this respect, also a great deal of playfulness with what were obviously fairly humble situations. At several times we see images of women attempting to look like models or celebrities. Stunning baroque-style rooms are counterposed with the humbler surroundings of a woman who appears to be his mother, her head turbaned, sitting in a rattan chair. In several cases these worlds are overlayed upon one another, his family members and friends becoming through the imagistic links kings and queens.

     If Autre Fois J'ai Aime Une Femme was a story without narrative and Tomorrow’s Promise was a narrative with only a minimal amount of images, Private Imaginings and Narrative Facts is a noisy sending-off celebration without sound, a film not only about the present but about these figures’ desires and hopes for the future and perhaps for the prince they are seeing off.


      Even if we take away the notion of the director and his family imagining Owen’s departure, there is a sense throughout this work of something impermeable, transient, and fleeting in his combined images of the real and desire, in the disparity between who each of these figures are and what they would like to be. We surely are witnessing story-telling in the making, only we cannot hear the words nor do we have a narrative; we have only lost the fragments of the story and are forced to imagine that narrative in our mind’s eye.

     Halter, himself describes something similar to what I see in this work: “...achingly silent Private Imaginings and Narrative Facts focuses more directly on his mother, setting her regal depiction amidst delicate pulses of editing and oblique superimpositions, evoking the gap between the homebound realities of life and desires for far-off luxury and refinement.”

 

Los Angeles, March 12, 2022

Reprinted from World Cinema Review (March 2022).

 

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