Sunday, January 25, 2026

Ethan Gough | Do People Think We’re Gay? / 2025

do you think?

by Douglas Messerli

 

Ethan Gough (screenwriter and director) Do People Think We’re Gay? / 2025 [6 minutes]

 

This rather silly short film dares to ask the question of two presumably straight guys (Reece Vanderveen and Aiden Bond), or I should say dares for the two straight guys to ask the question about their friendship, which includes the necessity of holding hands in public (one feels uncomfortable in crossing open streets), living together, sleeping in the same bed, and spooning (i.e. curling up close with the other in bed), if they might suggest to others that they are gay. As one of them explains, it’s simply a matter that “I get lonely at night, and I need someone to cuddle.”


    Obviously, these two men are into deep, deep denial, since they maintain that despite their later open kisses—perhaps just the imagination of the one who has maintained an erection throughout the night—and simply their lovely rapport together has anything to do with homosexuality.

    Perhaps Michigan boys are simply not into such big words, but you’d think that they might at least offer up the possibility that they might be queer, even it they use the word in the old-fashioned manner.

    This film is obviously just a little tease. These guys are truly into one another in terms of male-on-male sexuality, selecting their records as a pair, shopping together for each other’s sweaters, even grabbing an imaginary cop of a naked man on a poster.


     Actually, I’ve met such true innocents, back in my university days, college roommates who loved to wrestle, hugged, shared their lives together without even stopping to consider whether their intimacy meant anything other than being a great ‘bro to another brother. I think they’re now both married to deeply possessive women.

     But really haven’t we gay men now have more to talk about than boys playing house without realizing it? Just as the barista reportedly says early in the film: “They’re so cute together.” But does any of this matter?

     Cute is a midwestern term for something that provides nothing but a surface pleasure. But these boys, curling up together in the middle of the night, are just dumb to the deeper joys they might have enjoyed. And frankly, I don’t give a damn anymore. Let them spoon in bed. This is 2025; even as an old man who no longer can get a hardon, I just want to fuck.

 

Los Angeles, January 25, 2026

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (January 2026).  

 

 

Isabelle Solas | Nos corps sont vos champs de bataille (Our Bodies Are Your Battlefields) / 2021 [documentary]

making and recording transgender history

by Douglas Messerli

 

Isabelle Solas (writer and director) Nos corps sont vos champs de bataille (Our Bodies Are Your Battlefields) / 2021 [documentary]

 

If you are among those many sis heterosexuals who believe that transsexuals (women born into male bodies in which they felt trapped) spend their time once freed into the appropriate gender by dressing up in gowns, putting on makeup, and coloring their nails, you need to see Argentine documentarian Isabelle Solas’ film Our Bodies Are Your Battlefield where we follow the political struggles of several Argentine and one Peruvian transgender activists who fight long and hard for their rights and basic civil protections. Focusing on two women, Claudia and Violeta, Solas presents their long journeys through the years, the friends who’ve they established in the process, as well as the lonely exhaustion they must endure for their cause.

     These women look very much like the feminist advocates they are, although often unrecognized as such. In fact, they are at war with so many forces larger than theirs one wonders, at moments, how they even endure their chosen avocations; but perhaps it is because they are so denigrated by the dominate and basically conservative culture in which they live and are equally ignored and even hated by their sister feminists, that they are forced to make themselves heard simply to prevent the kind of incidents which this film chronicles, beginning with a trial from 2018 of man convicted of stabling to death a major transgender activist, Diana Sacayán in 2015.

      In her review of this film in the Washington City Paper, Ella Feldman nicely describes the first scenes of Solas’ film:

 

“It opens in an Argentine courtroom, where a judge delivers a sentence for Gabriel David Marino, who brutally killed Diana Sacayán, a transgender woman who dedicated her life to advocating for her community. The judge describes the harrowing details of her murder plainly, while Marino sits, unflinching. Outside the courthouse, trans women hold signs condemning “transvesticido,” or transvesticide. (In Argentina, the term transvestite is embraced by the trans community.)”

 

     The murderer’s conviction, one of the first in Argentine under laws against gender-motivated hate crimes which Sacayán and the central figures in this film fought for, was a truly historic event.

      From the general past, Solas moves quickly to the specific, introducing us to Claudia Vásquez Haro, a transgender scholar and activist, in a moment of private joy as she runs across the sand with five dogs only to join, a moment later, her mother and sister, laid out on a blanket. Claudia will soon be one of the level-headed voices central to this story.

     She is a Peruvian immigrant who has long lived in La Plata, making history as the first Argentine trans woman to receive a doctorate degree. Cath Clarke of The Guardian describes her as “a funny, witty force of nature who is doing her damnedest to lobby feminist groups for more trans inclusion.” “Spirited and bold,” observes Feldman, “Vasquez Haro comes alive when she speaks to crowds at marches and political gatherings. Rights, in her eyes, need to be demanded, and bodies need to be put on the line.”

     She and numerous of her activist friends have come together for the annual women’s conference, while at the same time the film follows the latest presidential election which ends, fortunately, with the liberal with liberal Alberto Fernández ousting right-wing businessman Mauricio Macri.

      

     If you might think these transgender women have every reason and right to join the feminists on the stand to speak with the vast community of women still fighting for legal rights, you haven’t encountered the “trans-exclusionary radical feminists” (TERFs) who, even along with many centrists, resent and fight the inclusion of transgender individuals in the conference.

     Claudia, as we quickly learn, is close to her mother and family who have supported her at all times; but many of the women for who she battles were kicked out of their homes at early age for admitting to their parents their gender dysphoria, and were forced to survive as transgender prostitutes on the street. They too have fought the patriarchal system that not only denigrates women but vilifies and attempts to destroy men who identify as women. Most feminists today can enjoy the relative safety of their heterosexual unions, while transgender women—whether lesbian, straights, and those who find love only with other transgender individuals—have few safety nets or legal protections. Gay men and lesbians have far more rights than transgender individuals.

     Claudia and her friends, however, must fight their way even into the conference grounds, and when it comes time for the public speeches, Claudia brings in a gay man dressed in drag to help, with her friends, to literally lift up her body against the pushes and shoves of the TERFs and others, so that she too might speak to the issues for which the conference in general argue. *

      The second major focus of Solas’ film, Violeta Alegre works as an anthropologist, and we follow her not through the political melee in which Claudia is involved, but as a visitor to a group of trans women whom she intends to interview about their romantic and sexual relationships. Her methods of resistance include the quieter activities of walking the night streets of Buenos Aires to paste up posters over political advertisements, and quietly question the women she meets, discovering a wide divergence among them, which Solas is eager to identify: as Feldman summarizes, “Some are immigrants, others are native-born. Some are light-skinned, others are women of color. Some are lesbians, some are straight. Some are sex workers, others believe sex work should be abolished.”

      At one point in the film Violeta celebrates her 30th birthday, which brings up the issue of an observation earlier in the film that life expectancy for transgender women is 32 in Argentina. At the party we see lovers and friends come together for a joyful gathering of drink and dance, Violeta herself joining the dance floor and pulling in one of the dancers for gentle, long kiss.

      We get the feeling that Violeta’s life is a kind of never-ending round of travels where she lectures on the numerous aspects of transgender life that she has uncovered, it being a sexuality that perhaps was first identified in scientific papers as late as the late 19th century and had little serious research before Magnus Hirschfeld’s studies in Weimar Germany, documents utterly destroyed by the Nazis. What she has learned, accordingly, is essential to be shared with trans communities wherever they exist.

      Near the end of the film, Violeta is feted in a provincial city showing photographs of black and white images of trans women from other eras, dressed-up formally for secret balls and celebrations. For the attendees she is nearly like a goddess bringing them knowledge of who they are and what they have been.

      But it is not an easy life for either the fiery advocate or the traveling anthropologist/historian who looks tired and fairly lonely, both of whom have quite literally lived lives, like so very many transgender women, whose bodies have become the battlefields of others.

     

*Watching this film for the first time was somewhat confusing since, as Feldman notes: “The details of this landscape are largely left for the viewer to infer on their own, a choice that succeeds in upholding the film’s verité tone, but may be challenging for viewers unfamiliar with Argentine politics.”

 

Los Angeles, June 24, 2023

Reprinted from World Cinema Review (June 2023).

Érica Sarmet | Uma Paciência Selvagem Me Trouxe Até Aqui (A Wild Patience Has Taken Me Here) / 2021

letting it all out

by Douglas Messerli

 

Érica Sarmet (screenwriter and director) Uma Paciência Selvagem Me Trouxe Até Aqui (A Wild Patience Has Taken Me Here) / 2021 [26 minutes] 

 

Interestingly, of the seven short lesbian-oriented films I saw at the NewFest 2022, six of them were notably different in tone and approach than any of the gay male films I saw in the same festival. While the gay films moved directly to the heart of their subjects, dealing head-on with the issues at stake—desire, coming out, the search for changing self-identity, anger, and acceptance—the films about lesbian relationships approached their subjects, for the most part, obliquely, spoke of love in almost whispered terms, shyly pointed to oppositions rather than announcing them, and hinted at coming out rather than representing any such actual confrontation. Although this is, of course, a ridiculously small sampling of such films to make any generalizations, it reminded me that, for example, the “coming out” film was rare in the lesbian vault of LGBTQ movies. Although there are numerous films demanding attention for the lesbian cause, there are far many more movies that prefer to discuss those very issues through what I might describe as a “slanted” approach often surrounded by a veneer of domesticity.


     Actually, I admired these subtler approaches, having long ago tired of the endless visual rhetoric of thousands of outpourings of hurt, anger, and frustration in gay male films.   

     The exception to this observed phenomenon, Brazilian filmmaker Érica Sarmet’s 2021 movie, even carries within its Adrienne Rich-inspired title the “wild patience” is has taken the lead figure of this work, now an older lesbian who had almost given up an active life in her community, to come to the open declarations and revealing sexual representations that her film proclaims.

      Vange (Zélia Duncan) seems to be sitting on the outside of her own world as enjoying a drink at street café she observes the youth around her playing and teasing openly about their costumes, appearance, and sex itself. Vange evidently determines to return to lesbian bar from where she has long been absent and there meets a curious young woman, Rô (Bruna Linzmeyer) who’s intrigued and fascinated by the older lesbian woman, as well as being admittedly attracted to her.


      When Vange leaves for the evening, explaining that she has a long way to travel on her motorbike, Rô outrightly asks if she can join her. Vange accepts and the two go racing off to the elder’s home, looks of joy as they sit close to one another with the wind on their faces.

      After an apparently sexually satisfying night, Vange returns Rô back to the city, where the younger girl immediately introduces her to what appears to be a commune of lesbian activists with whom she lives and spends most of her days.

     Almost immediately, the story shifts from being a personal re-outing of Vange to a love-letter to lesbianism addressed to the world, as the younger women, embraces the older with great interest for the depth of history she provides.


     The film then metamorphizes almost into an intemperate and most certainly impatient advertisement of the joys of lesbianism as the women engage in a group orgy, demonstrating the numerous positions of possible lesbian sexual pleasures, presented almost as an answer to those millenniums of male taunts that question how lesbians might sexually satisfy themselves.

     After, the women march to a local public beach where, with two boys playing with a ball in the background, they set up camp.

       The film ends with a complete abandonment of patience proclaiming the lesbian cause in logos, flags, and shouts. Obviously the long patience of woman like Vange has worn itself out, and the wildness overtaken their hearts. 

 

Los Angeles, October 28, 2022

Reprinted from World Cinema Review (October 2022).

My Queer Cinema Index [with former World Cinema Review titles]

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