record of lost love
by Douglas
Messerli
Juanma Carrillo
(director) Muro (Wall) / 2010 [6 minutes]
In
the middle of a noisy urban center, with construction work going on nearby, a
handsome young man (Juanma Carrillo) leans against a wall to wait. We don’t
know precisely what he’s waiting for, but the stance and the look of the man
suggest he is gay and may even be waiting for a pick up.
Finally another good-looking you man
(Tadeo Dietz) comes along. The two quickly kiss, the first running his hands
along the lean body of is friend as if hinting that he has grown too thin. They
kiss again, but the second man soon pulls away to answer a phone call, moving
away from the other in several directions has the other impatiently waits.
Eventually he stands and writes on the
wall: “XQ erres 1 cobarde” (“Because you are a coward.”) And the film ends.
Given the first man’s response, it appears
that the reason they are breaking up is not that the second man has fallen in
love with someone else, but hints that he is afraid to continue the
relationship with the first man because of the fact that it is gay. Cowardice
is the cause, apparently, not the fact that someone else has caught his eye,
and when that word comes between two male lovers it hovers over the scene like
a cloud from hundreds of such films where one of a couple pulls out a gay
relationship for fear of being discovered and perceived as being a gay man by
family and friends.
Los
Angeles, October 4, 2023
Reprinted
from World Cinema Review (October 2023).
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