showering with sequins
by Douglas Messerli
William Stead (screenwriter and director) All
the Young Dudes / 2020 [9 minutes]
It’s only been a year, as he later tells his square-boy admirer Jacob, a
wonderful but terrifying year in which he turned from someone exactly like
Jacob into a glam-rock devotee. It’s hard even find the records in their
Georgia town—Jacob has only a David Bowie single—but somehow Billy has obtained
even the rarest of albums demonstrating the British revolution in music about
which their bullying peers know absolutely nothing.
In
his bedroom in the company of the neophyte Jacob, Billy can finally admit how
this music “helped him a lot, it helped me,” obliquely referring to his
cross-dressing tendencies and his feeling as a gay boy of being utterly
isolated from the world in which he lives. But just before putting on the
record for Jacob, Billy catches a look of himself in the mirror which reveals
the trail of tears through his eye makeup. Despite his wonderful ability to
bluff, he clearly is still terrorized by the brutes around him.
Jacob appears in the mirror behind him, and in any other film the
implicit bond between them would have resulted in a kiss; but as IMDb
commentator scottymena emotionally responds:
“…My favorite part of the film is when Billy
and Jacob have this moment where they realize the other's pain. But instead of
consoling each other by a kiss (which many queer films always do to answer
someone's frustration), Billy puts makeup on Jacob. It feels like a more
intimate moment between the two characters rarely seen on film. You felt the
sincerity of both boys trying to find meaning in their lives and in each
other.”
As
Billy moves toward Jacob, makeup kit in hand, Jacob quotes: “People stared at
the makeup on his face,” Billy continuing, “and laughed at his long black hair,
his animal grace.” He paints Jacob’s face and just as suddenly Stead’s film
transports the boys, now both electric guitars, having taken over the
late-night football field—symbolically having reclaimed heterosexual reality—as
they sing, at least in their imaginations, David Bowie’s “All the Young Dudes”:
Television man is crazy
Saying we're juvenile delinquent wrecks
Oh, man, I need TV when I got T-Rex
Oh, brother, you've guessed, I'm a dude, dad
All the young dudes (hey, dudes!)
Carry the news (where are you?)
Boogaloo dudes (stand up, come on!)
Carry the news
Certainly not a profound short film, Stead’s work is nonetheless
effective in demonstrating how gay youths often find alternative worlds in
order to survive the heteronormative societies in which they find themselves
trapped.
This short film would be a natural to accompany a screening of Todd
Hayes’ Velvet Goldmine of 1998.
Los Angeles, October 8, 2023
Reprinted from World Cinema Review (October
2023).
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