sex as eucharistic redemption
by Douglas Messerli
Andy Warhol (conceiver and director) Blow Job / 1964
Andy Warhol’s seminal gay sex film directly
returns us, in 1964, to Jean Genet’s Un chant d’amour of 1950. Like
Genet, Warhol demonstrates sexual acts without actually depicting them,
allowing the imagination of any sympathetic viewer to fill in the spaces.
If nothing else, this is a film of an utter ecstasy that might also be compared with the work of another gay director, Robert Bresson’s horrific spiritual tortures of his Jeanne d’Arc. Like her, the central figure of Warhol’s film is quite literally being consumed by the fire licking his loins, which Warhol, through his constant alterations of light and dark—the camera at two instances releasing the film into a total bright white light that removes us even from the vision of the delighted sufferer—paralleling the rhythmic alterations of the mouth in its vertical movements. **
For minutes, Bookwalter’s lovely face moves up in pleasure, alternating with downward glances, the camera turning his eyes into dark auras of acceptance, hinting at the heavenly and bodily incarnations of what we have always known sex is all about.
The
only clue that we have that the sexual act has been completed is when the actor
takes out a cigarette, and like Genet’s figure, enjoys its equally sexual
pleasures instead of the energetic actions below. In an odd way, this gesture
is more sexual that his ecstatic enjoyments. In this simple act Bookwalter
becomes somewhat of a gay icon himself, a kind of movie star that transcends
his roughly-filmed sexual pleasure, which, in a sense was what Warhol’s factory
was all about.
Evidently, Warhol had originally invited Charles Rydell, the boyfriend
of filmmaker Jerome Hill, to be the cinematic figure of Blowjob, but in
disbelief of the request, Rydell never showed up for the shooting. The Factory
hanger-on Bookwalter quickly replaced the missing actor. Warhol, despite the
legend of his asexuality, most certainly could spot a beautiful man when he saw
him, and the movie became a legendary statement of gay sexuality, centered on
the beauty of its young discovery, who Warhol could apparently not even
identify.
Legend has it that not all of the “five boys” (sounding a bit like the
promised 72 virgins of Islamic
matryhood) showed up for the shooting.
Does it matter? Somebody or several somebody’s sucked the would-be actor
into a nirvana of intense pleasure, desire, and disdain that reechoed Genet in
the US gay audiences’ consciousness and changed the notion of how to present
gay love upon the screen.
Throughout Warhol’s career, in movie after movie, he built up an entire
world of artistic gay-centered productions which helped to break through the
barrier that, in the very same period, the cultural and legalistic authorities were
determined to quell.
I
was living in Norway the year this short film was made, soon to return with a
great deal of gay-angst, which a couple of years later would break out into
just such the organistic enjoyment that Warhol had shoved onto the screen. I
later met some of his cinematic collaborators such as Ronald Tavel and Gerard
Malanga, the former of whom I quite admired.
If Blowjob
is not exactly a profound statement, it nonetheless affected the world of its
time, helping us to comprehend that sex was not something to hide, but a
delightful release into space that was still inexplicably something to keep
hidden for most of the world population. Sex, in Warhol’s films, was a joyful
acceptance of the way things truly were: a loving expression of a new kind of Eucharistic redemption.
For
both Genet and Warhol, gay sex suddenly became a new kind of expression of love
in a world of hate, even if Warhol’s violent death and AIDS eventually helped
to destroy that would-be myth.
*We are never shown who is actually
providing the fellatio pleasures to the central figure, the beautiful
look-alike James Dean figure, DeVeren Bookwalter; it is rumored to have been
filmmaker director Willard Maas, the five boys, as I mention above, not all
showing up.
**When I was young, I was never much
into “blow jobs”; I have a severe gag response as a provider, and I generally
preferred other sexual releases involving being a top and bottom to a good
suck. But in one instance in a sleazy gay hangout, I came upon a young man who
wanted only to provide me with his services. It was the very best blow-job I
have ever had in my life, which strangely today I can even recall.
Los Angeles, December 30, 2019
Reprinted from World Cinema Review (December
2019).
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