by Douglas
Messerli
Jamal Belmahi and
Manfred Rott (screenplay), Manfred Rott Utopies (Utopia) / 2012
[22 minutes]
So they continue on their voyage through
the barren suburban landscape, itself filled with failed utopian projects from
the past, imaginary spaces perhaps for the couples of decades earlier, some of
which now have fallen into decay and abandonment.
Julien has chosen one such ruin as he
destination, Thomas almost terrified to join him in visiting it, a bit like the
impossibly vast Nazi Baltic holiday retreat which is at the center Stéphane
Riethauser’s Prora released the same year as this movie.
Thomas can only imagine that Julien has taken him there to fuck him,
although Julien insists he is not there for sex. Almost in Leonard Bernsteinian
refrain, Julien insists it is the place that matters, a place of their own in
which to create something. A place in which they can create a utopia.
Julien shows him the “garden,” a small
bower of pine trees that meet up with the fence next to the railroad tracks.
What are your dreams, he asks Julien.
Simple ones evidently: an apartment in
Paris, a girlfriend, a job.
Julien smiles, suggesting that perhaps
Thomas should then avoid “Gay Chat.”
When Thomas asks Julien what he wants,
Julien reminds him of his imaginary places, pointing back to the empty building
to indicate that this is one of them, adding “with you.”
Thomas admits that his talk disturbs him,
that he always “catches him up.” I might almost suggest that the suddenness of
Julien’s attention takes his breath away. He is both flattered and frightened,
and hasn’t yet the imagination to even wonder at the possibility since he hasn’t
quite even come out to himself.
Suddenly, Thomas stands up and runs off,
with Julien on the chase. It has become a game, the frightened boy hoping to be
caught to be taught what love is all about. Just as suddenly, he stops and they
kiss, Julien admitting that he isn’t very good at it, but he will teach him.
Angrily, Thomas stomps off. Back in the “garden”
he tries to think things out, to decipher the meaning of all the strange events
that have been happening to him since he met Julien.
They wake up in each other’s arms in the
tent, Thomas asking so what about your utopia then.
Julien admits it doesn’t work, Thomas finally
arguing that it was a nice idea.
Together, both with backpacks this time, they
bicycle to the train, hugging one another as Julien enters the car to be taken
back to where he lives. Thomas drives back through the gate where the boys
again try to haze him, but is unperturbed. Back in his apartment, he opens a
window; he has been given a new life. If it is not a utopia it might at least
allow him some further dreaming.
Several commentators have likened Rott’s
short film to the work of Derek Jarman. And like Jarman’s work, it certainly
does exude a poetic quality that is worth nothing. But I don’t see Jarman here
as much as I see similarities with other such short films of the period,
including the works of New Zealand Welby Ings and the aforementioned Prora.
More to the point is that Rott’s film is a true original, a lovely tale of
coming out that doesn’t involve a verbal announcement. Thomas has finally come
to terms with himself, while Julien has come to realize that love is not an
ideal but a delightful experience. Any utopias in these boys’ worlds has to be
left to their future imaginations.
Los Angeles, December 12, 2024
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (December
2024).
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