but he doesn’t know the territory
by Douglas Messerli
Ignacio Campón and Valentino R. Sandoli (screenplay), Valentino R.
Sandoli (director) Paradigma / 2016 [18 minutes]
Having just recently come
out, Guille is secretly in love with his best friend, but cannot properly
express it to him and feels that his love might meet with total rejection.
Accordingly, Guille seeks out sex with people on the internet, including an
older man who dispassionately fucks him, but politely invites the boy to visit
him again.
What Guille doesn’t
realize is that it was simply a nicety, a way saying one time is enough and I
don’t want see you again. Goaded on by his rather coarse girl-friend Julia
(María Crespo)—the kind of open-minded woman friend that once might have
described in the nasty good ole days as a fag-hag—he attends a party that they
have tracked down on Facebook that the man is hosting.
The would-be host is
horrified by Guille’s and Julia’s sudden appearance and begs them to leave.
“The only reason I went along with you was to get you to suck my dick a bit
longer,” he straight-forwardly admits. Besides, he has a boyfriend.
The leather dressed
figure insists Guille share the drug he is using, and the young boy, without
even wanting to is suddenly involved in a bacchanalian which ends with his new
friend offering up his ass to be fucked. Almost too afraid to deny the
pleasure, Guille has unprotected sex with the man.
By film’s end we still
don’t know precisely what the paradigm is or if this young man will fulfill his
search for a suitable companion, but he has certainly come closer to the right
“territory” if nothing else.
Sandoli’s film, while
certainly not profound, does succinctly express, without the angst of David
Moreton’s The Edge of Seventeen and without the purposeful search for
sex in all the wrong places by the young hero of Eliza Hittman’s Beach Rats,
the confusion anyone having just come out might encounter in trying to
comprehend how to find someone with whom you might want to share a few
evenings, let alone your life.
For young beginners
like Guille—and I say this half seriously—there ought to be a paradigmatic
guide to help the LGBTQ beginner know, for example, what one might or might not
expect from a single encounter in a world that is so fluid; how does one
determine truth or deception expressed by individuals who may have had years of
experiences of which the young can never imagine. In such an uncharted
territory, a freshman might not even know what sexual actions he or she
prefers. If nothing else a neophyte exploring sexuality should be warned not to
keep his foot in the door as someone tries to close it.
Los Angeles, October 11, 2020
Reprinted from World Cinema Review and My Queer Cinema blog
(October 2020).
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