i chose him to kill me
by Douglas Messerli
The first scenes of Stephen Frears’ 1987 film,
Prick Up Your Ears begins much in the same way that Dan Futterman’s 2005
film Capote does, with friends trying to comprehend why they have not
seen the victims for a while breaking to their house to discover the gruesome
truth. In Prick Up Your Ears it is the slightly nosey, but utterly
friendly and nonjudgmental Islington neighbor Mrs. Sugden (Janet Dale) come to
check on Joe Orton (Gary Oldman) and Kenneth Halliwell (Alfred Molina) who
knocks on their door before calling the janitor and finally the police, who
break in to discover the murdered couple: Orton hammered into death by
Halliwell before the later downed an overdose of Nembutal, which, even in
normal conditions, can produce symptoms of dizziness, nausea, excitability and
nightmares—all of which, in one way or another might describe the lives of the
two dead men, who had lived together for over 16 years, a long part of which
was a kind of attempt for both of them to abandon the other.
The
rather prissy elder might not at all have been attracted to the rough-hewn
Orton, and given the young man’s cynical approach to almost all things that
reeked of high culture Halliwell might never have introduced his cute young
pupil to the greats of world literature as well as its gay delights such
writers as Ronald Firbank, whom their collaborative fictions often imitated.
Surely, given his more conservative nature, Halliwell might never have
allowed himself to, at Orton’s urging, check out library books by established
British authors, in over 70 cases, rewriting the blurbs and collaging different
art upon their covers, acts which landed both of them in jail, charged for
theft and malicious damage for which the judge handed down a sentence to serve
of six months, an usually long period of incarceration for such acts, which
they attributed to the fact that they were “queers.”
Or
Orton might simply have long ago taken the advice of many of his friends, and
simply cut off his relationship with the increasingly unbalanced Halliwell,
who—faced with his own failure as an artist of any kind, began to refer to
himself simply as Orton’s “personal assistant” and even his overlooked
housewife.
If
nothing else, Orton might have taken as his invited guest Halliwell instead of
his agent to the award ceremony in 1966, where his play Loot won the
best play of the year. Halliwell himself evidently begged his friend to take
him to the “ball”:
“Kenneth Halliwell: I just want to go to the
awards! I could! Look, ‘Joe Orton and guest.’ I'd behave. I wouldn't say a
word, I promise.
Joe Orton: No.
Kenneth Halliwell: Why?
Joe Orton: Because it's for me. I wrote it.
Kenneth Halliwell: I gave you the title.
Joe Orton: Okay, so when they have awards for
titles, you can go to that.”
Orton’s acceptance speech, insisting:
“My plays are about getting away with it, and
the ones who get away with it are the guilty ones. It's the innocents who get
it in the neck. But that all seems pretty true to life to me. Not a fantasy at
all. I've got away with it ‘so far’
[hoisting trophy]
and I'm going to go on…”
states that it would not have at all pleased
his fussy friend. And certainly, Halliwell would not have joined him in a
cottage where, depositing the trophy Orton had stuffed into a paperback beside
the urinals, before the award-winning playwright removing the bulbs from the
overhead toilet lights, where he joined in a group sex act.
As
Ramsay herself comments things might have different, permitting him a greater
longevity, if Joe just out of kindness, had taken Halliwell out for dinner on
the night of August 9, 1967.
By
that time, however, as the Washington Post critic Desson Howe argues,
“Halliwell finds himself a forgotten (and balding) lover. Eliza Doolittle has
overtaken Henry Higgins and is picking up other men to boot.”
With an almost calm demeanor, Kenneth Halliwell, already seeking
psychological help, calmly takes up a hammer to bludgeon in his lover’s head
before eventually serving up a cocktail of drugs to himself, while declaring,
as if it were a completely rational statement: I must have loved him since “I
chose him to kill me.”
In
retrospect, it almost appears that Orton chose Halliwell to kill him as well,
or, at least, to stop him from “getting away” with everything he previously
had. Fortunately, in his three major plays (Entertaining Mr. Sloane, Loot,
and What the Butler Saw) Joe Orton did get away with transforming
British drama, while influencing the dark humor of theatrical comedies around
the world.
Los Angeles, August 9, 2020
Reprinted from World Cinema Review (August
2020).
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