bodies and beds
by Douglas Messerli
Keerthivasan B (screenwriter and director) Love’s Green Patch / 2024
[15 minutes]
The two boys are very close friends, sharing
a single bed even though another bed lies at an angle to it close by. They are
also very hands on, seen often as they lounge upon the bed, with arm around the
other’s neck or a hand left lying on the other’s shoulder, the phenomenon of
which their friend quite clearly notices either negatively judging their
behavior or feeling a twinge of jealousy—we can’t be sure.
The first
seems of minor importance. Raja wants to paint their room green, an odd color
Deva argues. Who paints a room in green?
In the second
of the events, Raja breaks up with his would-be girlfriend (Vandhana Varghese)
by simply answering her request to go out together by saying that he’d like to
remain best friends with the possibility of a relationship at some time in the
future. She gets the message and immediately leaves him.
doesn’t quite mean what he’s saying since when Raja
finally reports that he’s gay, it somewhat troubles him, particularly when
their friend reenters to spot them laying beside one another, with Raja’s hand
upon Deva’s body.
Deva
finally perceives what their close relationship might mean. And even when he
rides with Deva on the latter’s motor scooter, his hands change from holding on
to his friend to balancing them on back of the scooter. And finally, he gets up
in the midst of one of their afternoon naps, leaves, and doesn’t come back
until the next morning.
Raja
clearly notes the change in their friendship, and even when Deva joins him on
the bed, he moves aside to give him more room, moving away even when Deva puts
up his foot as if to reestablish the closeness they once maintained.
Yet we perceive
that Deva’s absence has signified a time of thinking about the situation. Is he
perhaps now comfortable with the news of his dear friend’s sexuality? Or just
perhaps, is he himself in love with his friend, without even knowing it?
No clear
answer to that latter question is given. But what Deva does finally offer Raja
is like a tiny signifier of his faithfulness, a small patch of green paint he
slathers not on their bedroom wall, but on the outside of the building itself.
I don’t
know what green might signify in East Indian culture, or in the Tamil language.
But surely it must have, as it does in English, a notion of the restorative, of
the tranquility of nature. Perhaps it even suggests, as it does in English, the
idea of proceeding, as in a green light, a kind of sign that they might “go
ahead” in their friendship, relationship, love—whatever it is. Certainly
the English-language titles suggests it’s love.
Los Angeles, September 11, 2025
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog
(September 2025).




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