in the dark
by Douglas Messerli
Leon Cheo (screenwriter and director) People Like Us, “Got
Place,” Season 1, Episode 2 / 2016 [8 minutes]
By episode 2, Ridzwan has called Joel, and
they meet up in a market, Joel establishing the fact that Ridzwan has never
before been in a gay bar, and Ridzwan coming back with the recognition that his
new friend has never before been to a sauna.
Joel admits to being out to nearly everyone, even his parents,
“unofficially.” When Ridzwan asks for a definition of that term, Joel explains:
“My parents saw my magazines and stuff. Then in typical Asian parenting
fashion, told my auntie. My cousins overheard and told me.”
Ridzwan, still performing his disappearing acts, responds to Joel’s
question of whether or not he’s had a boyfriend with the word “Maybe,” even
more mysterious than Joel’s “unofficial” parental outing. He only he admits is
that he works in accounting, but will not even name the company.
Joel works in what he describes as a very gay job, in a boutique PR
(Public Relations) firm. And just as suddenly Ridzwan demands they leave
immediately, having just seen someone he knows. “No one at works knows about
me.”
Meanwhile, Joel takes Ridzwan to his home, his friend obviously worried
about what will happen if his parents should hear them, Joel responding,
cleverly if a bit flippantly, that he simply has to control himself. They begin
to make love, and Ridzwan is ready to fuck Joel, asking if he has a condom. But
as he begins to put it on Ridzwan’s cock, the ring breaks and he hasn’t got
another one. But since Ridzwan reports that he’s HIV negative, Joel suggests it
will be fine.
As
they begin, however, Ridzwan suddenly demands a stop: “I don’t think we should
do this,” quickly dressing. “Maybe we should do this another time,” he explains
as he exits, leaving Joel in the complete darkness of anticipation—not only sex
but of the possibility of a new relationship.
Los Angeles, June 6, 2023
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog
(June 2023).


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