something in the air
by Douglas Messerli
Lew Gifford and Paul Kim (directors) Queerdom / 1978 [animated short]
Korean-American Paul Kim and Lew Gifford created their own
animation company, working on numerous commercials and on School House Rock,
the animated series that began in 1973.
He looks out the window and finds it to me a
perfect day, but still he feels somewhat strange. “What was this mad sensation
that came over me?” Indeed, he feels a little queer today.
At work, his colleagues greet him quite
normally, “saying good morning in their usually normal way,” yet something
feels different, and at that very moment his boss enters his office to tell him
“I love you.”
Our hero is quite
startled to hear such words from another man. He feels funny. A man never said
he loved me before, it was only women. Pulling out a girlie magazine as if to
prove his heterosexual interests, he ponders that such words are not usually
spoken to a man. Yet in the middle of the magazine, the centerfold contains a
full pull-out of his boss. And he recognizes, that something strange and weird
has happened: “I liked it.”
The boss tells him to
meet him to lunch that afternoon. “I asked him why?” And once again the boss
replies: “I love you.”
“Why did he stay he loved
me? What would my wife say, and my kids when they found out their father was a…HOMOsexual?”
So what if I am a homosexual, our hero ponders. That doesn’t mean I should be rejected from society. “Some people like women, and other people like men,” he declares in a slightly hysterical voice. “Just because I happen to like a man doesn’t mean I should be rejected like that.”
However, he admits, in a now much calmer voice, he not only likes the idea, but loves the idea. As the time for lunch comes, the boss again comes by, grabs him by the arm, and repeats: “I love you.”
As they leave the restaurant the boss again tells him he loves him. “Yes, it was a mad, crazy feeling being a homosexual. It was fascinating,” he observes as his face suddenly becomes textured in variously different patterns.
The boss now takes him
home to his apartment filled with strange art of naked men and…well actually
filled with naked men, naked men dancing, naked men playing.
Delighted with being thought of as “grand,” our hero is so completely delighted that he grows a head piece of dangling penises, that eventually attach to his entire body. His enchanted feelings are now most definitely queer as he’s on his way to buy a bowsneck, tennis shows, a pair of tight denim pants and walk down Sixth Avenue. “O, I love queerdom.” And off he trots down a lane with his short statured boss, the catching a ride on the moon—or is it the morning sun?
Throughout the credits
we hear only the sounds of the sexual moans and groans.
Obviously, this isn’t an experience that
suddenly comes over a man in a single day, but I’ll give creators Kim and
Gifford the benefit of the doubt by arguing that for a closeted man in a
marriage with kids, coming out may seem like a sudden overwhelming experience of
a single day in his life. The creators suggest through their continual markers
of sunsets and sunrises that, in fact, this all takes place over a period of
time.
Similarly, our rumbustious
hero’s constant associations of his new gay feelings with being cartoonish
perceived as having to do with becoming a woman, are again those of a man who has
pretended he was straight for so long that he cannot explain his feelings
except through standard gender binaries.
I wish I knew who
voiced the central characters, particularly our new joyous queer, who sometimes,
in his New York accent, seems to be alternating the voices of Joe Friday of the
1950s TV series Dagnet and Dudley Do-Right, the Canadian Mountie who
appeared on The Adventures of Rocky and Bullwinkle and Friends.
Los Angeles, October 30, 2025
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (October 2025).






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