Wednesday, November 19, 2025

Neo Li | Hank / 2019

the believer

by Douglas Messerli

 

Austin James and Neo Li (screenplay), Neo Li (director) Hank / 2019 [16 minutes]

 

Hank (Jason Stuart) and his younger lover Tommy (Jay Disney) have been together for more than 15 years, but as they both grow older, particularly Hank, they find their sexual lives lacking. Tommy, if nothing else, is in better physical shape, and it is he who seeks the possibility of an open relationship.


      On the morning we first encounter them, in fact, Tommy is expecting his new sexual partner in a few minutes. He does finally take a moment to make sure Hank is okay with the situation they are about to try out, and Hank is about to suggest that they have a further conversation about it when Tommy’s date Gio (Chris Boudreaux) show up to the door, the two immediately heading off to the upstairs bedroom.

     It is clear that Hank has serious doubts and certainly questions his own desirability, if not the viability of his long relationship.

     Hanks heads off the clinic where he works. But he doesn’t go to the clinic but attends a group meeting headed by Paul (Douglas Scott Sorenson) made up of individuals who are trying to learn how to cope with their lives living in Los Angeles, although it appears to lack a particular focus, and Hank, asked to share his problems with the others, shies away from going into particulars.


     Hunter (William Nicol) runs after Hank after they group breaks up, befriending him and suggesting that he has gone through the same experience. Hanks is uncomfortable with the friendship, particularly when he hands him his phone number suggesting they might sometime want to get together for a beer, watch some Netflix, or just have a little extra fun.

      Hank, formerly from Texas, stops into what appears to be a West Hollywood country western bar, where several dancers are engaged in an old-fashioned hoe-down line dance. After a couple of beers Hank, caught up in the spirit of something from his youth, joins them.


     He’s a fairly good dancer, and the younger group readily encourage his participation, but already feeling the liquor along with the twists and turns of the do-si-do’s, he quickly loses balance and as he falls into a couple of obviously straight cowboys, he is picked up by the club bouncer and thrown out unto the street.

     Since his nose is slightly bleeding he checks his pockets for a tissue discovering the napkin upon which Hunter left his phone number. Apparently, they decide to hook up for sex, Hunter obviously suggesting an isolated canyon spot where everywhere one looks they are “No Trespassing” signs.


    He enters a cave wherein Hunter sits in waiting. They begin to kiss, and within minutes somehow Hunter has convinced him to put on a blindfold and he removes his shirt and pants, heading off with the clothing, and just as importantly, his wallet. Left alone in his undershorts, Hanks suddenly recognizes he’s been taken by a crook, and feels even more foolish for the entire series of events that have led up the event. Where does he even go from here?

     He somehow gets back home late in the evening, having to knock on his door since the robber has carried away his keys. On top of everything else, Tommy is pissed since in Hank’s absence the electricity has evidently been turned off; Tommy has forgotten to pay the bill. “You have job around here, and now I can’t even turn on the air-conditioning,” his lover fumes. He wonders if Hank has done this on purpose because he was jealous of him and Gio. And finally, he notices that Hank is standing in the room without any clothes.

     “Tommy Davenport,” Hank responds, “I am not okay about having an open relationship. I know that I’m fat, I’m old, and I’m bald. …Even when you tried to ruin your entire career with drugs and alcohol, I believe you. I didn’t do that because I had to. I did that because I loved you.”



    He grabs his bathroom, puts it on, and strolls back outdoors. Tommy follows and Hank goes to him and kisses him, but when Tommy tries to return the kiss, Hank turns away, walking off to observe the inexplicable fireworks exploding in the sky.

     If nothing else, the subject this short film brings up, the difficulties of maintaining a relationship as a couple ages, particularly when one is a few years younger, is a worthy one. But this film’s plot is more than a little preposterous. Even if we can accept the ridiculous series of events that Hank’s undergoes in this single day, how he even travels around the city from the urban cowboy bar to the canyon cave and back to wherever their home is located, apparently without the help of a car is not only explicable but somewhat absurd.

    Even more importantly, so many other details just don’t add up. Hank reports that he’s been married to Hank for 15 years, although in Texas gay men were only able to marry in 2015, while he utters these words in a movie made only 4 years later.

     Finally, when his partner attempted to “ruin his career,” in what did he believe? In lies he was told?; or does he mean he believed in and supported his companion? If so, how did he protect him from ruination?

      Why are the fireworks suddenly being exploded in the sky on this particular night? And finally, we have to ask, have the issues between these two men truly been resolved? Can the two truly come together again as a loving couple, particularly when at some point Hank will have to reveal what a fool he has been throughout the entire day.

     There are so very many unexplained events, loose ends, and simple impossibilities strung along the route of the 16 minutes of this film, that even if we have been convinced that Hank, in all his naivete, is a true believer in a world of dishonest men, how can we believe in a story that simply doesn’t make sense?

 

Los Angeles, November 19, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (November 2025).

 

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