on the street where you lived
by Douglas Messerli
Juan Sebastián Valencia (screenwriter and
director) Pink Trumpets / 2024 [21 minutes]
Gregory Parker (Ryan Kirby) and Hunter Jones
(Douglas Jung) were gay lovers six years before this short film begins. Somewhat
inexplicably, they have run into one another again in Hunter’s favorite ice
cream place back in the states, despite the fact that he now lives in Paris.
The meet-up results in Gregory inviting Hunter back to his cabin in the
mountains, the place where they regularly met up years before—at a time before
Hunter discovered that Gregory was a married man with two children who had been
lying to him and not even provided his real name.
For Hunter, particularly, but for both men, we soon discover their
break-up was a horrific time in which Hunter, unable to remain with his
memories in the States, escaped to Paris and in which Hunter, we soon learn,
gradually realized that he had loved Hunter and through therapy admitted his
sexuality to his wife which ended in a divorce. His wife is soon about to marry
again, although it’s apparent that he still sees his beloved children from time
to time, and that finally his friendship with his ex-wife has been repaired.
It is a story told time again about gay men who have not been able to be
honest to themselves or others about their sexuality. But in this case the
focus is on what happens to the other man to whom he has lied and cheated.
Hunter begins the visit with insisting that he is intending to stay only
a short while, perceiving it almost as a closure to such a painful period in
his life. As he announces to Gregory: “I’m not the same anymore.” Gregory
responding, “Neither am I.” And surely, despite Hunter’s seemingly charmed life
in Paris where he is working now at a high paying job, has found a new friend,
and has just purchased a lovely new apartment, Gregory’s life has changed far
more radically given his divorce, his open admission to being gay, and his
complete remodeling of the cabin house, where he now lives, the cabin
symbolizing the only legitimate part of his past life, where the two of them
spent their time together.
If their slow series of revelations of their
changes is a bit melodramatic, featuring as it does a rather bland picture of a
place in the city, photographed evidently by Gregory of the street where they
temporarily lived, this short film nonetheless makes it quite apparent of how
the man who wouldn’t even reveal his name, in an attempt to protect his wife,
children, himself, and, so he claims, even his gay lover, affected all of their
lives for the worst.
Given the fact that Hunter has found Paris and Gregory’s wife has found
a new husband and father for the children, perhaps the only one who remains
living in a fantasy world is Gregory,
Soap operas, the genre in which this work basically functions, are the
last bastions of romantic fantasies along with gay movies. Even heterosexual
rom-coms are far more cynical these days. For here, after finally confronting
Gregory for all the hearts he has broken and the pain he has caused, Hunter
admits that he has a bag of clothes hidden in the trunk of his car and is
willing still to spend the night—or perhaps an eternity with the man he realizes
he still loves.
Los Angeles, January 8, 2026
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (January
2026).



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