i’m ready
by Douglas Messerli
Ron
Nyswaner (screenwriter), Jonathan Demme (director) Philadelphia / 1993
For some rather inexplicable reasons, I did
not see the movie Philadelphia in 1993, when it originally appeared in
Los Angeles. My husband Howard did, but not I, and I only visited it on Netflix
the other day, 27 long years after its first appearance.
Hanks reminds me a bit of the truly talented Meryl Streep, who can
wonderfully mime almost any character she plays; but where is the real person
behind the figures both she and Hanks portray? More and more, I perceive, I
like actors who bring their own personalities into their roles: Bette Davis,
Kathryn Hepburn, Cary Grant, Marlon Brando, Al Pacino—every one of them
over-acting, but yet bringing their own identities into their performances.
Hanks and Streep are just as talented, perhaps, but they lose themselves in
their acting personalities as they adeptly transform their own beings into the
characters they portray. In a sense they are deep deceivers, actors who become
someone else in the process of their art. I never liked chameleons.
Somehow Hanks seems clumsy in being the lover of both Jason Robards—as
the legal firm’s leader, whom we recognize is a man desperately seeking a son,
hugging the man he has chosen to his breast—and the always beautiful and
extremely intense lover Miguel Alvarez (Antonio Banderas). The character Hanks
plays, Andrew Beckett, seems to be on both sides of the various issues the
movie explores: is he a calculating explorer destroying young companies through
his legal actions, while still tenderly relating to his handsome lover?
In short, I don’t quite trust the character, let alone believe in the absolutely loving Beckett’s family, father, mother (and who could disbelieve Joanne Woodward?), sisters, brother who support him despite the viral conditions of Andrew Beckett’s life. It may have been true, inspired (some say based on the story of lawyer Geoffrey Bowers), but it doesn’t ring out as a truthful statement of the era. In his roles Hanks likes to portray morally responsible figures smudged-out and up by an evil society at large. In reality, love was not so very easy, family and friends preferring to turn away from those who had suddenly HIV death-sentences, and they were terrified in those early days of acquiring the newly-discovered disease themselves.
As
the movie declares, many felt it was a disease actually chosen by those
suffering from its consequences. By this time, it may have been, since we all
suddenly began to discover how we might get infected; yet what can you do when
you love and need to be loved by those of the same sex? The truth has still
today to not be fully explored: how and why were so many young gay men
destroyed by some disease that apparently might have come out of Africa? And
yet today thousands are still suffering, many of whom, despite new drug
regimens, will surely die.
Yet, in retrospect, how could you not enjoy this Jonathan Demme film,
filled, as it is, to the gills with some of the best performers of the period,
Hanks, Mary Steenburgen, Banderas, Woodward, Karen Finley, Bradley Whitford,
and Anna Deavere Smith?
This
“grinder of the grain,” the original meaning of Miller’s last name, boils down
the legal issues that Beckett has quickly established, deciding despite his own
fears of AIDS, to represent (after nine other lawyers’ refusals) Beckett’s
petition of the unfairness of his being fired from his job for having AIDS.
Washington is a brilliant actor always and plays this role almost as a
reverse of the understandably pontificating Beckett as he gradually perceives
that the prejudice that Beckett has been subject to is not so very different
from what he has experienced all his life.
Fortunately, screenwriter Ron Nyswaner does not make too much of this,
allowing us to fill in the blanks of the slowly comprehending legal defendant.
Miller wins his case with a 5-million-dollar compensation for the dying
Beckett, but in this film it hardly matters. The plaintive dies soon after,
celebrated in his family’s home by a memorial that almost wipes out his real
significance, portraying only his happy early days as a child on home movies.
I
guess, even in 1993, I sensed that this totally Hollywood film was not the way
to truly comprehend what had happened to so many gay men, lesbians, bisexual,
transgender, and other sexual people—not to forget the millions of straight
women and men who have died from the terrifying disease.
In
the end, Philadelphia—a city in which I lived many days each week in
that very same period—is a strange version of a “feel-good” movie. But who can
truly feel good when a man dies just for going to bed with a lover? Or when a
woman dies for simply having sex with her husband?
And
I must confess, I cried throughout the entire film—which, of course, is the
reaction that allowed it so many awards in its time. Perhaps seeing it so late
in my life, so long after the worst of the AIDS infections, is simply better.
It’s a good movie about important issues. But the devastation of the disease
was not won by large legal compensations, but simply by death. As Beckett can
only admit near the end of this film, “I’m ready.” You truly can’t take it with
you.
Los Angeles, January 22, 2020
Reprinted from World Cinema Review (January
2020).




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