all sweat up
by Douglas Messerli
John Lochland (screenwriter and director) Sweat
/ 2008 [15 minutes]
Simon
first meets up with a seeming friendly man, Tim (Tom Frederic) in the locker
room, where even before he’s entered beyond the doors of “no return” Simon’s
clearly nervous. Within, Tim tries to approach him, but Simon runs, suggesting it’s
too hot, which as Tim points out is really point of it all, getting hot both in
temperature and sexual craving.
At
another point, Tiger (Tom Swash), a “seventeenish” (his own term, suggesting
he’s probably 16 or even younger) rent boy, having run away from the older man
who’s hired him, also approaches him for sex, but Simon insists that he’d
rather just talk.
This is not his world, and as he tells Tim on his way out, he really
doesn’t know why he came the place.
Obviously, he’s lonely and seeking sex, but this voyeur’s paradise is
clearly not the right place for a shy man who obviously has wanted a more
committed relationship. At least Tim leaves him a note, providing his number in
case Simon is seeking out a safer and private sexual experience.
Most active gay man involved in the scene in the 1970s and 80s knows the
eerie worlds of backroom sex dens, the baths, and such saunas. Those who have
seen British filmmaker Ron Peck’s revelatory Nighthawks of 1978 will
certainly recognize something of the backroom bar and club sex world, and those
who earlier caught David Buckley’s Saturday Night at the Baths of 1975
will have some sense of the odd pleasures of the baths. Frank Ripploh’s 1981 Taxi
to the Toilets, moreover, showed us some aspects of the gay toilet sex that
this world shares. Similarly, Lochland’s film is fascinating for its
representation of early 21st century reincarnation of openly public sex havens,
many of them having been closed throughout the late 1980s and 1990s due to
AIDS.
To
the outsider, surely, these must appear to be hells, worlds unimagined to most
heterosexual men and women. But gay men discovered early on, in the days before
computer hook-ups, the best way to meet other men for sex was to go somewhere
that provided both safe haven and a spot to participate in sex itself. Rented
rooms or apartments were often watched by landlords and neighbors. And suburban
homes sometimes also contained a wife and children. Gay sex was public in a way
that their everyday lives were closeted. And there was an immense excitement in
that fact, a kind of freedom that broke out of the friendly dinner parties and
home-bound sex gatherings. This was a world where you accepted the thrill of not
knowing both what might happen and who it happened with.
Our young handsome hero, Simon, is obviously a person who wants to know
where he’s going and with whom he’s taking the trip, without getting all sweat
up.
Los Angeles, June 19, 2023
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (June
2023)




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