moments before dying: the photograph
by Douglas Messerli
David Ottenhouse (screenwriter and director) Late Summer
/ 2001 [25.33 minutes]
This tale begins with a photographer (Augustus Kelly) about to open a
show in a New York art gallery. A few early visitors are already looking over
his new work, and one man in particular asks about a beautiful photograph of a
beautiful young man with raised hands each with fingers extended that along
with his smile spells out the beauty and exuberance of youth. The gentleman
would like to buy it, but Adam tells him that it is the only work in the show
not for sale.
From that lead-in we spun into Adam’s childhood memories. After the
death of his father, the very young Adam (Erol Zeybekoglu, a truly remarkable
child actor) is sent away for a while to live his aunt, uncle, and somewhat
older high school-age cousin, Josh (Chris Nee).
Ottenhouse quickly shows the young Adam, under the wing of his loving
cousin, adapts to new new life, as his cousin shows him, one by one,
experiences that help him to move toward adulthood.
He first takes him to his secret place,
a hidden spot in a nearby cemetery where Josh goes to ponder things or just to
think out the dilemmas in his young life. It is a safe place that all small
town boys need to escape family life and to re-imagine their own existence, and
the fact that he shares it with his much younger cousin, demanding he never
reveal the secret spot, not only links him closer to his cousin but begins to
make him realize that others also live private lives, having their own difficulties
with the world, and needing to solve the intricacies of survival. In that
special place, outside the mausoleum which marks his spot he also teaches his
young pupil the joys of marijuana, educating him on the fact that “pills screw
you up,” but that weed can do you no real harm.
Josh also involves his with his friends and allows the younger boy to
join him in sports. By gently wrestling and roughing him a bit, he learns not
to be afraid of male bodily contact. At one point during a basketball game, he
falls lying on the cement for a few moments looking up at his cousin in silent
wonderment. Josh brings him back to the reality of the heterosexual world by
gently scolding him, “Don’t keep looking at my balls.”
In another instance while simply out walking, Adam spots from a distance
his cousin hovering over a girl, obviously engaged in coitus. He watches with
wide eyes as his cousin, spotting him, winks at the very moment of ejaculation.
It is the small boy’s introduction to sex, immediately solving the age old
problem of how to explain the mysteries of sex to the young.
Loaning him his own camera, Josh
provides his new friend with his first real hobby, showing him how to use the
difference lenses to take a proper photograph, obviously a pleasure that later
becomes central to his life.
In another scene, he carefully begins to teach Adam how to skateboard,
which the boy quickly is able to manage, perhaps his first major athletic
achievement. He returns the board to Josh, and turns to take a photograph of
his cousin who now, looking toward him, has begun to skate off.
In that very instant a car strikes Josh, and he falls, dead.
The photograph, of course, is the one that he snapped an instant before
his cousin’s death, and obviously for all his love and pleasure of living with
him like an older brother, he cannot part with such an important image, which
calls up all the joy and, clearly, yet another death of a father figure in his
young life.
We can imagine, also, that Adam felt a great deal of love for his
cousin. Who wouldn’t for someone who treated a younger relative with so much
love and respect? But there is no reason to imagine that that love has
necessarily anything to do with gay sexuality, despite the fact that we know
Ottenhouse is a gay filmmaker and that many of the film’s images are homoerotic.
It appears likely, moreover, that the younger cousin may be gay, yet we do not
even know if the adult Adam is homosexual. The actor who portrays gives no real
evidence of his sexuality.
And although we might imagine, given his
loss of all males figures in his life, he might psychologically always be
seeking a new “father image,” if Freud was right, that isn’t at all what the
story is about.
In short, there is very little here to suggest that Ottenhouse’s Late
Summer has anything at all to do with LGBTQ cinema. While it nicely reveals
a lovely kinship between two males, the males show no signs of homosexual
behavior—indeed quite the opposite—and point to utterly no variance from
heteronormative values.
Adam shows no inner desires to sleep with his cousin, and his cousin as
we have observed is busy fucking the girls. Whether or not the adult Adam is
gay, is irrelevant and outside of the film.
Why, then, is this film included with three other films in Boys Life
5, in which two of the other films, by Eytan Fox and Adam Salky, are
clearly gay films, and the third by Michael Burke is quite explicitly about the
first love a budding gay child? And why is it listed on several internet sites
under “gay shorts and movies,” including the vast treasure of short “gay themed
movies” of the Letterboxd site?
I very much enjoyed this film, and I think any sensitive LGBTQ
individual might equally enjoy it. But generally speaking, it is not a gay
movie. And yet, I felt I needed to mention it, along with the others following,
in my volumes devoted to Queer Cinema.
Los Angeles, April 15, 2022
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog
(April 2022).




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