reclaiming desire
by Douglas Messerli
Jerry Tartaglia (director) Ecce Homo /
1989
One of the most important films released at
the very height of the AIDS crisis in the 1980s was Jerry Tartaglia’s
experimental film, Ecce Homo. Not only did Tartaglia, as Vito Russo
argued, “reclaim desire in the age of A.I.D.S,” but through his film set out
not only to untangle the impossible web in which homosexual cinema and gay
porno found itself entwined, but to dissociate those who claimed the power
through guns and governmental authority to determine what sexual images and
behavior were permissible and those who actually held that power through their
communal desire depicted in the images they are watching for very different
reasons.
Tartaglia does not claim that this desire is “safe” nor even suggests
that it should be; indeed because it is perceived of as impermissible by those
who desire neither the gay bodies nor the sex it details, all gay sex, real or
observed is unsafe; but once more in that very fact its enactment is a
representation of power that Tartaglia demands that the gay world reclaim.
His “preposterously” inverted film reveals this through several methods,
first by his recitation of a mad mass-like incantation, with Gertrude Steinian
logic, chanted with the musical accompaniment of something like a Gregorian
chant by monks. While focusing on the Genet image of the guard peeping in the
cell, the director overlays what the guard observes in his prisoners’
And
Tartaglia’s wonderful verbal narrative with its endlessly shifting sense of
logic as it unweaves the idea of power and its actuality takes the mind on a
flight of alternating logic and illogicalness of any “others” making a decision
about what an already “marginalized” and “disappeared” society might or might
not see.
The text is so brilliantly loopy in its logic that it has often been
reprinted, which I feel the need to do again here, just so if you haven’t
previously, you might experience it’s philosophical equivalents of “pulling out
the rug from ‘those in authority’s’ feet.:
I am watching a segment of Genet’s film, in which the guard is watching
the men, and when he removes the
gun from inside his jacket, he puts the
gun in the mouth of one of the men and then I am watching two men
kissing
each other on the mouth and then I am watching homo sex and I am seeing
men having homo sex and watching the guard having the gun having sex and
watching the film with homo sex, I see the men and I watch how they have
homo sex in the porno film which the cop said was Genet’s film and the
cop
with the gun was porno and they said when Stonewall was with the cops
and the
gun, and the film was porno and they said Stonewall was porno and they
said
the men were not men and the women were not women, and the men with the
women were not porno, and the film with the men kissing on the lips was
porno
and the cop who was watching the film was a doctor who was watching the
film
which was not safe porno because it was not safe to be watching a film
with a
doctor who was a cop in a film of the men having sex which was porno
when
they said Stonewall was porno, which was not the film they desired to watch
when the film of desire was the film of men having homo sex in the film with the
men, and this man, and this man, and their desire which was burning in
the film,
and the homo sex of the cop who was watching the police, who have the
power,
and the doctors, who are the men with the women, which is not porno,
which is
what they said was Stonewall, which was the film with the women and the
men
who were not the men with the women, which was not porno, when Stonewall
was power which was personal and not porno when it was never really safe
for
porno which was in the film in which a cop was watching with a gun when
the
men were having sex with the men, and when personal desire is power when
it is
unsafe to be watching porno with a doctor who is not Stonewall and a cop
who is
not porno, who is watching men having sex with men, which is not safe if
per-
sonal desire is power and the doctor with the power watches the cop in
the film
by Genet, which was not porno, and the doctor watches the power which is
unsafe
and the porno, which is the cop watching with the gun which is in the
film which
is Genet, who was Stonewall, which was not safe when desire is power,
and the
doctor and the power are watching us watch the film with the men and the
homosex and the personal desire which is power in the film with the
Stonewall
homo sex, which is not the doctor and the cop, which is not porno, in the film
with the strength of the person and the sex which is power in the film
which is
unsafe when the doctor is power and the person with the sex, when the men and
the men have homo sex and desire the love which is in the film which was
Stonewall
which was not safe, which was power, which was in the film which is not
safe to
watch, when the doctor is the power with the cop, and the film which is not porno
is safe, which is not Stonewall, and the men who love the men who desire in the
film
which is power, which IS Stonewall, are the men who are alive, which is
power
which is not safe, when desire is not safe, which is the doctor who is
power with
the cop, in the film which is Stonewall, which was not safe, which is
power!
After
a pause to savor the multiplying images the director is presenting, the verbal
narrative returns as a two-short line summation which might almost be described
as the Mixolydian and Hypomixolydian modes of the final phrases of the
Gregorian chant:
Personal desire is power. Reclaim our desire, reclaim our power.
Collective desire is power. Reclaim our desire, reclaim our power.
Coming after more than a year and a half of the sad news of death after
death of members of the LGBTQ community—Tartaglia himself working intensely on
three important A.I.D.S cinematic screeds gathered as The A.I.D.S. Trilogy
(1988-1990): A.I.D.S.C.R.E.A.M (1988), Ecce Homo (1989), and Final
Solutions (1990)—this work speaks almost as a joyous invocation of gay body
and sexual desire at the heart of LGBTQ filmmaking. Tartaglia, as he himself
proclaims, was less interested in pushing a queer normative story which by this
was becoming more and more popular to diffuse the fears of the heterosexual
community over their associations with the LGBTQ community and disease. Rather,
his was an aesthetic that accentuated the differences. As he wrote:
“I am not very interested in creating
narrative forms, which generally are used to show how gay people are supposed
to become lavender carbon copies of straight people. Instead, I work with
short, personal, experimental forms which explore and celebrate another kind of
conscious human identity.”
In
the decades’ long debate in the gay community between Genet and François
Reichenbach, Tartaglia had emphatically chosen the former.
Los Angeles, May 6, 2021
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog and
World Cinema Review (May 2021).




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