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by
Douglas Messerli
Kevin
Rios (screenwriter and director) Little Bill's Peep Show / 2017 [8 minutes]
Bradley Fitz (Vlad Chebo), a gay student, has hooked with a Grindr guy (Michael Wetherbee), and has asked his straight roommate, Bill—known by his family as Little Bill (John DiMino)—to be out of the room at the hours when he plans to meet up with his friend.
This nightmare tale, told by our midnight
peep show story teller, happens far too often to young men who are bullied in
this manner, a sad statistic that usually ends with the news of the young gay,
lesbian, or trans figure’s death.
But in this case director Rios, via his
storyteller narrator decides to take it further, turning it into a story of
awful revenge. Frankly, I find the continuation of this sad story cheapens and
denigrates the reality of all those who really felt there was no way out, and
were destroyed by an intolerant society.
But, obviously there are many viewers who
feel that it’s utterly justifiable to turn the dead boy into a vengeful zombie,
who determines to visit Little Bill’s home and seek his revenge. “What would
happen,” asks the narrator, “if homophobia were deadly,” like a kind of disease?
At
that moment Bradley, fresh from the grave, shows up at their doorstep, eating
through the mean fleshy football fan before he can even close door in his face.
The mother, Greta Baby, yells for her son to get the gun, as she attacks the
zombie by herself.
By the time Little Bill reaches the porch
with the gun and shoots off into the air to scare the monster off, the zombie
is eating his mother’s heart as Billy stares in horror. He tries to explain to his
now former roommate just how sorry he is for what he did, admitting that he was
probably jealous, and revealing that he, himself, is actually gay.
His confessions, however, have no effect,
as the dead boy goes straight for a kiss, delivering up Little Bill’s mother’s
tongue.
This little gruesome moral homily, I
argue, is not for those who truly care about the effects of homophobia. Rios
simply uses the serious pain it has caused as a cheap narrative device.
Los
Angeles, September 18, 2025
Reprinted
from My Queer Cinema blog (September 2025).


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