the dazzling joy of being suspended in air over a city which doesn’t want you to exist
by
Douglas Messerli
Dania
Bdeir (screenwriter and director) Warsha / 2022 [15 minutes]
I
fear, hoping I am entirely mistaken, that even younger gay and lesbian viewers
may have difficulty viewing Lebanese-Canadian Dania Bdeir’s quite powerful and
audacious 2022 short film Warsha, the title referring to a working or
construction site.
The film is made more complex because it
features a group of Syrian migrants working in Beirut and high rise
construction. They are forced to live in a horrible shared open space with only
one small bathroom for their use. Moreover, they speak a different dialect of
Arabic than do the Lebanese which make the latter suspicious of their behavior
and almost as xenophobic as US citizens seem to have become of all immigrants.
The lead in this film, Mohammad, is
played, moreover, by noted queer singer, dancer, and multi-disciplinary
performer, Khansa, beloved by many but also hated by the Beirut conservative
religious communities. So startling was his performance in this role, that I
immediately watched a number of his videos which I will be sharing with my Queer
Cinema audiences in the near future.
Mohammad
rises early, sneaking off into the bathroom just for a few seconds of privacy
each morning as he lays out a picture of his idol, perhaps the Egyptian diva Oum
Kalthoum. Or just a vision of himself in drag. But he hardly has a moment to
himself before there are a number of knocks and the bathroom door and his
almost brutally masculine co-workers demand to be let in so they can rinse
themselves off and brush their teeth.
They are all bussed on to the
construction job where they have been hired, a high rise in the middle of
Beirut. Even on the way, someone pounds on the window of the bus, cursing the
migrant Syrians for even working in Lebanon.
As they march into their gritty jobs for
the day, they overhear the foreman (Mohammad Kamal) desperately calling on the
phone for a new crane operator since there as been a serious accident which
hurt of perhaps even killed the former worker.
Before the morning even begins Mohammad
contacts the foreman volunteering for the job, since he had previously worked
as a crane operator. But this crane is far newer and more complex than any he
might have worked on in the past, and besides that the “beast” as the workman
call it is taller than most cranes, towering far above the Beirut skyline.
Mohammad, nonetheless, signs on and makes the truly terrifying trip up the
elevator, across a narrow but long connecting bridge, and climbs rung by rung
even higher into the operator's seat so high in the air that it even gives us
vertigo. By the time Mohammad has reached the cabin, he is out breath,
speechless, unable to even answer the messages on his receiver from below
demanding to know of his condition.
Yet finally, after catching his breath,
he turns on an ancient transistor radio from where he hears Kalthoum’s
performance of the song-poet by Reyad El Sonbata dn Ibrahim Nagy’s Al Atlal
(The Ruins), miming for a few moments before Khansa takes the character
off into a truly splendiferous drag performance as he sings, an imaginary
version of himself dressed all in red dangling from the teeth of the crane over
the city heights.
This is film at its very best, a true
dream of cinematic imagination that Mohammad would never be allowed in his daily
life, but separated far from the rest of the world he inhabits in the crane
cabin he can imagine for himself, the kind of gender-shifting reality never
permitted below. It is so very dazzling that it truly generates a kind of
vertigo in the viewer, a spinning world out of this world where dance and the
music of the spheres truly dominates reality.
To ready himself for this role, Bdeir
reports in an interview with Mehdi Balamissa in Film Fest Reports, the
performer, known for his challenging of notions of male gender masculinity,
actually spent a few days under cover as a construction worker.
As Bdeir comments:
“During
the preparation [for the film], it was very important to make sure that we were
all operating with empathy and trying to experience this same story through
different perspectives and not only our own. We organized for Khansa to spend a
few days working in a construction site where nobody knew that he was an actor
and where he received no special treatment. Khansa entered the male dominated
world of Syrian workers and felt the physical & emotional strain, the
pressures and the marginalization. He was able to bring this experience into
his performance.”
Khansa’s performance is simply
astounding, and hard to imagine outside of Toderick Hill’s theatrical
extravaganzas.
Finally, having been released into what
Bdeir describes as “space and privacy to break out of gender norms and express
himself truly, in a way that he can’t in his daily life,” Mohammed ends the
day, congratulated for his operation of the crane.
He climbs back down those steps and joins
the others in the bus back to his squalor with a smile on his face.
This short was advanced to the shortlist
for the 95th Academy Awards as the Best Live Action Short Film, but failed to qualify
to the final five nominees.
Los
Angeles, May 6, 2026
Reprinted
from My Queer Cinema blog (May 2026).





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