Tuesday, June 16, 2026

Philippe Reypens | L'Échappée sauvage (Escape into the Wild) / 2017

a visual tone poem to childhood love

by Douglas Messerli

 

Philippe Reypens (screenwriter and director) L'Échappée sauvage (Escape into the Wild) / 2017

 

A young French-speaking boy is being chauffeured along country roads, a small sitting near him as he either being returned to his country estate or being taken to relatives in the country. His scrubbed ruddy complexion and worried look give him away as a wealthy schoolboy, although obviously we know little actually about him.

     Suddenly the car conks out, stopping in the middle of the road. The driver pops open the engine, gets out and checks it, frustrated that we perhaps cannot find the problem or sees that it is necessary for him to go get help in order to continue the trip.

      He takes off his hat, fans himself with it, and walks to the back of the car where he opens up the trunk and takes out a small petrol can, obviously the problem. He briefly speaks to the boy, a conversation to which we are not privy. It’s clear, however, that he telling him to remain in the car while he walks to a gas station to bring back enough gas to continue the journey.


      The boy falls into a doze, only to be awakened by two young almost feral looking youths, a boy and a girl, staring in at him, pounding on the window which he has previously rolled up. He attempts to ignore them, but the naughty kids play games, the boy running to other side, opening the door and quickly stealing the boys suitcase before they run off back into the golden-lit woods.

     Through the now open window he watches them disappear. He seems to have no choice but to leave the safety of the car and run after them. He finds the children together and the boy hands him back his suitcase as they stand taking in each other. The two walk off, while the traveling boy sits down the suitcase, smiles slightly, and follows them.


      They are now on the run, the new boy after them. He soon discovers pine cones, watches the two, brother and sister(?), fence with sticks, and race off again. The two feral children overtake a drunken man, pushing him to the ground, but when the boy still in his tie passes, the drunk looks up, smiling, almost as if he recognizes the slow look of the stranger as being somewhat sympathetic, out of the ordinary. Perhaps he recognizes him as belonging to the local estate? Or maybe he is simply enchanted by the new boy’s true beauty.

      The three soon reach a stream, a kind of swamp where the new boy suddenly perceives he is now walking on grass saturated by the water. He stops, unsure of proceeding, but moves on nonetheless, seeming to follow.

     Yet suddenly he has reached another road. Is it the same one in which his car has been traveling? Now there is no car waiting. He has now reached a farm where the two wild ones suddenly burst out from under a pile of straw, but soon show him how to feed a young calf. The feral young boy, also a true beauty, rests in a pile of straw, almost languidly, the image suggesting almost a sexual position.


   But soon he is pushing his sister, this time in almost parody of such rustic utopias, on a hay-cart. It no longer matters, because soon after the girl has been replaced by the city boy, and the pleasure on both of they faces expresses the sexual joy of the moment. A moment or so later in this youthful childhood utopia the two boys have found they way up to a tree limb where they sit, the one with his arm around the other, as the girl below almost tosses festoons of straw at them.

   When the city boy attempts to return to the ground he sprains his foot in the short fall, and the girl surrounds it in a wrap, now given her own time to flirt with the newcomer, her brother standing by, quite clearly somewhat jealous. The farm boy quickly moves forward and pulls up the city boy, taking him off to his own territory.


   The girl now sits alone in mute silence.

   The local boy takes the newcomer to a real river, revealing the beautiful spot as if it were a personal treasure, shoving him off the rock before realizing the new boy cannot swim and diving in to save him.

     Now stretched out almost naked in only his underwear, the city boy smiles as the feral young boy stands over him with what appears to be almost a look of pleasure and satisfaction. He has clearly won over his new friend and they have become deep comrades, even if as children they do not quite yet understand their actions as being sexual.


    Finally, the driver, petrol can in hand, arrives back to the car only to discover his charge missing.

   By this time the two boys have whipped themselves up in the dying light into almost a frenzy of joyful play, the city, still without a shirt, jumping on the shoulders of the other. This is most definitely the play of sexually engaged innocents. It is truly love without a name.

   The two boys arrive back at the car, jump into the front seat together, with the farm boy driving off, only to stop a few feet later for the girl, who joins them in the backseat. God knows where they are going, perhaps to heaven.

  Belgian filmmaker Reypens’ film, broadcast on French TV, is a visual tone poem to childhood pleasures, with all the sexuality that those experiences involve. Although there is nothing overtly gay about this, it is clearly recognized by most gay film individuals as being stuffed with childhood versions of queer sexuality, and appears on most LGBTQ+ lists.

 

Los Angeles, June 16, 2026

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (June 2026).

Tamer Ruggli | Cappuccino / 2010

poor boy

by Douglas Messerli

 

Tamer Ruggli (screenwriter and director) Cappuccino / 2010 [16 minutes]

 

In Swiss filmmaker Tamer Ruggli’s 2010 film Cappuccino we encounter yet again another sort of coming out and semi-homophobic film, not really one or the other since our young hero Jérémie (Benjamin Décosterd) has hardly had enough experience to either fully announce his homosexuality, nor does he encounter the intense bullying that we have encountered in so many other films.

     The problem with Ruggli’s Cappuccino is that it consists only in a slight event that may be of great importance to the shy teenager who dreams of having passionate sex with his beautiful classmate Damien (Anton Ciurlia), but is so truly insignificant on the larger scale that we have difficulty to totally emphasize with his now-standard tearful admission to his more than sympathetic and loving mother, Gina (Manuel Biedermann) that he likes boys, not girls.


     Damien is one of those “straight” boys, always more knowledgeable about sex than any gay kid, who is perfectly willing to take advantage of the boy he immediately perceives has a crush on him. He quickly agrees to meet up with Jérémie in order to get an easy blowjob. What can a gay boy do but oblige, even if it isn’t the deep romantic encounter or even the remarkable fuck he might have wished for?

     He’s just happy to have been offered up the chance to suck up the semen which he declares tastes somewhat like the sweet drink his mother offers him every morning, cappuccino (not what the English translation declares to be “coffee”). But when he goes to kiss the self-satisfied recipient of his homosexual gesture, he is immediately pushed away and called, indirectly in this case, a “fag”: “I’m not a fag!”

     Compared to a gang of boys or even one straight homophobe threatening to beat you every day, the expletive seems negligible, something he even might have expected. But for Jérémie, it dashes nearly all his young dreams and hopes, leading him to such a flood of tears that when his mother merrily bounces home in her sequined gown, she still discerns his wet cheeks.


     She offers him one of her cigarettes and hugs him to her inquiring about how his date with a new girlfriend has ended in such a fuss, while he, letting loose with a new flurry of tears, admits the “she” was actually a “he,” and…well, in this case he doesn’t even have to explain his dilemma as she quickly swallows him up in her arms.

       All we can say is, “O the travails that still await this poor mamma’s boy.”

     Of course, we feel for him. But we might have suggested he watch a few other coming out films before making his first date. Hopefully, that’s what young boys can now share that in my generation was impossible.

      I couldn’t even imagine that a straight boy might have enjoyed, now and then, a good gay suck. Or that such “gay boys” often pretended they were straight, even to themselves. And certainly neither my mother or father would have held me in their arms while I cried out after having been described I was a fag. There was nothing to do but take the beatings, run away from bullies, and pretend that everything was “normal,” when you knew inside everything was all fucked up.

 

Los Angeles, June 16, 2026

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (June 2026).

 

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