Saturday, July 11, 2026

Douglas Messerli | Episodes in Gay Love: Nine Films of Roberto Pérez Toledo / [Introduction]

episodes in gay love: nine films of roberto pérez toledo  

by Douglas Messerli  

 

With the Spanish department store El Corte Inglés, the noted LGBTQ Spanish filmmaker Roberto Pérez Toledo made five short films in late 2014 and 2015 under the collective title of El Amor Mola (Love Is Cool) as part of their Valentine’s Day advertising campaign.

     These include El amor es mentira (Love Is a Lie), Como dos desconocidos (Like Two Strangers), Cupido in Love, Demostración pública de afecto (Public Display of Affection), and El Colchón (The Mattress).

     All take place in the aisles of the El Corte Inglés store. Of the five shorts, only one of them, Cupido in Love, is gay. The first of the 2-4-minute films, Love Is a Lie, involves a young man and woman, strangers, he asking for advice about a new shirt, involving them in a series of sarcastic but flirtatious conversations which, when they finally kiss, she realizes is, indeed, “a lie.”

      In the second work, Like Two Strangers, a man and a woman who obviously had a relationship, but broke up meet again, realizing that they had in fact been in love despite their bad treatment of one another. She even imagines them getting together again until she spots a Valentine’s Day package in his bag, which she presumes is intended for someone he has met since their recent break up. As she turns to go, he calls her back explaining that the gift was meant for her.

      The fourth of these short movies is the beautiful 2-minute Public Display of Affection in which an elderly couple are shopping in the store’s supermarket when they observe, at the end of one of the aisles, a young couple kissing before the store’s display background set up for Valentine’s Day.

The woman, Olga, observes that they never did anything like that. When her husband asks what, she expands her regrets, “Kissing like that in public.” He replies the she must remember that he has never like public displays of affection. He hurries off to search for the asparagus, and she continues wandering the aisles before hearing her name being called out on a row of television screens. When she moves to the television displays, she discovers her husband on every one of the screens, calling out to her. When she assures him that she’s there, he suggests that at their age it’s time her told her in public that he loves her. And behind her a small crowd has gathered as she throws a kiss to the TV monitor.


      In the final short piece El Colchón (The Mattress), an argumentative young couple are in search of a new mattress, which the female insists they need since they don’t get enough sleep. He sleeps on his back and snores, she on her side which, she’s heard, means that the mattress should not be soft. He’s cynical about all the folks shopping for Valentine’s Day, and she’s frustrated by his inability to concentrate. He argues that the real problem is that she sleeps on her side, putting a great space between them, not at all like when they first me when she used to hug him all night. Finally, she realizes the kind of mattress they truly need, the small single one he had in his apartment during his student days. The two curl up on the small mattress, having found out the problem of why they’ve grown apart.

     The third of this series, Cupido in Love has evidently, according to the Dekkoo gay film streaming site, been reissued within another series of similarly short, all-gay films that he made later, gathered as a portmanteau of 9 films as The Films of Roberto Peréz Toledo, which were evidently broadcast also on Spanish television, but made over several years. These films, which I review in full in this essay, include Cupido in Love (Season 1, Episode 1) (2015 / 2021), Hola, Mamá, Hola, Papá (Hey Mom, Hey Dad) (Season 1, Episode 2) (2016), Zombie Kiss (Season 1, Episode 3) (2016);  La peli que vamos a ver (The Movie We Are Going to See) (Season 1, Episode 4) (2017); Sí a todo (Yes to Everything) (Season 1, Episode 5) (2016); Admirador secreto (Secret Admirer) (Season 1, Episode 6) (2014); La cuarta cita (The Fourth Date) (Season 1, Episode 7) (2020); Hidroalcohólico (Hydroalcoholic) (Season 1, Episode 8) (2020); Los amigos raros (Weird Friends) (Season 1, Episode 9) (2014). The last episode is a feature film Pérez Toledo made in 2014.

     Born in the Canary Islands in 1978, Pérez Toledo was diagnosed at the age of 3 with congenital spinal atrophy, and spent most of his life in a wheel chair. He began to write scripts and work with a camera at the age of 14, and subsequently enrolled in a script-writing course in the Septima Ars Film and TV School in Madrid. Over the years he made more than 30 short films, graduating to his first feature film in 2011 with Seis puntos sobre Emma which won several awards. Many of his films have been awarded prizes for both screenwriting and direction, and he became known in Europe as one of the leading LGBTQ writers and directors.

     The director died of a stroke in 2022 on the eve of the premiere of his first stage drama, Basic Manual of Sign Language to Break Hearts.

     Beyond the 9 films gathered here and the brief mentions of his El Amor Mola series, I have reviewed most of his works in these pages.

 

Los Angeles, February 20, 2023

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (February 2023)

Gordon von Steiner | Got Me Started / 2023

sexual frenzy

by Douglas Messerli

 

Sergio Reis and Mauro van de Kerkhof (choreographers), Kaelyn Behr. Jack Glass, Christopher John Stracey, Troye Sivan, Brett Leland Mclaughlin, Ian Eric Kirkpatrick, and Tayla Parx (songwriters), Troye Sivan (performer), Gordon von Steiner (director) Got Me Started / 2023 [3.16 minutes] [music video]

 

One of gay boy singer Troye Sivan’s most noted songs—perhaps, in part, because of Saturday Night Live’s Season 49, Episode 6, “Troye Sivan Sleep Demon” sketch performed by Timothée Chalamet of the same year.


    While singing truly raunchy lyrics about his love of a boy/man, Sivan dances with various groups of other young men, women and men, and alone, placing his hand often over his cock, and most notably, at one point, pulling down his bright pants to reveal his but in red underwear.

       

He's got the personality

Not even gravity could ever hold him down

He's got the sexuality of a man

Who can take a room and drown it out, yeah

 

Inching closer to sunrise

Now we're standing eye to eye

I wanna tell you what's on my, on my mind (let's go)


You just got me started

And I don't think I can stop it

And I don't wanna go home alone, alright?

Oh, baby, baby

Boy, can I be honest?

Kinda miss using my body

Fuck it - just like this party did tonight

Oh, baby, baby



Yeah, yeah

I want it, grip you tight

I've seen enough of your body

Come back and feel the vibe 

 

It’s clear the singer/dancer is possessed in a kind of sexual trance, unable to control his desires as he even straps himself to a huge lift which takes him up the side of a skyscraper to join the dance of the roof.

    Although the song itself is sung in Sivan’s usual quieted, husky tones, the choreography in this case transports it into a new dimension as he literally can hardly control the sexual excitement of his desires to grab hold of his imaginary lover and enjoy the sexual pleasures provided.


    Sivan uses his thin, willowy body to move in sexual patterns with others while sliding forward with sexual grace.

 

Los Angeles, July 11, 2026

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (July 2026).

Josef von Sternberg | Blonde Venus / 1932

the rhine maiden

by Douglas Messerli

 

Jules Furthman, S. K. Lauren, and Josef von Sternberg (screenplay), Josef von Sternberg (director) Blonde Venus / 1932

 

With a script by Jules Furthman, one of the best screenplay writers in all of Hollywood history (among his works were Morocco, Body and Soul, Shanghai Express, Mutiny on the Bounty, Only Angels Have Wings, To Have and To Have Not, The Big Sleep, and Nightmare Alley) and directed by the great von Sternberg, Blonde Venus is a wonderful movie that still doesn’t quite succeed. The more I think on it, I perceive it as two very different films under the same title, with a single actress performing with partners, who themselves couldn’t be more different from one another.


     The film begins in pre-Hitler Germany with Richard Wagner’s Das Rheingold with the lovely Rhine maidens swimming nude in a river where nearby lurks a dragon, actresses on break with taxi carefully protected by the driver (the dragon) who growls at the American boys exhausted from a Sunday walk through the woods who come upon the maidens, actresses from the city on a short break. If you might miss the visual allusions, von Sternberg provides his audience with the musical score from that early scene in Wagner’s opera.

     Among the Americans is Edward ‘Ned’ Faraday, played by Herbert Marshall, a British-born actor who after this film and his best, Lubitsch’s Trouble in Paradise, followed by several romantic roles—in which, frankly, I never found him convincing—in which he played several uptight and dangerous Britishers and during World War II often played, in particular, British spies working for the Germans. Predictably, it appears, since here he plays a student who is studying in Germany, which explains his meeting up with Dietrich and his return there after he has discovered he is suffering from a rare disease brought on by his mysterious experiments with radium and other chemical substances. If nothing else, it’s certainly not a healthy situation, with his lab just off the kitchen where he works much like Wagner’s Alberich experimenting with some kind of alchemy that will, if successful, bring him great amounts of money.


      But now, in their poverty, his wife Helen Faraday—using her husband’s name which itself calls up the electromagnetic and electrochemical discoveries of Michael Faraday—serves as a toiling mother with the sacred ring round her finger, Ned refusing to permit her to return to her cabaret career, even though it was her singing that enchanted him into marriage. Although outwardly appearing happy and certainly doting on their son, Johnny (the amazing child star Dickie Moore, on whose birthday I coincidentally watched this film) she looks clearly uncomfortable and out of place, and of course nothing like how we are used to seeing Dietrich.

      Their central joy seems to be focused on their son, for whom many a night they perform as bedtime storytellers, a duo ritualistically acting out their river meeting, their quick courtship, and their marriage to the absolute delight of Johnny who seems never to tire of the tale.

     When Ned finally consults a doctor, he hears of a possible cure discovered by his old teacher back in Germany. The traveling and living expenses, however, are clearly unavailable to the tenant-house dwelling family, and despite Ned’s dismissals of the idea, Helen determines to return to work.


    From the moment Helen crosses the doorway to the world outside, von Sternburg’s film becomes another kind of movie as if, almost by magic, Helen is pulled out from the backdoor theater waiting line to the stage where Ben Smith (Gene Morgan) hires himself on as her manager, pitching her to theater owner Dan O’Connor (Robert Emmett O’Connor) who transforms her into Helen Jones, a version of the Dietrich we all know and love.

      Suddenly it is as if the drab actor has been bewitched by the camera, coming alive to partake in what Richard Barrios describes as “a rococo cornucopia of attitudes and arabesques” with Dietrich teasing “the audience with her takes on every conceivable variety of sex, up to and including bestiality and incest.” Becoming the overnight sensation, The Blonde Venus, she joins a chorus line of scantily dressed native girls as a full gorilla on a chain, vaguely terrifying her audience as she darts off and on the stage before doing what can only be described as a kind bestial striptease, taking off elements of the gorilla suit bit by bit until she herself becomes a native queen, of which the lyrics hint, tossing off in the style of German cabaret sprechstimme Ralph Rainger’a and Sam Coslow’s "Hot Voodoo":


 


                Did you ever happen to hear of voodoo?

                Hear it and you won't give a damn what you do

                Tom-tom's put me under a sort of voodoo

                And the whole night long

                I don't know the right from wrong

                …….

                Hot voodoo make me brave

                I want to misbehave

                I'm beginning to feel like an African queen

                Those drums bring up the heaven inside me

                I need some great big angel to guide me

                Hot voodoo, makes me wild

                Oh fireman, save this child

                I’m going to blazes

                I want to be bad

 

    Within the night she has won the love of her Wotan, the wealthy politician playboy Nick Townsend (Cary Grant) who is more than willing to provide her with the sum for a ticket to send her husband off to Europe. She tells Ned that she was able to convince her director to provide her with an advance.

     Obviously, in Ned’s absence, Nick himself pulls Helen off the stage for his private attentions, setting her temporarily up in a friend’s Park Avenue suite, while providing a nanny for Johnny. And during this brief time without, symbolically speaking, both her son and her ring, she is happy, enjoying the female powers that her independence has suddenly allowed.


     When they hear of Ned’s cure and that he will return in a few weeks, the couple rush off for a final vacation. Ned, however, impatient to see his son and wife, returns earlier than expected to an empty apartment that hasn’t been visited for weeks, finding his message of early return and other mail still in the doorway.

      Upon Helen’s final return to her marriage, she discovers a man who is hardly recognizable in his determination for revenge, demanding she bring back his son and leave immediately.

      Helen does pick-up Johnny, escaping with him upon a sad road trip of day-to-day misadventures as she runs from the police detectives who attempt to bring her back her son back to his father and bring her to justice, without her quite realizing that it is her almost incestuous love of her Siegfried which will bring both of them down. Living with him in her own bed in hotel rooms, shacks, and shanties she is forced to lock him in as she takes on day jobs which include everything from farm work, dishwashing, and prostitution, part of the vast cornucopia of roles of which Richard Barrios spoke.

      She finally realizes she can never fully return to life as long as she holds onto her son, and finally living in the black quarter of small southern shanty-town where she spots another police detective, she lures him in as street walker to reveal her son, ready finally to give him back to the Alberich and dragon rolled into one, Ned Faraday.

     With vengeance on his mind, Ned hands over the $1,000 he sold for the formula that might have made him millions, dooming his own and son’s life to a world of poverty. Helen, for her part, hands over the envelope to a woman in such deep despair for her down-and-out condition that she is plotting her suicide for the morning.


      Almost immediately after she has said goodbye to her beloved Johnny, the film again is transformed into the other Dietrich world, this time in Paris where she now heads a night club with her secularly christened name Helen Jones, having used men to get to her position where, dressed in a white suit reminiscent of the tuxedo she wore in Morocco, she performs once more as a symbolic lesbian, briefly grabbing the wrist and petting the forehead of one of her chorus girls as she slithers down a leather path to sing in both French and English the lyrics of "I Couldn't Be Annoyed" (music and lyrics by Leo Robin and Richard A. Whiting). Here is the lesbian Dietrich we know best, still harboring the flames of a dead love, but perfectly happy to move on with her life as it is, powerful without a man in sight.

      But, of course, she becomes annoyed by the meeting, quite by accident, of Nick Townsend once again, taken to her club by a friend. The two meet up backstage after, of course, Nick telling her how much he still loves her and attempting to lure her on the ship he plans the next night to take back to the US, promising to book another suite for her in case she changes her mind.

       At the last moment she does join him, and in the last long scene returns with Nick, who has arranged the visit, to see her son for the very last time. Ned resists letting her in, but when Nick offers to pay, he permits her entry simply out of disdain for the victor’s offer.


      Johnny runs to her and she shows her love in kind as the two retreat for a few moments to the bedroom; she finally realizing that he has not been properly cleaned for days, asks him if he’d like her to bathe him, just as in the very first domestic scene of the movie. She is after all a Rhine maiden, and as the cycle demands she must return to guard the ring. She takes a large bowl from the kitchen, fills it with water, and returns to the bedroom, Nick (as Wotan) finally realizing it is time for him to retreat leaves the car, just in case. But once back in her proper place, her Alberich cannot do other than accept her return, as their son begs them to retell the old saga of how they met.

      Throughout this essay, I have tossing out links to Wagner’s Das Rheingold.* But I need to warn the reader these cannot be applied literally scene by scene, character by character, but rather remain in the background as leitmotivs that appear now and then within the plot, rather than functioning as a parallel unit of allegorical structure. In that respect Barrios was correct in his description of the work as a cornucopia, for it is a basket of various possibilities for its female hero that she must explore to discover her way back to world she most loves, caring for and protecting the sacred product of her marital ring, her son.

 

*I believe my comparisons with Wagner’s Das Rheingold are original; at least I have never encountered an essay discussing this aspect of the film. If such an interpretation exists, I came to similar conclusions, I assure you, without reading it.

 

Los Angeles, September 13, 2022

Reprinted from World Cinema Review (September 2022).

 

Marc-Antoine Lemire | Pre-Drink / 2017

changes

by Douglas Messerli

 

Marc-Antoine Lemire (screenwriter and director) Pre-Drink / 2017 [23 minutes]

 

This film by Quebecois writer/director Mac-Antoine Lemire is basically without significant dialogue, has no truly significant plot, and involves only two or three actions; so in a sense there is not a great deal to be said about this nonetheless moving film except to commend the directing and acting of Alexe (Pascale Drevillon), a trans woman, and her long-time friend Carl (Alex Trahan).


    In one of Alexe’s first nights out since her sexual transformation, her best friend from childhood, the gay boy Carl has promised to accompany her. He arrives a bit earlier than expected, spotting her in the mirror checking out her breasts.


     He has brought along a bottle of wine which they drink together to celebrate her new identity. In the process, they get a little drunk or at least attest to it as they fall together in bed, suddenly, after all these years, and even as they have just learned from another sharing some of their bed partners at different times, Carl admits to his strange attraction to her and before they even quite realize what is happening, they participate in sex, a lovely kind of giggly sex but also a deep and fulfilling sexual bonding.

     A telephone call from their friends remind them that they were on their way to the bar, and in order perhaps to simply cover over any embarrassment that either of them might have over the incident, turns back into the kind of rambunctious boy, a role Carl often plays, as he argues they both find the special man of their dreams.


     But Alexe is slow in restoring her face, lipstick, etc, and we can see that privately she perhaps already has put Carl into that possible role. Has she been in love with him all the years they have been together. The wan smile that covers over a sort of inner hurt says everything. Yet both know they have long been too close—like brother and sister, and before that two brothers—to ever imagine an adult relationship together. Yet the movie suggests that for Alexe, at least, such a relationship would be her dream.

     Lemire has bathed their sexual experiences in rather garish colors, reds and greens, which both imply a kind of porno affair while at the same time clearly dramatizing the meaning of their momentary coupling. But Carl, we recognize is still a boy, while Alexe is now a real woman.

 

Los Angeles, July 11, 2026

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (July 2026)

     

Raoul Walsh | Sailor’s Luck / 1933

et-gay the ansy-pay

by Douglas Messerli

 

Marguerite Roberts, Charlotte Miller, and Bert Hanlon (screenplay, with additional dialogue by Ben Ryan), Raoul Walsh Sailor’s Luck / 1933

If there was ever any evidence that screenwriters and directors needed and wanted obvious gay figures in their films, one need only see Raoul Walsh’s 1933 film Sailor’s Luck. Primarily and proto-version of later works such as On the Town, Walsh’s film centers around a sailor’s romance of the girl he’s finally find that’s right for marriage.


      These two figures, Jimmy Harrigan and Sally Brent, sweetly played by James Dunn and Sally Eilers, perform the standard series of approaches and retreats, of full-out love and retributive anger that every film romance demands. They’re accompanied by Jimmy’s two sailor friends, composing the trio of sailors on the wild spree of shore leave that defines such sailor comedies. These two, Barnacle Benny (Sammy Cohen) and Bilge (Frank Moran) share the same girl, Minnie Broadhurst (Esther Muir), but mostly hang around just for laughs, Bilge performing as a kind of straight man—a muscle-bound bruiser who plays classical piano and reads political essays in the American Mercury—while Benny plays a large-nosed rubber man who lovingly prats and falls his way through the movie, which along with other racial slurs is why this film is rarely screened today and has been described by one film commentator as “one of the least politically correct films of the 1930s.” I gather she or he has not seen many 1930s films.


     The oily villain of the piece, Baron Darrow (Victor Jory) weaves his way in and out of Jimmy and Sally’s comings and goings slowly attempting to seduce the pretty girl boarding in his small hotel, The Minnehaha Arms. For absolutely no reason and with little logic, he’s planning a huge marathon dance from which he hopes to rake in thousands of dollars while stiffing the winners, and wants the good-girl Sally to enter and, presumably, become his personal prize. Given the fact that the fleet is suddenly called to transfer from the Los Angeles port of San Pedro to San Francisco, he almost succeeds, Jimmy and Sally misreading one another with every telephone call and unannounced visit in between. But, of course, “sailor’s luck,” he finally realizes what a fool he’s been in suspecting his lovely Sally’s virtue, he and his friends along with all the other gobs who’ve come ashore create a ruckus, beating up the gangsters and freeing Sally so she might join Jimmy as he awards her with a gold ring around her finger.

      In between, obviously, are a great many comic scenes; if anything there are far too many, one involving a banana man who claims the navy has stolen all his fruit, another involving a long ago chair broken over the head of Bilge by Minnie in her for boarding house, and a third far too-long series of sequences with a drunken man in a tuxedo, J. Felix Hemingway (Will Stanton), who Minnie eventually marries presumably to inherit his fortune when he falls down in the street for the very last time. In the film, he plays a kind of Chevy Chase-like figure, stumbling and clattering through space. It’s almost inevitable that he might at some point meet up with the constantly prancing and flitting form of Benny.


      But there is yet one other comic figure introduced in only one scene, an early episode wherein Sally, having just taken on a job as a swimming pool attendant and part-time swimming instructor—a job doomed from the start since she not only doesn’t know how to swim but is terrified by water (an interesting fact given that she ends of the film almost married to a seaman)—quickly perceives that her fellow bathhouse attendant is a flaming effeminate homosexual, who snips and snaps back at the womanizing swimming club owner, but flaunts his sexual delight at seeing so many sailors enter his establishment.

      Director Walsh gives this character played by Frank Atkinson a great deal of on-screen time, far more than the usual pansy role. Richard Barrios describes part of his role and reveals that originally it was to have been far longer, brackets representing my asides:

 

“...he waves coyly at Dunn and pals (“Hi, sailors!”), and earns from Dunn a pig-Latin putdown: “Hey, fellas, et-gay the ansy-pay.” Atkinson’s appearance doesn’t go much further than that in the film [although he does later get thrown into the pool by the banana man to which he expresses his sissified indignation], but the surviving script files of Sailor’s Luck make it clear that a higher-profile gay presence had originally been planned [the writers, interestingly, being mostly made up of women, Charlotte Miller, Marguerite Roberts, along with Bert Hanlon]. From the very beginning, it had been decided that the swimming pool sequence...would feature a gay character, and there had been some casting planned: a performer named A. Martinez was penciled in to play Violetta, tagged by the script as ‘A Spanish Nance.’ Originally, Violetta was to appear when heroine Sally Eilers hands him a woman’s swimsuit by mistake, and he delightedly puts it on. Then, in a later script, Violetta is the brother-in-law of the pool manager, figuring quite tempestuously in a great deal of the action around the pool. When the idea of using Martinez was dropped, Violetta became Cyril, with whom the sailors engage in a mock flirtation. Finally, the part was trimmed some more until Cyril became the nameless non-Spanish nance of the final print.”


     What becomes clear through the recounting of Barrios’ marvelous research is that gay figures throughout the 1930s appeared to still be of great importance to writers and directors as comic figures, social commentary, and perhaps just out of their need to remind their audiences that such figures, their gay friends, still existed. Why else spend so much time and concern over a such a minor figure in the overall structure of a heterosexually-themed movie? The trimming of such a role, moreover, reveals the increasing interference of the Hays Office, which only a month later, with the release in April of The Warrior’s Husband, would ban even the use of panzees on screen, forcing the near-elimination of all obvious homosexuals for the next 4-5 decades in cinema.   

    Homosexuals, male and female, disappeared as if they no longer walked the American earth, and any hint of their existence existed only under the cover of coded language and innuendo instead of the broad gestures that had grown out of early cinematic cross-dressing roles, vaudeville, and burlesque. In hindsight the sisses—despite the numerous negative connotations they brought up and still do for us today—were a delightful fad that Joseph I. Breen and others of his ilk sought in a fit of moral outage to stamp out.

      Yet, it was precisely the illogic of including such a fluttering figure, along with the flittering physical comedy of someone like Sammy Cohen and the pratfalls of actors such as Will Stanton that made the standard comedy romances interesting and palatable. A critic like Leonard Maltin could not describe such a work as “insanely funny” without them.

 

Los Angeles, March 13, 2022

Reprinted from World Cinema Review (March 2022).

 

 

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