Monday, January 13, 2025

Jenifer Malmqvist | Na koncu ulicy (At the End of the Street) / 2007

table

by Douglas Messerli

 

Jenifer Malmqvist (screenwriter and director) Na koncu ulicy (At the End of the Street) / 2007 [14 minutes]

 

Directed by the Swedish born Jenifer Malmqvist who studied filmmaking in Poland, this Polish-language film features a woman, Aleksandra (Ela Komorowska) angrily trudging through the city streets to visit her former lover, Monika (Joanna Glen).


     She is stopped by a local policeman (Mikolaj Osiński) and fined for crossing a crosswalk against the light. He tries to explain that the small fee surely is worth possibly saving her life.

      But so focused is Aleksandra about her hurt, anger, and most of all the pain of having lost her lover, that it hardly seems to register. She arrives at her former apartment and calls up to Monika, who refuses to come down even for a few moments to talk with her.

      Aleksandra insists she will simply wait in the middle of the street until Monika does come down, and she lays down in the middle of road, but to no avail.

      We soon see her putting her old key into the lock and tip-toeing into the apartment where Monika is celebrating her new novel with friends, including her new lover, Dziewczyna Moniki (Masza Steczek), the two of them regularly exchanging kisses.


     From around a corner, Aleksandra watches the affair, becoming more hurt and infuriated by the moment. Finally she reveals herself, Monika explaining once again that she cannot talk to her at this time. “As you can see, I am busy.”

      Aleksandra insists that she has come to claim some more of her belongings, by Monika reminds her that she has long ago removed everything from the apartment. But the very table in which Monika and her friends are dining evidently also belongs to Aleksandra and she demands it back.

      Appalled, her guests quietly stand and begin clearing it off, Monika’s new lover attempting to comfort her for the rude embarrassment and the interruption of the celebration of her new novel.


      In the hall where Aleksandra waits, Monika comes to her, attempting to calm her down with a kiss. But the table soon is delivered up, and Aleksandra drags it out onto the streets and begins to clumsily pull it back in the direction from where she has begun her visit of revenge.

      The policeman, now in an auto, stops, asking if she needs help. She refuses, suggesting all that she needs is a drink. He stops the car, gets out, opens his trunk, and pulls out a bottle of beer which he hands her, and she begins to swill down.

      Noticing votive candles and flowers in the trunk, Aleksandra wonders if he had been visiting the cemetery, the policeman replaying he had intended to, but it closed before he could. His wife died six years ago, he explains, at the end of the street, hit by a car.

      The two are now brought together by loss, and he attempts to pull legs off the table in order to place it into the trunk in order to help her get it home. But the legs, which she affixed, seem unmovable, and before long, these two lonely individuals standing closely next to each other, fall into a series of shy kisses.


       When he attempts to get more serious, however, she hits him hard, wandering off in the director of his wife’s death. However, she soon returns, apologizing, explaining that she misses her lover so very much.

       Together they sit in his car for a short period of time just to get out of the rain and perhaps calm down their respective emotions.

        She asks if the place where she hit him still hurts, and he scoffs it off. She is ready to leave, and he asks about the table. “You can have it,” she answers, leaving the car and walking off.


       A few seconds later, the policeman drives off in the other director, the table remaining on the side of the road where the two have left it, symbol of how both their communal lives have been turned over by the loss of their loved ones.

       Malmqvist’s work is a gritty testimony to Beckett’s oft-quoted phrase, “I can’t go on. I’ll go on.”

 

Los Angeles, January 13, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema (January 2025).

      

Gaspar Antillo | Nadie Sabe Que Estoy Aquí (Nobody Knows I’m Here) / 2020

the invisible man

by Douglas Messerli

 

Enrique Videla, Josefina Fernández, and Gaspar Antillo (screenplay) Gaspar Antillo, director Nadie Sabe Que Estoy Aquí (Nobody Knows I’m Here) / 2020

 

Chilean director Gaspar Antillo’s first feature film, Nobody Knows I’m Here, is now being broadcast on Netflix.

      It’s a lovely film if you stay with it throughout its early long scenes. Several critics have commented that because we don’t know the reasons behind the central figure Memo Garrido’s (played with great subtlety by Jorge Garcia) silence and brooding emotions until the very end of the movie, the director does not provide us with enough information to have sustained sympathy for this gentle, morbidly overweight hulk.


    We do know that whatever has happened in the past, his uncle Braulio (Luis Gnecco) has taken him in to his large, hermit-like Llanquihue farm, surrounded by water on all sides, in Southern Chile.

     Maybe those viewers simply missed the early clue that the young Memo, growing up in Miami and dreaming of becoming a young celebrity singer with a voice that would make any young girl—and even boy—cry out in joy, is told, after his father’s reticent acceptance, that he is too unphotogenic to take the stage, but will be forced to sing for a handsome young mohawk-haired heartthrob, Angelo, who grows famous while Memo remains invisible, much like Debbie Reynolds behind the scrim in front of which Jean Hagen (as the horrible Lina Lamont) pretends to sing her heart out in Singin’ in the Rain.

     While it is true that the action is very slow-going throughout most of the film, with Memo basically cleaning sheep skins for his uncle and secretly reading books he has ordered up by Angelo (Gastón Pauls), now a celebrity hawker of popular, somewhat new age advice, the long scenes which we experience with this speechless being—whose only adventures, it appears is breaking into people’s homes while they are out and sewing up spectacular multi-colored costumes, presumably, in his imagination, for a would-be comeback as a performer, facing his audience for the very first time or perhaps just day-dreaming about what might have happened if he’d been given the chance.

     Most critics seem to be in accord that he breaks into houses just to have a look-around, while I thought that his illegal entries were, in fact, connected with those quilt-like costumes, that Memo entered others’ homes to find small swaths of cloth and sequined material in order to create his outlandish costumes. Is it any wonder that he is later attracted to enter a fashion designer’s home?

      Suddenly, however, something else, or rather, someone else enters his secluded life in the form of a rather plain-looking, but loving and sharp-thinking woman, the young fashion designer from town I just mentioned, who boats out to the Garridos’ island, Marta (Millaray Lobos), bringing some of her sick uncle’s lamb skins to be prepared by Nemo and his uncle.



     Over time, Marta chisels away Memo’s reticence, and discovers behind this quiet man someone of substance, who strangely has painted his nails with a gaudy, glittery silver, but whips up designs of his own.

      Unable to speak normally to her, in order to stop her one day from leaving, he sings out to her is most popular song, “Nobody Knows I’m Here,” Suddenly, and quite by accident, when she records his beautiful voice on her cell phone revealing another being hidden behind the taciturn man.

     Later, teasing Marta about their relationship, her would-be boyfriend, a journalist, grabs her phone in search of photos of himself, only to discover Nemo singing what appears to be Angelo’s hit, which he quickly links to a video of the young Memo entering the popular singer’s set after one of his performances to beat him up, and event which landed the young Angelo ever after in a wheelchair.

       Now, we can explain Memo’s attempts to remain hidden. The unknowing fans of the telegenic Milli-Vanilli-like performer,* the attacker is a villain without logic. They cannot know—and by film’s end probably will never know—that the assailant was simply attempting to reclaim his voice.


       Call me a contrarian, but here also I disagree with the majority of those who have written to date on this film who find the very next scene, after several of these irate fans show up at his uncle’s doorway, as the first of what they uniformly describe as “surreal” scenes.    

     These scenes have little to do with actual dream-images or distorted views of reality, despite their insertion in what otherwise is basically a naturalistically conceived work. Rather, I’d argue they are simply visual representations of Memo’s inner feelings (his sudden disgorgement of a thick, mucus like red substance that seems to never end), a later face-to-face meeting in the forest with a drone (revealing Memo’s fear of being now watched), and the long penultimate scene of Antillo’s work, where it appears that Memo has been seduced by his callous father (Alejandro Goic) to make one final appearance when interviewed with the wheelchair-bound Angelo, who insists he has forgiven Memo, while still refusing to reveal the reason for the original assault: that he has stolen from the man his greatest gift, his voice, after which Memo grabs the microphone, beautifully singing his pop-hit with a sudden accompanying orchestra behind. We can easily comprehend this as a righteous fantasy that the man, who did not take up his father’s offer, stirs up to assuage his anger. For Memo, it becomes obvious, there is no difference between what happens in the world outside and what goes on in his head. These are not surreally conceived chunks thrown into Antillo’s realistic film, but are internalized explanations, externally revealed, of Memo’s actions throughout the entire work.

      Just before this scene, we observe a more symbolic incident, in which Memo enters the water, a true leviathan, while his uncle tells him that he should remember that he is a good man at heart, “a large gentle man”—suggesting a kind of leviathan with no Ahab chasing after.

      The last frames of this film show Memo, once more in the garb that we wore previously, bib overalls, while lying in bed, side by side, with Marta, whom, when he rolls over, hugs and kisses him.

      By film’s end Memo has been able to demonstrate his talent, even if only in his imagination. And perhaps he too can now forgive the studios, his father, Angelo, and, most importantly, himself. Clearly, through this film, he has helped us to all see he is “here.”

 

Los Angeles, July 1, 2020

Reprinted from World Cinema Review (July 2020).

 

*In 1989, the group, consisting of singers Fab Morvan and Rob Pilatus, known as Milli Vanili, were revealed, after problems with their amplification system (one recording kept skipping and repeating part of a single line) and the revelation by one of their real singers, that they were not actually performing their own songs such as their hit “”Girl You Know That’s True,” but rather were lip-synching their songs.

     It must have been that same year or soon after that Dick and Dee Sherwood invited us, along with artist David Sallle and choreographer Karole Armitage, who were then a couple, to dinner at their home.

     Somehow the six of us got into a discussion of the recent break-up and lawsuits surrounding Milli Vanili, with Karole volunteering that it was she who had choreographed most of their moves, suggesting they weren’t very able when it came to their terpsichorean talents. The similarities between Antillo’s work and this German-born performing group are many, except that Milli Vanili used a wide-range of other performers to sing their ditties, several of the singers later suing the producer and the performers themselves.

Sunday, January 12, 2025

Philippe Barassat | Mon copain Rachid (My Friend Rachid) / 1998

pay to touch

by Douglas Messerlli

 

Philippe Barassat (screenwriter and director) Mon copain Rachid (My Friend Rachid) / 1998

 

It is difficult, in some senses to imagine the charming French film My Friend Rachid as an LGBTQ film since its major focus appears to be on a young sexually curious nine-year-old boy at a time when most boys first become interested in their own bodies of those of their peers. Eric (Jonathan Reyes) is simply obsessed with the size of his older Arab friend Rachid’s (Nordine Mezaache) cock, and begs him to show it to him and let him touch it whenever possible.


     Most of the time, Rachid will show him his penis, but will not let him touch it because to fondle it or even allow it to be touched would mean he was homosexual. But gradually, Rachid learns how to manipulate the young boy into paying to touch it, Eric only too willing to beg for money, under various false pretenses, so that he might grasp and handle his large-dicked pal.

      But then there are also moments that seem almost dream-like to Eric when Rachid takes the activity a bit further, as for example, when working in an arab night club as a waiter he encourages Eric to join him on a large constructed cock which flies through the sky over the small stage as part of the act, female Arab singers performing below.


      At another point, Rachid suggests that Eric “become” his penis on the lookout for girls and others who might interested in him.  

     And on another night, after fighting with some boys over a girl who he’s hired for sex, Rachid slips into Eric’s bed and, given the description of Eric’s dream wherein Rachid was joyfully being hung on the cross while he himself suffered the pain, the narrative hints that the older boy engaged in sex with the younger in his sleep. In the morning Rachid insists Eric owes him 100 fins (francs).



     Gradually, it becomes apparent that, in some respects, this is a story not about Eric’s sexuality, but Rachid’s as he moves gradually, with his outsized cock, into prostitution. Eric grows up, marries and has children, producing an almost stereotypical bourgeois family.


      But when he encounters Rachid one day on the street, who readily greets him, Rachid’s friends ask if Eric might have been a client, Rachid insisting, no he was a fellow classmate, a pal.

      What we realize is that his “pal” helped to show Rachid how to be a male prostitute without being self-labeled as a homosexual. As long as money was exchanged, touching his cock was perfectly permissible—perhaps even enjoyable for Rachid. But when Eric’s mother, suspicious of his constant requests for money, cut off the supply, Rachid disappeared from his life.

     The naïve Eric seems not even able to perceive how he helped train a young man in the life of prostitution, the way perhaps, the French society as a whole can never truly comprehend how their racism, lack of job equality, and failure to socially accept outsiders such as Rachid help to inculcate the idea for those who remain outside their cultural boundaries that the only choices they have in order to survive are robbery, drug dealing, prostitution, or welfare.

      Barassat’s comedy, accordingly, gets turned on its head. And yes, the little film becomes very much an LGBTQ story, being as it is about a male prostitute, who like so many who perform the same role, cannot accept themselves as being queer. They use sex, so they argue, only to make money, not to enjoy the pleasures of the body, while, of course, quite enjoying being sucked off or fucking some of their clients.

      At turns light-hearted and fantastical, Barassat’s small 19-minute gem is also a lovely satire of the bourgeois French culture, which the previously sexually fascinated adolescent eventually joins and ultimately comes to represent.

 

Los Angeles, January 12, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (January 2025).

Sean Lìonadh | Too Rough / 2022

shift of power

by Douglas Messerli


Sean Lìonadh (screenwriter and director) Too Rough / 2022 [15 minutes]

 

To call the family at the center of Scottish director Sean Lìonadh’s short film Too Rough as dysfunctional, as does the IMDb site, is almost an understatement. These people, an alcoholic couple with a mentally challenged child (James McCarry, Kevin O’Loughlin, and Tomas Palmer) are a disaster zone of hate and total destruction. How their son Nick (Ruaridh Mollica) has even survived all these years to celebrate at a party when evidently his parents are out of town, is almost inexplicable.


     How have they fed him? Can either of these parents even hold down a job? The only salvation for Nick’s younger challenged brother is that he cannot comprehend the meaning of the words that come pouring from their lungs during their violent shouting matches. That child, Flamingo, is only frightened and hides out in a closet.

      Nick is equally terrified, but it is because he knows all too well what his father and mother are saying, their hatred for one another, their homophobic slurs, and, at one point, so we perceive what his father’s drunken toppings of his body indicate. Whether the latter has actually resulted in sexual abuse is uncertain, but after we observe this one afternoon, we can imagine anything having happened in the past.


      What’s different this time, is that after the party Nick has fallen into the arms of his boyfriend Charlie (Joshua Griffin) at the party, and wakes up in bed with him as his parents return. We cannot quite discern whether Nick’s absolute terror of the situation is the fear of the consequences of being discovered with a black boy in bed which might surely result in beatings or even murder; or whether he is more terrified that Charlie will discover the full truth about his family and reject him out of hand. In any event, hysteria sets in, with Charlie mostly refusing to play along, arguing that he will not hide under the bed like Anne Frank.

      Yet he does piss in a glass instead of daring to use the bathroom, and leap to the side of the bed when Nick’s father, in the midst of his violent argument, enters and lays down on top of his son, whispering of his love into his son’s ear. The presence of Flamingo, however, distracts him, and he leaves, the fight between the parents continuing for a while before it finally settles down.

      When Nick again demands Charlie leave, he refuses. He is now there to protect his lover and rejects the very idea that he might abandon him to the horrors of his own home. Just as Nick holds his little brother’s ears so that cannot hear the full-pitch battle, so too does Charlie hold Nick’s ears.


     The couple finally kiss, Nick suddenly realizing a new sense of peace in having Charlie’s support instead of fear and absolute disgust.

                          


     Things do finally quiet, and the boys, together, move forward into the living room where the discover the battling couple drunkenly asleep in one another’s arms. Nick picks up his mother and moves her in another, more comfortable, direction, while Charlie, observing the oven smoking, pulls out the burned meal she had begun to prepare. Together they sit, holding hands, perhaps waiting for the horrors to awaken or just watching over them, realizing that it is they who are now in control, not the out-of-control drunkards. With Charlie there to help support him, Nick can finally put an end to his own version of hiding out in the closet.

 

Los Angeles, December 12, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (December 2025).

Elene Naveriani | Red Ants Bite / 2019

love as survival

by Douglas Messerli

 

Donald Acho Nwokorie, George Imo Obasi, and Elene Naveriani (screenplay), Elene Naveriani (director) Red Ants Bite / 2019 [23 minutes]

 

Two Nigerian men, who have immigrated to the country of Georgia, spend the day together, apparently as they usually do. As the film begins Afame (Donald Acho Nwokorie) has been waiting in the park for three hours for the arrival of his friend Obinna (George Imo Obasi), who has evidently been at a party which the less flamboyant Afame has refused to attend.

     Afame is married to a Georgian woman and has a young girl who he basically looks after while the mother works as a porn masseur. Yet, it is also clear that the two men share a relationship that is far deeper than mere friendship.


     They do little throughout the day, clearly both without work in a society in which they are unwelcome and often greeted with racist comments. Afame (who wears a large gold cross) is sometimes able to rise above the abuse, but it is obvious that it daily cuts in like a sword into

Obinna’s life, although he insists that he doesn’t cry. We also discover that Afame is suffering from some unnamed disease where in gums are bleeding.


      They do little throughout the day but talk, swim in the Kura River, which runs through the capital city of Tbilisi in which they live, sit by the riverside, get a couple beers, and return to the spot where Afame’s wife, Magda (Magda Lebanidze) works, in order to pick up Afame’s daughter.

      Together, they take the young girl to the Tbilisi zoo, which we are told early in the film, suffered a huge flood which killed off many of the zoos most precious animals, and made others ill. Some of those who survived wandered the streets of the city. Evidently, the city is still in the process of building a new zoo, but what is left is sad and abysmal, with animals trapped in small spaces, symbolizing the similar entrapment of these unhappy Nigerians, strange prey wandering Tbilisi on this day.

      Back at home, Afame gently puts his daughter to bed, after which the two men play video games. Yet, as we have suspected by their intimate touches and often languorous looks at one another, in a world without love they find their fulfillment in one another.


      As Magda returns home in the early morning she discovers her daughter in bed, being held by Afame, who himself is being hugged close by Obinna, the three of them fast asleep. The worn-out woman has no patience for these men and their obvious homoerotic affections and orders them both out of the house.

      They leave, taking a bus off to somewhere/nowhere once again where they might survive another day together, the sleepy Obinna taking another nap, his head nestled into Afame’s shoulder. The other riders are clearly not amused by this open display of affection, perhaps also accusing the sleepy head Nigerian as being simply lazy.


      Very little is said in this short film, yet it reveals the isolation and loneliness of these intelligent men stranded in a world as cold, empty, and derelict as the streets and buildings this masterful film depicts.

      There are no red ants (or fire ants) depicted in this Swiss-Georgian film, only a large black ant that Afame notices on Obinna’s chest. But still these men are bitten, again and again, by the small-minded individuals they come against every day of their lives. It’s enough to make you cry, even while Obinna refuses to give into the tears he deserves to shed.

 

Los Angeles, January 12, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (January 2025).

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