shame
by Douglas Messerli
Tim Spencer (screenplay), Joshua Longhurst (director)
Oasis / 2016 [8
minutes]
The shy
boy bolts from a bathroom tall to take a shower in private, still fully clothed.
Soon
after, having parked his wet shirt in his duffel bag, he notices the entry of
Jake. It’s almost as if he can’t resist sneaking a photo of the British beauty
fully naked. But when Jake finishes and begins shaving, Dale has second
thoughts, and admits his “crime,” choosing to keep his fragile relationship
with the polite man rather than the memento to which he might have jacked off a
hundred times.
Surely,
it doesn’t offer anything up to his hormones, but demonstrates the depth of his
sensibility. When he meets the right person, we are nearly certain that he will
seek out a full relationship rather than seeking night-to-night stands.
Although I might have been just such a young man, who waited so long to come
out that when I did I went wild with sexual exploration, doing precisely what I
suggest Dale will not. Although in the end, I did seek out a relationship that
has lasted now some 55 years, so maybe I’m right after all.
Los Angeles, June 18, 2025
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (June
2025).
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