THE SHOUT OF OUT
by Douglas Messerli
Todrick Hall (performer, composer, and artistic director), Colton Tran (director) I Like Boys / 2019 [3.21 minutes] [music video]
The
always revelatory Todrick Hall finally confronts his own mother (played by Luenell
Campbell) in what hardly is a surprise to any of us who have long watched his
over the top music videos: “I like boys.”
He sits his mother down for “the big
reveal,” a kind of strutting, stuttering, overstated coming out in which his
poor Bible-reading mamma goes into a visual meltdown as before one even knows
it Hall, in full drag in the desert, walks through a door—no closet on either
side of this symbolic gesture—as he continues to torture the poor “bitch.”
Mama
come, come doll, take a seat
There's
someone you know that you've got to meet
So
brace yourself for the big reveal
He's
about my height when he's not in heels
Some
boys play basketball
He
played house with ratchet dolls
It's
not Santa Claus, it's time for applause
It's
comin' out the closet
Mama,
I like boys, I like pecs
Like
them arms when they flex
Like
that print in them sweats
Tell
them girls, "Thank you, next"
I
like when they text me sexy pics of 'em
Like
them abs when there's six of 'em
Tell
them girls I'm sorry
I
like boys
Mama,
boys like me (I like boys who like boys)
Mama
(I like boys who like boys)
Work
(I like boys who like boys)
Mama
(I like boys who like)
Boys
like me, yeah (boys like me)
Yeah,
they do (boys like me)
Ooh
(boys like me)
Motherfuckin'
boys like me (bitch)
And for a long 3 minutes and 21 seconds
Hall reiterates his total pleasure in the male body, as boys, dressed and
half-dressed jump and dance in the desert, revealing next to everything. It’s
glorious epic scene wherein Hall is carried on camel, a white door, and male
shoulders across the screen.
Unlike so many pretty gay boy singers, Hall
never leaves you wondering, shouting out his sexuality in nearly all his
musical videos to the high heavens and taking his marvelous dance routines into
technicolor absurdity.
Hall is high camp, which I’ll take any day
over the pleading of a gay aspirant for love from what might be a male or even
a female admirer.
Los
Angeles, June 17, 2026
Reprinted
from My Queer Cinema blog (June 2026).





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