Friday, March 20, 2026

Doron Alon | Sherut Atzmy (Self Service) / 2008

every day a little death

by Douglas Messerli

 

Doron Alon (screenwriter and director) Sherut Atzmy (Self Service) / 2008 [7.30 minutes]

 

For a student film, shot as practice work by Doron Alon at Israel’s Camera Obscura School of Arts, Self Service is a surprisingly sophisticated short work of art.

     Played out in a public open-to-the-street launderette, the set seems to suggest a kind of proscenium stage-like world in which you might never imagine the intimacy, on several levels, that the film plays out. But when Idan (Moshe Ben-Abad), a handsome young 20-year old Israeli arrives to toss his dirty clothes into the washer, events begin to happen that he could not have predicted.


      His arrival awakens a young homeless teenager, who obviously uses the derelict laundry as a place to sleep and a kind of hang-out. The boy, Mike (Amit Zamir, who later played in Me and Everything I’m Not), rises to check out the newcomer, asking him if he can spare a shekel before sitting with seeming familiarity upon the washer into which Idan has just deposited his clothing.

      Idan, meanwhile, has retreated to a nearby chair to read a book, which also arouses the scruffy occupant’s interest, as he soon moves over to the companion chair on which Idan has deposited his backpack, tosses it to the floor, and sits down beside the apparent student. Mike asks what he’s reading—which Idan identifies as the Hebrew translation of Death in Venice—and cheekily asks if he might borrow it in order to read it himself. He eagerly promises to return it after he finishes.

      Mildly amused by the boy’s interest, but also seriously considering the unexpected request, Idan asks how he might know where to retrieve the borrowed book. Mike assures him that he’s always at the launderette or nearby, and further asks what the book’s about.


      As Idan returns to his reading, the boy returns to his post on the washer, saying something to the effect, “On second thought, you finish the book but tell me how it ends.”

      The absurdity of that statement clearly gives Idan pause. But the boy seems legitimately interested in the strange negotiation. Perhaps not even Idan quite perceives the irony of his reading a book about the elderly Gustav von Aschenbach sitting on a beach chair in observation of Tadzio, sexually lusting for the beautiful boy while realizing the impossibility of even speaking to him.

       The hunky Idan is no decaying Dirk Bogarde and Mike is even less of a variant of Björn Andrésen, who the director of the film version, Luchino Visconti, described as the “most beautiful boy in the world.” Yet, suddenly Idan finds himself very much in the same role, staring at the appealing kid as a woman enters to remove her laundry from a washer, the two males almost smirking at one another during her brief procedure.

       When she leaves, Idan, unlike the totally passive von Aschenbach, walks into the adjacent darkly-lit alley, the boy following. Within seconds the two have begun kissing, locked in a deep embrace as Mike jerks off Idan. Before the elder can even turn back towards the launderette, the boy has pulled Idan’s wallet from his pocket, pulling a couple of bills from it and returned it to its owner.

       The boy slinks back to his bed-like bench, as Idan slowly begins to pack up his clean laundry in a kind of bemused wonderment that he has now, probably for the first time in his life, paid for sex. As a young, attractive man, he has clearly never before imagined the possibility. But now, without saying a word, his face expresses his recognition that he may become someone like Aschenbach sooner than he might expected.

 

Los Angeles, March 11, 2021

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog and World Cinema Review (March 2021).


Wednesday, March 18, 2026

Michael Curtiz | Noah's Ark / 1928

the look in your eyes

by Douglas Messerli

 

Anthony Coldeway screenplay, based on a story by Darryl F. Zanuck), Michael Curtiz (director) Noah's Ark / 1928

 

It’s hard to imagine this clumsily directed epic of ancient biblical times and World War I, which Alva Johnson, writing in The New Yorker was “widely conceded to be the worst picture ever made,” was helmed by the same director of the fondly remembered films The Adventures of Robin Hood (1938), Casablanca (1942), Mildred Pierce (1945), and White Christmas (1954).


   Obviously, Noah’s Ark isn’t the worst film ever made, and there are numerous powerful images that represent some of the most astounding scenes in film history. The movie, itself, particularly the world of King Nephilim (Noah Berry) and his golden calf-worshiping kingdom which Noah’s god punished through endless floods made history simply for its use of 7,500 extras (among them John Wayne, Andy Devine, and Ward Bond) and 600,000 gallons of water poured down upon the set so tumultuously that three extras drowned, one was hurt so badly that they had to amputate his leg, and others suffered broken limbs and various serious injuries. 35 ambulances were called in to hurry away the wounded. The star, Dolores Costello suffered from a severe case of pneumonia.

    So disastrous were conditions on the set that this movie alone led to the implementation of stunt safety regulations of 1929.

 

 

 


   The sets surrounding King Nephilim and the worshippers of the god Jaghuth were if nothing else spectacularly grand. On the Iverson Movie Ranch in Chatsworth, California, Curtiz and his team not only created a gigantic ark parked against gigantic boulders, constructed the decadent city of giant statues representing Jaghuth, but also created a massive stone mill in which Noah’s son is blinded and put to work among the men who are whipped as they stumble endlessly in circles churning the grains of the realm.


      In this portion of the film Noah is commanded to build the ark to house his family and other devout believers, and to gather two of each kind of animal, which in this version of the story come willingly out of the wilderness in couples seeking refuge in an ark so large that it is unimaginable that it was created only through the efforts of Noah (Paul McAllister), Ham (Guinn 'Big Boy' Williams), and his brother Japheth (George O’Brien), the latter two of whom spend most of their time looking lovingly into one another’s eyes, while Shem (Malcolm Waite) saws down trees nearby.

    Yet soon Japheth is forced to travel to the nearby city to find and bring back his girlfriend Miriam who has been nabbed by King Nephilim’s men to be the sacrificial virgin for the annual celebration of the gods.

     She is almost sacrificed, until at the last moment Noah’s Jehovah himself finally saves her by bringing down the torrents, which also frees Japheth, who incredibly stumbles blind through the rising tides with Miriam in his arms, arriving back at the ark just in time to have his eyesight miraculously restored as the momentous doors of the ark closed and it sails off, even while the formerly proud King Nephilim clings desperately to its sides before his hand is caught in a closing window and he drops in pain into the riling morass.

     The plot is utterly hokum, but the sets are memorable if nothing else.

    The far more interesting first half of the epic concerns another time of chaos as the world stands at the edge of another disaster, this one man-made, since God has made a covenant with man never to destroy his creations again.

    This story begins in 1914 with the US playboy Travis (O’Brien) and his good friend Al (Williams) traveling aboard the Oriental Express. Also aboard is Nickoloff (Beery), an officer in the Russian Secret Services, and a young German girl Marie (Costello) traveling with a theatrical troupe.

    What none of them knows except the audience is that a bridge ahead has washed-out a fallen into a ravine below, and the train is doomed to the same ravine, killing many aboard. Both Travis and Al are among the survivors, and along with a prisoner who has now been able to uncuff himself from his dead escort, discover Marie under a beam, and free her. Together the group the trio of Travis, Al, and Marie take refuge in a nearby French lodge with most of its rooms taken, the men forced to bunk together on the lobby floor.

     Meanwhile, Nickoloff arrives and attempts to sneak into Marie’s room, presumably to rape her. Travis, however, has been watching over her and finding Nickoloff in her room begins to fight him, the two creating a major battle interrupted by French soldiers announcing the commencement of World War I.


     Travis, Al, and Marie hurry off to Paris, where the two men continue to share a room while Marie sleeps elsewhere even if by this time Travis and Marie have fallen in love.

      Despite that love affair, which eventually ends in marriage, we also quickly perceive that there is a deep male bonding, very close to homoerotic love if not actually a homosexual relationship between Travis and Al. The movie spends a great deal of time sharing images of them looking deeply into each other’s faces and establishing their comradery.


     Yet Travis’ sudden interest in Marie, and his feeling that he must protect her since, even though she speaks perfect English, she might otherwise be thought to be a German spy, forces a wedge between their close relationship. Al begins, moreover, to feel guilty for not having signed up as a soldier and finally does so, attempting to convince Travis to do the same. When he refuses, the two break from one another, Travis marrying the girl soon after.


    As he and Marie watch the American soldiers, who have now joined the war, with Travis among them, we see the tensions of both Marie and Travis, Marie desperately attempting to keep her husband close to her, while Travis feels pulled toward the military parade.

    When he finally spots Al on the march, he can no longer resist, and joins up with the soldiers, someone handing him a gun.

     The two eventually meet up in the trenches they immediately rush to one another, embracing in deep hugs, Al kissing him on the neck not unlike the deep sexual bond that William A. Wellman had established between his two World War I characters in Wings the year before this film. As film history Shane Brown describes it, “Their reaction is akin to that of two lovers who have been separated.” Even the language is suggestive, Al blurting out “I could lick the guy who said there was a yellow streak in you.” The statement is obvious expressing his determination to fight anyone who might have suggested that his friend was a coward, but in this case the word is close to his own real-actions of planting a wet kiss on his friend’s neck.


     They settle down in trench life, no better place that to snuggle up together. But almost immediately they are each assigned to separate squads one ordered to attack a German machine gun nest from the right, the other from the left.

      As Travis tosses a hand grenade into the gunnery spot, he quickly discovers that it has already been taken by Al, and that his grenade has ended his friend’s/lover’s life. Just as in Wings Travis hugs his friend close attempting to keep him alive as the other slips away into death. The sorrow he expresses might be for that of a close friend, but given the look upon his face, it is clear that he has lost the love of his life.


     The rest of the story returns to Marie who has, meanwhile, joined up with a theatrical troupe entertaining the soldiers. During one of her performances Nickoloff, who has now become an advisor to the allies, spots Marie, meeting up with her to demand that she meet him for sex. When she attempts to flee, he catches up with her, plants spy message in her suitcase, and has her arrested for espionage. Soon after, she is sentenced to a firing squad. Assigned to that squad is Travis, who despite her blindfold recognizes her, and saves his wife from execution. But almost immediately the couple and others, including the recurring figure of the preacher, find themselves trapped below a demolished building and prepare for death, the minister comparing the war and its flow of blood to the biblical tale of the flood.

     The group, however, finds men on the outside are digging their way in to save them, who, when finally breaking through announce that the armistice agreement has been signed, that war is over. The film’s narrator declares that with the end of the War peace has returned forever, that the lives lost in the War will not be forgotten—hollow news for those of us who have seen so many wars since and are facing a new international out-break even as I write.

      I should add that some of the film is in sound while parts are silent with intertitles.

      In the end, there is much to see and wonder at in this odd work, but as The New York Times reviewer Mordaunt Hall admitted, it was such a “cumbersome production, one feels that it is a great test of patience.”        

 

Los Angeles, March 18, 2026

Reprinted in My Queer Cinema blog (March 2026).

 

Tuesday, March 17, 2026

Richard Brooks | In Cold Blood / 1967 || Bennett Miller | Capote/ 2005 || Douglas McGrath | Infamous / 2006

capote’s cold blood

by Douglas Messerli

 

Richard Brooks (screenwriter, based on the work by Truman Capote) In Cold Blood / 1967

Dan Futterman (screenplay, based on Gerald Clarke’s Capote: A Biography), Bennett Miller (director) Capote / 2005

Douglas McGrath (screenwriter, based on George Plimpton’s Truman Capote, and director) Infamous / 2006

 

After the release of the 2005 film Capote, and before I even knew of the existence of a second film, I planned on writing an essay on the author and his novel of 1965, and had shared my interest and reading activities (I reread In Cold Blood soon after viewing Capote) with several friends. When I mentioned to my friend, writer Wendy Walker that I was planning this piece, she quickly responded: “Well, of course, that’s where it all began!”


     One might normally have questioned the pronoun of her sentence: what did she mean by “it?” But I knew from the context of our conversation that what she was referring to was not just the new journalistic writings of figures such as Tom Wolfe, Norman Mailer, and others that followed Capote’s work, but that she was implicating all the journalistic lies and half-truths—from the fraudulent writings of Stephen Glass in The New Republic of the late 1990s to the exaggerated (and untrue) pre-war reports on Iraq by Judith Miller and the fictitious reports the Bush administration planted in the White House news room—events which increasingly have given rise to a distrust of the American media.

     Capote’s highly acclaimed work about the murders by Dick Hickok and Perry Smith of the Holcomb, Kansas, Clutter family in 1959 was advertised, at least, as a novel, a work of fiction. But Capote’s own claims that his “non-fiction novel” was “immaculately factual” and that he was able to recall “with 95% absolute accuracy” the conversations he had had with police, local citizens, and the criminals themselves all suggested to readers of the time that what they were reading were artfully arranged “facts.”

      From the very beginning Capote faced criticism for his so-called new genre (obviously writers such as Twain and Hemingway, to name only a couple, had done such work earlier, without describing it as journalism) by writers such as John Hersey, who admittedly wrote in works such as Hiroshima about fictional information descriptively, but who felt that in the case of In Cold Blood the “fictionist decidedly had the upper hand over the journalist.” A year after the publication of the book, Phillip K. Tompkins returned to the small Kansas town to interview several of Capote’s sources, discovering in the process that some locals felt that Capote had extensively embroidered upon events and personalities and, in a few instances, had actually lied. In particular, Josephine Meier, the wife of Holcomb undersheriff—whose apartment contained the “ladys’ cell” in which Perry Smith was incarcerated—contradicted several aspects of Capote’s telling.

      Through several chapters in the novel, Capote suggests that Mrs. Meir and Perry had grown close over Smith’s imprisonment, that she had cooked several special dishes for him and sat talking with him at length. To Tompkins, Meir reported, contrarily, that she had spent little time with Smith and had not communicated very much. After the local trial, In Cold Blood notes of Mrs. Meir:

 

“….after everybody had gone, and I’d started to wash some dishes—

I heard him [Smith] crying. I turned on the radio. Not to hear him.

He’d never broke down before, shown any sign of it. Well, I went

to him. The door of his cell. He reached out his hand. He wanted me

to hold his hand, and I did, I held his hand, and all he said was “I’m

embraced by shame.”

 

     Meir denied both that she had heard Smith cry and that she had held his hand. Certainly, the passage is a moving one that helps the reader to sympathize with Capote’s anti-hero Perry Smith, but if the actual player is to be believed, the events were fictional.

     One does not need to know the facts, however, to perceive that Capote’s work is stuffed with literary devices. Throughout the book Capote observes his figures from an Olympian position that I would argue betrays his fictional approach to reality. Reporting Herb Clutter’s activities, for example, on the day of Clutter’s death, the author ends the chapter:

 

“Then, touching the brim of his cap, he headed for home and the day’s

work, unaware that it would be his last.”

 

The device may be dramatically effective, but it is also a hollow one: do most of us foresee the moment of our deaths? How could Capote know that Clutter touched the brim of his hat?

      Similarly, Capote often provides reams of “facts” that, no matter how long he had talked with the two criminals and no matter how much they had remembered and revealed to him, seem unlikely information to which the author was privy. As the two murderers share a meal at a Kansas City diner, Capote writes:

 

“Dick ordered another hamburger. During the past few days he’d known a

hunger that nothing—three successive steaks, a dozen Hershey bars, a pound

of gumdrops—seemed to interrupt. Perry, on the other hand, was without

appetite; he subsisted on root beer, aspirin, and cigarettes.”

 

    One could believe that Capote was told of Perry’s eating and smoking patterns, but not that he would have known of the precise culinary intake of Dick Hickok. Are we really to believe, moreover, that even in Perry Smith’s extensive interviews with the author revealed the sexual of Hickok conversations in bed with a Mexican woman: “As though reciting a rosary, Dick incessantly whispered ‘Is it good, baby? Is it good?’” These, I argue, are the details of a fiction, a romance, not of an “immaculately factual” work.

     One might trace the character of Perry Smith, in fact, back to Capote’s 1950 story, “The Diamond Guitar,” in which a prisoner, Mr. Schaeffer, encounters a young eighteen-year-old guitar player, Tico Feo, befriending his fellow inmate and together planning their escape from the highway gang in which they work. A deep homoerotic relationship—although it remains asexual—develops between the two, as they imagine a world outside their prison quite similar to the one which Perry imagines in Mexico with Dick Hickok. Soon after their escape, they are recaptured, and Tico Feo is killed in the fray.

      For Capote the real murderer—a man who shared the author’s shortness of stature and his sense of a displaced childhood—became a perfect romantic figure with whom, as the movie Infamous makes quite clear and Capote more discreetly hints, he apparently fell in love.


     Both films focus their attentions on the distance between Capote’s sense of truth—Capote begins with the author boasting that he “is always honest”—and the reality of his life. Both works also suggest, as I have mentioned, that there was more than a journalistic relationship between Capote and Smith; and both works present the author as a figure who betrayed the murderers while he was simultaneously manipulating them to reveal the minute details of their lives. Capote and Infamous both counter Capote’s outrageousness—his absolute freakishness within the Kansas society of the ordinary—with Capote’s childhood friend, the novelist Harper Lee, played brilliantly by Catherine Kenner and even more intelligently represented in Infamous by Sandra Bullock (reputedly turned down for the same role in the earlier film). Given the exaggeration of Capote’s personality, Philip Seymour Hoffman portrays the author in a respectfully impish manner, while Toby Jones’ acting in Infamous perhaps gets closer to the actual man. In all these respects, both movies concern themselves with the intimately painful gaps in Capote’s life between his persona and his “true” being, both arguing that the moral gaps helped to destroy his writing and resulted in his early death.


     In the end Infamous seems to me to be the superior film, simply because it spends less time on the glorification (generally self-glorification) of Capote’s supposed talents, instead revealing the shallow and hostile context of his social life, filled with gossipy luncheons with his “swans,” Babe Paley, Diana Vreeland, Slim Keith, and others—a world in which each attacked the others behind their backs.

    In a social world at the opposite end of these glamorous New York scenes, Hickok and Smith had also been victims—of their parents, friends, jails, the American economy—and so too would Capote, in turn, victimize them. Perhaps the most shocking and yet revelatory scene of Infamous occurs when Perry Smith (stunningly performed by the current James Bond, Daniel Craig) turns the tables, so to speak, threatening Capote with rape. His howl of the unrighteous reminds one of the later outrage of many of Capote’s wealthy “swan” friends when he attempted later to publish his satiric work Unanswered Prayers—using his wealthy friends as the source of his characters. Obviously the significant difference between those who felt betrayed by Capote is that the “swans” could easily survive their “metaphoric” slaughter, while Smith and Hickok—despite Capote’s legal attempts on their behalf—ended with ropes about their necks and their actual deaths.


     In short, both of these films center on Capote himself and his inability, in the end, to know whether he was living in the “real” world or in a world of his imagination; perhaps to him there was no difference. So too does Capote, even in the bravura of his writing, call as much attention to his literary feats as to his sympathetically portrayed killers who sought out the American dreams their victims and the author had attained.


     In hindsight, perhaps the most poignant and intelligent of films on this subject was Richard Brooks’ 1967 film In Cold Blood, shot in gritty black and white. True, Brooks often banally psychologizes his figures, but here we finally come to comprehend how Smith (convincingly portrayed by actor Robert Blake, later tried for his own murder) and Hickok, locked in a homoerotic relationship hidden even from themselves, became the perfect killing machine. Smith saves Clutter’s daughter Nancy from rape only to slit her father’s throat, unleashing a fury of pent-up love and hate. In that respect, we have to grant that Capote knew a good story when he saw one. Violence is seldom a singular act, and in the American experience we might say it is nearly always a cultural event. At the end of In Cold Blood, the self-confessed murderer cannot even comprehend his own connection to the events; not only does he fail to recognize the absurd contradictions of his statements (“I thought Mr. Clutter was a very nice gentleman… I thought so right up to the time I cut his throat.”), but he is unable to perceive his place in the society at large as part of the human race (“I’d like to apologize, but who to?”).

     We realize that author and characters alike could no longer comprehend the effects of their acts upon others or the effects of the acts of others upon their own lives. Capote and his characters became victims of their own creations, frozen in their mix of ego, alcohol, and drugs.

     Joanne Carson recalls reading one of the unpublished chapters of Unanswered Prayers, “And Audrey Wilder Sang”:

 

“It’s about Hollywood, and the beautiful people of Hollywood and New

York, and how they’re not beautiful. There was one vivid scene where

a woman is talking on the phone in a business office and somebody jumps

off the roof above and goes past and she just continues talking.”

 

Los Angeles, December 18, 2006

Reprinted from World Cinema Review (December 2006).

 

Luca Silver | The Naked Eye / 2021

i’ll be watching you

by Douglas Messerli

 

Luca Silver (screenplay and director) The Naked Eye / 2021 [15 minutes]

 

In a room bathed by yellow light, lies a handsome young man (Luca Silver) in his black undershorts. The room is lined by boxes, suggesting that he is either just moving in and has failed to unpack or is soon to leave the space. Ghosts of entwined male couples seem to be hovering over the space.

     Suddenly, the sleeping man’s eyes open. Has he spotted something? He, however, quickly falls back to sleep, but quickly is awakened again by what seems to be a figure. He soon realizes, however, it is nothing and stands on this seemingly hot night to run his hands across his torso, pull off his underpants revealing his half-erection, and even turn to the camera to seemingly demonstrate his butt—all the time fondling himself in erotic devotion.

 


      He returns to the bed, but just as suddenly does spot a figure and soon after witnesses, as we do, the shadow of a man (Michael Stewart) standing against the closed blinds, desperate to see what is within and enter. If previously we have heard nothing but the whir of the fan, we now the shadow’s fingers rubbing across glass, in full lust of the now covered and somewhat frightened young beauty in the bed.

      We cannot comprehend who this figure might be, a man alive or one of the vague ghosts we sense to be within the room. We even must ask ourselves if this figure is an emblem of our own lust for the man we have just previously witnessed entirely naked.

       In the next scene the room has turned to blue suggesting the light of early morning. Our lovely sleeper rises and enters the shower where we watch, apparently from an impossible view behind a glass encasement of the shower, the face of another young man who licks the glass, steamed up with the evaporation of the water’s heat, with his tongue to gain eye-level entry to the man within.


      In the next moment we see the shower from the traditional view, with five blue towels hanging over a black shower, all apparently used. In full blue and yellow, we witness only the arms reaching high above the glass as the young man soaps and washes his hair. He pulls down one of the blue towels.

     Is this our own erotic dream or that of the young man? We no longer are able to separate the two. We only perceive that we are now shut out as the credits role, our desires disappointed and put to rest. Has the young man all along been taunting us or whoever it is who so desperately wishes to watch him in his daily actions? Is he leaving became of the ghosts or inviting them in?

      This short film raises issues of voyeurism, pornography, and exhibitionism and our relationship to them without providing us with any coherent answers.

 

Los Angeles, March 27, 2026

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (March 2026).

 

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