strange beauty
by Douglas Messerli
Ela Grisaru and Dana Levy (screenwriters and directors)
Lake / 2014 [8 minutes] [animated film]
Eventually, he spots a beautiful young boy with flowers in his hair,
picking berries from a nearby bush while his body remains covered in the water
of the lake.
The
hiker also laughs, as the two begin a water tossing game, the way children and
lovers play. The child moves away with the hiker following, enchanted with the
boy’s beauty. Eventually, the hiker catches up with the sprite, finding him so
very lovely that he too reaches out to touch the boy’s face, stroking it for a
moment, as the boy comes closer to him and kisses him, the hiker, unable to
resist, kissing him back.
Terrified of the revelation, the man, still naked, runs off into the
woods, not knowing what to make of the situation. Has he just kissed a mythical
beast, who might, in turn, attack him? The strangeness of the entire situation
horrifies him as he races further and further into the undergrowth.
Finally, losing his breath with mosquitoes attacking him, the hiker
stops, unable to go on any further. He realizes finally that he has no choice
but to return. He pulls off a large stick from a nearly tree, planning clearly
to use it as a club if necessary.
Seeing the beast near his backpack he rushes in like a brute the club
waving in his hand as the centaur hurries off. But when he finally looks down
at the ground, he notices a leaf filled with the red berries, left there as
gesture of love by the beast.
Obviously, he has made inner peace with the beautiful and very different
creature and himself, recognizing the beauty of the beast, and his own
immediate attraction to it.
If
this perhaps does not perfectly parallel a fable of a heterosexual man finding
himself attracted to a “strange” or “different” kind of being (read “gay),
rejecting it, and then learning to accept it for its true beauty, it comes
close enough to serve as a story about reconciliation with the previously
unthinkable and unknowable, perhaps even an admission of one’s own attraction
to that very strange being, perhaps someone whose gender is simply undefinable.
Los Angeles, October 5, 2023
Reprinted from World Cinema Review (October
2023).




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