Wednesday, January 22, 2025
Unknown director ("E. Hardon") | Eveready Harton in Buried Treasure / c. 1929
Tuesday, January 21, 2025
Austin Bunn | Campfire / 2023
the lost boys of peter pan
by Douglas
Messerli
Austin Bunn
(screenwriter and director) Campfire / 2023 [17 minutes]
This
defines precisely what Austin Bunn’s film Campfire
accomplished, a film which began as imagined documentary of one of the oldest gay
campgrounds in the US, the Hillside Campgrounds of New Millford, Pennsylvania,
which became gradually a fictional journey to the site by an older married man,
Carl (Mark Rowe) who has clearly arrived at a point of some sort of late crisis,
and in quiet desperation seeks out a farmhand, Marty, with whom, 30 years
earlier, he had a love affair, perhaps even after he married or before he sank
bank into the closeted heterosexual world where so many of his kind retreat given
the lessons of their upbringing and the rural, sexually unforgiving and forbidding
worlds which they inhabit.
This film, using the actual Millford site
as its backdrop, shows us what is now a world of aging trucker, S&M
devotees, and ancient hippies—one couple have haunted the place now for years going
about daily in the nude. This is not a political film, but one might imagine
these elderly, beefy “bears” as being a kind of secret gay world who might possibly have voted for someone like Donald Trump, a fact difficult for the
LGBTQ community to digest.
But, in fact, it’s hard to explain or even
characterize this lost queer world, off the map of almost any but those in the
know. These men are sociable and kind, willing to embrace nearly anyone who
enters their dark green gate, as long as they close it behind them, for it is a
sacred world even more apart from the heteronormative limits than someplace
like Fire Island. If you are the kind of person to want to share and enjoy this
community, you have suddenly found home. And we can only try to imagine what it
might have meant, in its halcyon days, to a young farmhand like Carl’s Marty,
who kept trying to get his then lover Carl, 30 years before, to visit it with
him.
Carl, a “good ole boy,” American flag
posted on the window of his SUV, lies to his daughter that he’s in Roscoe helping
a buddy doing engine work. But clearly he’s on an adventure where no one,
including his wife, might have imagined that he’s moved on/back to a world that
doesn’t at all include them.
As he checks in, he asks the question
that will become the key to his Romantic adventure: “I’m looking for a friend.
He used to come here a lot. His name is Marty Cardona.” The desk clerk can
obviously not reveal such information, but another of the campers, who has
overheard his question, says that everyone knows Marty, and that he’s hosting a
party that very night.
“How will I know where to go?” Carl asks.
“Oh,” proclaims his new neighbor, “You’ll
know.”
He moves into his tent, stokes up the
heat, and is ready for party night, which everyone seems to be attending. Carl
eats a grilled steak, dresses up in the costume he’s purchased and attends
Master Marty’s party.
In between these fictional events, Bunn
has posited other true testimonials of people who regularly inhabit the
campsite, many of them couples who have been together now for many years,
others who give credence to the fact that this was and still is a world which
is not only off the map to the normative heterosexual world, but has long been
an paradise to men at a time when being gay in the general US world, particularly
given their rather straight, masculine seeming identities, was nearly
impossible. This camp, they all equally claim was their salvation. Most of them
were once married, and have grown children, but found their new lives in this
isolated Pennsylvania spot.
At the party, dressed in his leather halter
with a plaid shirt, Carl makes his way through a crowd of dressed up drag
queens and S&M performers as he attempts to seek his way back to the boy he
knew so long ago. We get glimpses of the beauty every now and then, a stunning Hispanic
man who we can well comprehend night have caught the eye of lean farmer, the
two developing what Carl describes as a “special relationship.”
A local, George (George Hoxworth) guides him
into the Danteseque landscape to meet his ex-love, Marty, now Master Marty, as
they cross through various spaces, all in variations of hot neon-lit colors.
Finally reaching the inner sanctum, he meets a graying old man in a jock strap,
clearly not the Marty he remembers of even imagined. Neither of them recognizes
the other—and obviously this is not Carl’s “Marty.”
By
the next morning Carl is ready to leave; yet the residents realize that he has
misunderstood their world and his own presumptions. Jerry (Brian Keane) is
called upon to guide him to the real Marty, a man to whom he, himself, was
married. But Marty, the real Marty Cardona, died in a motorcycle accident years
ago, and is now memorialized in a small Hillside park where all those who died
of old age, AIDs, and other mishaps are celebrated with small stone places,
relics, and symbolic gravesites.
Carl slowly takes in the loving care in
which these now lost beings have been offered in this strange camping ground.
And, finally, his missing love, he realizes has found a home which he could not
offer him. Carl unpacks his bag and much of his emotional baggage along with
it, to stay on a little bit longer before returning to the closed-off world he
has chosen for himself.
This is a difficult film of fictional
memory and actual gay liberation, issues which come together in a way most of
us might have not expected. But once more, as in the numerous stories about
farm boys and farm hands such as those represented in films like Clay Farmers (A. P.
Gonzalez, 1988), Alkali, Iowa (Mark Christoper, 1995), Fishbelly White (Michael Burke, 1998), God’s Country (Francis Lee, 2017), as well as Far
West (Pascal-Alex Vincent, 2003), Silver Road (Bill Taylor,
2006), Heartland (Mark Christopher, 2007), Between Us (Daithí Ó. Cinnéide, 2016), It’s Still Your
Bed (Tyler Reeve, 2019), Farm
Boy (Kahil Haddad, 2019), Magnetic
Harvest (Marine Levéel, 2019), Fire
at the Lake (Pierre Menahem, 2022), Lie with Me (Olivier Peyon,
2022) and Strange Way of Life (Pedro Almodóvar, 2023) to name just a few, we are made to realize
that the so-called Rainbow Community shines on regions of culture which we
never might have imagined.
Urban living is not necessarily the only center
of the gay experience. The world’s farmlands are also filled with young and
older gay men and women desperate to discover their loves in a queer identity
that is often difficult to express in their more isolated neighborhoods of the
world, but fully exists nonetheless.
In this unassuming film issues of ageism
and cultural isolation come together to make it clear that you can’t count out
anyone from the larger gay community as they struggle to make their love known
and remembered. Perhaps our current gay leaders might turn their heads away
from their endless struggles to put broader social issues as their major
concern and look instead to those individuals which exist behind the screen of
political objectives. This film and so many others helped me to perceive that
my womb of urban gay protection was not the only or necessary lens in which I
might best view the issues of LGBTQ cinema.
Los
Angeles, January 21, 2025
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog
(January 2025).
Katie Ennis and Gary Jaffe | Sunset / 2017
by Douglas Messerli
Gary Jaffe (screenplay), Katie Ennis and Gary Jaffe
(directors) Sunset / 2017 [16 minutes]
It is early morning in the Spring of 1942, and two
gay lovers, Arnie Solvik (Ryan Trout) and Peter Green (Niccolo Walsh) lie in
bed after having sex.
But this is no usual morning. Peter has to
soon leave his lover for dinner at his parents’ house after which he, having
volunteered, is off to war.
The
discussion between them, which sounds very much like a stage play, is a
lovingly painful attempt on Arnie’s part to challenge his lover’s decision and
a constant reminder on Peter’s part that he is committed to destroying the man
who would have all Jews—Peter being Jewish— dead.
Arnie has already been declared unfit for service by a psychiatrist at the recruitment center, where he explained that he had a tendency to mistake the male reproductive organ for a popsicle stick. Yet, later one, he displays the scar where he was knifed after a man in a washroom at Columbus Circle fucked him and then tried to steal his money, as proof that he is not afraid of fighting. But why, he wonders, does Peter want to fight for a country “that doesn’t want you, for whom you are nothing?”
The
answer is obvious, and the far more naïve and certainly less witty Peter states
it over and over again. To Arnie’s insistence that he doesn’t “have to go,” the
answer, although in tears, is “but I do.”
Arnie
cannot bear the situation of Peter going home for one last dinner party, a
party he cannot possibly attend, even in drag. While for Peter it is a “good
night,” Arnie perceives it as a “goodbye” with all possibilities of death and
change that come with young soldiers at war.
And in
that anger and hurt for a few moments he plays the grande
diva, exaggeratedly telling his lover just to leave
since he clearly no longer loves him, insisting that their 4-month relationship
has never evolved beyond a crude Central Park pickup. Yet they kiss, and he
melts, logic returning:
“Go have dinner with your family.”
Peter
promises that he’ll seek out a clerical job, but Arnie, knowing of his friend’s
idealism, announces: “I know what you’ve read—and I’ve read it too. Homer and his
heroes. Shakespeare and his band of brothers. Not for one moment can I imagine
you going across the sea with a
typewriter in your hands. No, it’s honor for you.”
The
discussion of director Katie Ennis and Gary Jaffe’s script must have been one
that occurred in the bedrooms of so very man necessarily closeted gay men in
the early 1940s, where one or the other and even both had made decisions which
they realized would change lives forever, fighting for a cause by serving in
the military of a country that was almost as restrictive as that of Germany, or
in England’s case perhaps just as restrictive—the important difference being
that in US and Britain they had not built concentration camps to imprison and
kill Jewish, gay, and Roma individuals. But we might do well to recall that US
and British prisons were populated by gay men, sentenced for their
homosexuality.
Finally,
it truly is the time of departure. Arnie orders Peter to leave, but at the very
moment calls him back for one desperate kiss. When Peter closes the door for
the last time, we see Arnie peeking out through is windows. After declaring
that he is no Madame Butterfly, we realize that he will wait out the days with
the greatest of anticipation, no matter what he will have to face.
Los Angeles, January 21, 2025
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (January 2025).
Dominik György | Dotýkání (The Touching) / 2020
the joy of sex
by Douglas Messerli
Dominik György (screenwriter and director) Dotýkání (The Touching) / 2020 [39 minutes]
I have long
argued throughout these pages that, unless it is an enforced activity, I see no
problem at all with brothers exploring one another’s bodies. In fact, it may be
the safest way for young boys to explore their sexualities. Incest is taboo primarily
because of the fear of the shared gene pool of a brother and sister or a mother
and a son being so similar that it often results in mental and physical harm to
a child born of such couplings. Whatever flaws exist in the DNA of such
partners are simply magnified in the child of familiar sex.
But two
males, two females do not pose this problem in any manner. So what is the harm,
particularly in this case of two brothers mutually enjoying sex? Certainly,
David is delighted, even excited by their time together, so different from the
abuse he receives all day long at school. And Marek is just of the age when boys
become desperate to enjoy that pleasurable release of sperm.
Their father has apparently bolted their house for good, hinting in his occasional telephone calls that he might return at Christmas, while clearly having abandoned the family. David still believes that, like St. Nicholas, he might return, but the resentful Marek knows better. The hard-working mother (Lída Jakubuv) is nearly oblivious of her sons’ activities, arriving home late each day, the time when the two brothers are left alone to explore their bodies.
Apparently,
the father was or is still a sailor, and David has also begun a project with
his father of rebuilding a model boat of the Titanic, obviously a symbol of
problems to come.
At first,
since he still need relief, Marek continues the sessions of sexual contact with
his brother, but that also is soon cut off. David, frustrated with the turn of
events, invites a classmate home and explains and eventually demonstrates the
joys of “touching.”
Yet, he
senses that his friend is not at all as open to the joys of sex as was Marek.
As the boy returns home to tell his mother, David determines to take his
finished Titanic model on a trial run in the nearby lake.
At that
very moment, the irate mother of his friend is on the way to complain to David’s
mother about his behavior. Unable to find her son in the house, but noticing
the missing model ship, she drives, the angry mother and distraught son in tow,
down to the lake only to find David, whose boat has pulled away the ball of
twine and sunk, desperately floundering in deep waters, unable to properly swim
to shore. She dives in to save him.
On their drive home, David announces from the
back seat, “Dad is not coming back.” He too has painfully grown up.
So ends this truly beautifully made
black-and-white little masterwork.
My only
complaint was what I perceive as an absolutely unnecessary ending dedication,
perhaps added to defend this lovely film from people, like the friend’s mother,
for whom any youthful sexual activity is something immediately to be halted:
“Dedicated to all child victims of either conscious
or unconscious sexual abuse.”
These are
not the Menendez brothers, and as far as I can see, there is no sexual abuse involved
in the brother’s mutual exploration of sex. This is, rather, a quite
beautifully filmed tale of childhood desire, in this case two boys without
a father who explore their bodies and the surrounding horror by the adult world
of just such natural and innocent acts.
Los Angeles, January 21, 2025
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (January
2025).
Monday, January 20, 2025
Leon Lopez | Crossroad / 2016
a skinhead’s imaginary revenge
by Douglas
Messerli
Mark Rovira
(screenplay), Leon Lopez (director) Crossroad / 2016 [11 minutes]
On the
particular morning that this short film records, he rises long before his wife,
Jade (Katie Collins), and leaves the apartment, purchases a pack of cigarettes,
and broods for a while staring over a bridge overlooking the Thames.
We don’t know what is brewing, but
certainly it not something good, particularly when Liam, returning home, moves to the bathroom, shaves
off most of his facial hair and then, in a rather startling decision, begins to
turn himself into a skinhead.
He almost rings the bell of a home, as
the film scrambles ahead in time to show us what is about to come. A black man,
William (Ashley Campbell) answers the door. Liam enters, pushes the man to the
floor and beats him to death with the baseball bat.
We still have no idea of why he has
determined to destroy both the man and, incidentally, himself.
It appears that she may have been quite
correct in her fears, and we see her in other clips angrily confronting her
husband, although these scenes are performed in mute so we cannot know the precise
reasons for her distress. But we can guess that Liam has grown closer to Matt,
that as a bisexual person, Liam has perhaps come to prefer his male lover’s
company.
Suddenly, in a later scene we see Matt on the
pavement of a street, William having apparently been behind the wheel of a car
which has accidently hit him. The bleeding lover clearly dies while Liam kisses
him deeply on his bleeding lips.
Fortunately, Liam does not ring the bell to
William’s door, and soon after he tosses the bat away, while he stands at the
end of the movie grieving, again on a bridge over the Thames, shouting out in
pain, tears running down his face. He is doomed to a relationship with Jade,
while we know that his true love has tragically died.
If Liam returns to Jade, will surely be
as a different man than one with whom she went to bed.
Los
Angeles, January 20, 2025
Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog
(January 2025).
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